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First date went really well. Also we had 4 more dates.

So far, I want this man in my life.

Sometimes I forget why I don't want to date with men. Then I meet a new man who makes me remember the reason.

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Well, I have a first date next week. We'll see where it goes.

He seems to be a really nice guy, but I'm scared of love bombing or any other technique in these times.

Sometimes I forget why I don't want to date with men. Then I meet a new man who makes me remember the reason.

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Sometimes I forget why I don't want to date with men. Then I meet a new man who makes me remember the reason.

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Life updates!!

I have purchased my own apartment!! I'm super happy about this one.

Left my boyfriend and to be honest I should have done this one earlier!!

So I'm going to live by myself and nearer my family.

Started to meet new people, to be more social (and yes, I'm trying to date but I'm feeling super shy).

Have I mentioned that I have my own place to live without any pressure???? Completely on my own?????

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Choosing a career is like a rollercoaster.

Initially set on a childhood dream, my teenage years led me to pursue a goal similar but not identical. Post-college entrance exams, I opted for engineering and focused on computer science. Little did I know, specialization choices awaited me, and intrigued by robotics, I delved into challenging courses on computer vision, robotics and machine learning.

Before graduation I secured a job at my dream company, but I soon realized it didn't align with my passion. But what was my passion? Opting for a master's degree, I struggled to find my true calling. Juggling full-time work and studies, I extended my master's by a year, changing jobs twice but finding no satisfaction.

Despite applying for jobs in my desired field during my master's, rejections left me disheartened. Witnessing colleagues landing dream jobs prompted another change of heart. Also I'm not in my mid-twenties, I had to do something quickly.

At a company party I was not considering to attend, I discovered a "hidden" team working on something truly meaningful. Fueled by newfound courage, I embarked on a journey to change my current trajectory before completing my master's.

In my ongoing journey, I've gained some valuable lessons:

Progress is evident; I'm closer to my goals than yesterday.

Uncertainty about my ideal career persists, and that's okay.

I've learned that I can always change course if I dislike something.

Simply doing something else won't eliminate the source of my misery; change is essential.

The network of support and connections is crucial in navigating these changes.

So I earned my master's degree, shifted to a field I'm passionate about and find meaningful. I'm able to wake up energized, even contemplating a PhD. And although, I'm still uncertain if it's a lifelong commitment, but I have the time to explore and make that decision.

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DO NOT DO THIS!!!

If a website has a paywall, like New York Times, DO NOT use the ctrl+A shortcut then the ctrl+c shortcut as fast as you can because then you may accidentally copy the entire article before the paywall comes up. And definitely don't do ctrl+v into the next google doc or whatever you open because then you will accidentally paste the entire article into a google doc or something!!!! I repeat DO NOT do this because it is piracy which is absolutely totally wrong!!!

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I love checking Tumblr just to see how people I follow are doing in life, and then log off until next time I remember that I have this account.

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If it’s meant for me, I will have it. If it isn’t, I’m prepared to receive something even better.

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I have watched Miskina, la pauvre, a Prime show which is quite silly one about an Algerian-French woman who hasn’t taken control of her life but I loved how identity is portrayed.

I read Hija de inmigrantes by Safia El Aaddam which surprisingly I didn’t identify at all with the experiences she describes in her book. And reading this made me understand that not everybody has similar experiences based on their race.

I also read a Spanish paper (I can’t find now) about mixed children living in Spain with different experiences as well.

Now I want to read The Racism of People Who Love You: Essays on Mixed Race Belonging and some books written by Najat El Hachmi.

I always felt weird about being a mixed person (in my case, Spanish dad-Moroccan mom) because it was like I didn't belong to Spain neither Morocco.

As I get older I start to feel the differences are even greater; it's mainly about everything related to both cultures.

Sometimes I feel slightly empty, it's like I'm incomplete and started to read about how I feel. This way I found that more people feel this way, people whose parents are first generation inmigrants: they don't identify themselves completely to a neither country/culture.

Anyway I haven't found too much research (at least in Spanish) about this but I'm still looking for more information that may help me someway.

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I always felt weird about being a mixed person (in my case, Spanish dad-Moroccan mom) because it was like I didn't belong to Spain neither Morocco.

As I get older I start to feel the differences are even greater; it's mainly about everything related to both cultures.

Sometimes I feel slightly empty, it's like I'm incomplete and started to read about how I feel. This way I found that more people feel this way, people whose parents are first generation inmigrants: they don't identify themselves completely to a neither country/culture.

Anyway I haven't found too much research (at least in Spanish) about this but I'm still looking for more information that may help me someway.

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The person I reblogged this from deserves to be happy

I tried to scroll past this. I really did

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I can't help feeling confident since I went to gym by myself and start weight training. ✨

Hopefully I start feeling more healthy soon as well since I took up working out and healthy meal choices.

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if you’re not feeling good right now, i bring you….. strawberry ଘ(੭ˊᵕˋ)੭ 🍓

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I’m playing a relatively new game and it’s still a little buggy so whenever there’s a glitch or something the devs want you to email them about it. So my game crashed and deleted my save file and when I sent the devs an email about it I got this back:

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I want these fig bowls (from the ceramic connoisseur) so bad but they’re so expensive

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The artist gives light and paints the art so that we understand another hidden reality. Artist Nikita Busyak.

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Riley Samels on Instagram / Etsy