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The Accolade (life series ver.)

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Says the most heartwarming stuff at random and refuses to elaborate.

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Depression hoodie

Just cole remembering his friends care about him<3

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(WIP) 2022 vs Now: just realized I can never escape the yellow bg…

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i am failing to be an academic weapon but i drew harumi ninjago so i consider this a win

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Been a while since i posted so here's a thing of me and my bf

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one of my favorite geode screenshots <3

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Has this been done already or

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Nya, master of water

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MY HEAD HURTS.

My dad tried to kill me yesterday so that's nice

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In S1E6 Warren expressed his distress in thinking that whatever is wrong with him is “genetic”, or something that is inherited and passed down generations of his family and that he can't escape:

This thought is thrusted back onto him as soon as he gets out of hypersleep in S2E3:

And even more cruelly, it was (unintentionally) further reinforced in his mind after this discussion he had with Gordon in the episode “Clive And Let Die (Part 1)”:

This idea is a constant, static hum at the back of Warren’s mind. It always follows, overwhelms and haunts him... It constantly looms over him like a threatening shadow. Warren lives in fear that one day he will inevitably snap and become his dad a violent man. The fact that people outside of him also seem to have acknowledged this (almost as if they are expecting this from him), makes this possibility seem even more plausible, more real to him.

And unfortunately, his biggest fear has already become a reality:

Which proves to him that not only is he absolutely capable of sinking that low, but that if he does, he seemingly has no control over his reaction.

Warren is terrified of INHERENTLY being a bad person, so much so that he is convinced his soul is corrupted (or missing completely).

He is convinced there is nothing salvageable about him. Maybe there never was.

So, of course he throws himself in the cryopod with no regards for his own safety. At least he can hope for two (desirable) outcomes: (a) pass away while he is unconscious, or (b) coming up from the void of hypersleep being somehow reset completely, so he can start again fresh and with a "clean" slate/ consciousness. Both outcomes relieve him from waiting for this moment in which the corruption he inherited will inevitably take over him.

But each time he "continues" (kontinues? what's the spelling situation here?) he realises he is still just the same. No matter how many times he is put under, or how many transfusions or meds he is given, he can’t get rid himself of the parts that he dislikes and he attributes to his dad and his past.

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Self image

Tw: blood

This is just some vent art i did around a month ago and i was kinda experimenting with my artstyle a little

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i dont draw pixal enough

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Started playing limbus company

Sorry i didn't draw dante correctly, was kinda rushing

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-GTWS-电脑眠眠猫（Computer sleepy Cat)

Music & Video reference from :桃寝ちのい

I'm sleepy as well so I do subtitle tomorrow(-_-)zzz

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I bought this last night. This is a total game changer. Internet fame, here I come.