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Тот момент, когда хочется уехать и никогда не возвращаться

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Вероятно, гормоны и правда делают молодых мам неспособными соображать. Или эти мамы изначально такими и были, а я просто не замечала?.. Ведь есть же те, кому появление ребенка не затуманило мозги и не сделало их исключительно "яжематерями".

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If only I had known the day you’d fall Into my arms like tired loving dove I would have thought of making world too cold You know, I like to see you starve For kisses you steal from my lips, For scent, that simply makes you nuts For heat of my tight, silky hips For fear, blocking all your guts, For your lost mind and skin so wet For my soft, fragrant, golden hair, I’m all you always want to get Draw ticket on this life’s fair. You’re nothing. I can clearly see. You’re a piece of melted burning wish

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Песня

Мы с тобой полуспеты Полусожжены Посажены рядом, чтобы расти и цвести, и благоухать, ну и бухать, конечно же. Куда же без этого? На краю света ты, я - на краю тьмы. Мосты сожжены. Мы не видимся, иногда читаемся. Просыпаемся с другими. И каждый счастлив, Потому что вместе мы всегда были полуспеты, а с другими мы каждый - отдельная песня.

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Closed

Sometimes I am knocking to closed doors of houses knowing, that there is someone there. But those inside have no wish to see me. It hurts but I cope with it. Such things make me tougher and I am not sure it is good.

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Vices of everybody

Sometimes you don't know, when you will meet your luck and even IF you will meet it at all. Recently I am thinking about my life and if I am living it right. I keep blaming myself that I look not good enough, I do something not good enough or I behave myself in a wrong way. And then I look around and see, that people, whom I considered to be my idols, have also got their own vices. And despite they are living better lives from my point of view, they still have problems, similar to mine. And then I am thinking "Why should I be better? What will I gain with that? If the result is the same, why should I try?" And now I have found an answer - because when I am getting better, the world around me gets better and I feel happier. I strive for more to be happy.

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There is #no_light. Burning #candles and listening to the clock breaking #silence.

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#Croatia #Krkisland #Krk #me #summersky #Eurotrip #redroofs #Adriatics

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Самое лучшее утро - утро в дальней дороге. #sunrise #road #vacation #autotrip

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Is it me or is it her?

It is strange to notice, how a woman turns into an old lady. The change is unexpected and horrifying. It happens rapidly and you are not sure is it you, who did’t notice the change before or is it a woman, who abruptly became an old girl. 

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Sometimes I am wondering, where did all my subtleness go? I used to be deep feeler with a soul of a poet but I no longer write any verses. I got a fine job, got married and - lost my rhymes. Did I grow up? It may be the development of me as a person, 'cause a lot of teenagers write poems, when they want to express emotions they feel. And all of them need drama to write about. Maybe the reason I lost my rhymes is that I don't have dramas in my life anymore

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Sometimes I am wondering, where did all my subtleness go? I used to be deep feeler with a soul of a poet but I no longer write any verses. I got a fine job, got married and - lost my rhymes. Did I grow up? It may be the development of me as a person, 'cause a lot of teenagers write poems, when they want to express emotions they feel. And all of them need drama to write about. Maybe the reason I lost my rhymes is that I don't have dramas in my life anymore

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I learn to be patient. I learn to do my handmade without a hurry and in a perfect manner. I understood. that it is better to search for a perfect fabric, rather than use the one, I have bought impulsively, when already having a picture of the thing, I am creating, in my head. 

The issue was with organza for a flower on this wedding ring pillow. I had a satin, that this pillow is made of, and I needed a proper organza for the flower. I bought a Turkish one, because they didn’t have anything else, thinking of how I will come home and make this pillow right away. The quality of the organza was not so good, but I thought it will be suitable. I came home, started making a flower and understood, that that organza was not melting on fire properly, but was burning on the edges, which looked horrible. So I put the thing aside. 

It took me few more days to find a good organza of the needed color, but when I started working with it, I understood, that it was worth searching an waiting because the ready flower appeared to be very delicate and subtle. 

It took me one day to practice with sewing machine, that I have never used before, to understand, how it works to sew a pillow itself. In past I wouldn’t have practiced at all, thinking, that I would do everything at once but now I understood, that it doesn’t work like this - without small practice everything looks primitive.

So now I am taking my time to produce something beautiful.

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I'd love to live somewhere there with lots of green and a river or lake nearby.

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#beauty fades. #flower #dandelion #thoughtful

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#Stitching on my knees - a kind of flexible #working space #beads #preciosabeads #forgetmenot #embroidery

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My #weekend consists of cleaning my home and a bit of #crossstitching #beads #flowers #handmade #forgetmenot