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Franny Choi, from “Danez Says They Want to Lose Themselves in Bops They Can't Sing Along To”, The World Keeps Ending, and the World Goes On

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I promise you, i was here , i felt things that made death so large it was indistinguishable from air - and i went on destroying inside it like wind in the strom.

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mealsp0 from pinterest

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some legsp0 for u guys xxx

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FreeZia Spo

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slow progress is still progress

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i love when girls kill everyone who ever wronged them. more girls should do this

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Erika L. Sánchez, from “La Cueva”, Lessons on Expulsion

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Legs finally looking skinnier and making me not wanna drop off the face of the earth lol

Sw/ 171

Cw/ 139.6 🤍

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Lost another lb and hoping to finally be done with this plateau. Last time before i was in recovery i just fasted for two days and basically hit my goal weight. I am literally three lbs away 😭 so freaking close

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There’s nothing quite like a weigh in to make you feel like crap

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Thinking of creating a reward (non food related ofc) for hitting my next weight goal. I think I’ve lost more but i have such terrible water retention because I’m on my period. Its so frustrating to not have an accurate number on the scale. Gonna force myself to fast til i get there.

Also unsure of what i should reward myself with 🤧 at least the scale is only saying 1-2 lbs over my new low weight i hit so hopefully its just a 3-5lbs of water weight 🙄

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Lost another pound :) should still be to my next goal by February. Today is a death anniversary of when my father died so I’m just maintaining but hope to be to 139 around Thursday/Friday. Don’t think I’d be able to be in a deficit today ngl. Very proud of myself for once though.

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Been in a deficit the past two days so hopefully that works in my favor and after i catch up on drinking enough water I will see something more favorable on the scale monday morning.

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Back down to 141.8 lbs! Happy-ish

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Just wanna have legs like this. Mine feel soo big and make me feel fatter than i actually am. I have always had big calves too.

Sometimes i catch myself remembering how thigh or knee high boots won’t zip but fit my shoe size just because my legs are soo big. I dont know if its torture or motivation

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There’s nothing quite like a weigh in to make you feel like crap