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Kim Addonizio, from "Body and Soul", What Is This Thing Called Love

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Pádraig O' Tuama, Kitchen Hymns

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Hanif Abdurraqib, A Little Devil in America: Notes in Praise of Black Performance

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me having a weird time: man this weird time sucks! i don't feel like myself! i wish i was having a normal time!

me having a normal time: well the weird time did have a certain je ne sais quoi...

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“I feel very small. I don't understand. I have so much courage, fire, energy, for many things, yet I get so hurt, so wounded by small things.”

Anaïs Nin, from nearer the moon: the previously unpublished unexpurgated diary,1937-1939

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Christopher Isherwood's diaries, September 8, 1960

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Joanna Klink, from Raptus

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being in yr 20s is abt experiencing the worst thing you can imagine & then having to go to the grocery store

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keeping up with the baratheons very special gay pride episode. joffrey starts getting manicures and cersei is like “my beautiful boy….. my beautiful gay son” even though joffrey is like mother im not a fucking f****t. cersei is like My Poor Gay Son.. we must make this house welcoming for my beautiful gay son…. and robert’s like well he can be gay so long as he isn’t a fairy about it. and joffrey is like if you call me gay one more time mother i’ll kms and take you with me and she’s like oh…. my wonderful gay son…

cersei actually reaches out to renly for literally the first time in the entire time they’ve known each other and is like dearest brother…. as a homosexual yourself how can i support my gay son… and renly is trying so hard not to lose it. telling her to do stuff he knows joffrey will hate, like “you should take him to the theatre” “you should redecorate his room” “you should set him up with your frenemies’ gay sons”. she’s like thank you dearest brother… and also your boyfriend is too effete tell him to take the pronouns and gay flag out of his thrist trap instagram bio it makes me uncomfortable….

episode midpoint is joffrey sitting cersei down and she thinks it’s like that scene in love simon where the mom’s like “you can exhale now simon” but joffrey’s like mother i am not joking if you keep thinking i’m gay i’ll run away from home and live in the wilderness (as if he’d ever). and she’s like oh my darling son is it robert? is robert too homophobic? you know he opposes gay marriage for political purposes… and joffrey finally loses it and runs away but he wouldn’t be seen dead homeless so he just runs off to live with grandpa tywin in their ancestral castle and he’s like uhhh im slumming it -_-

and he tells tywin whats going on and tywin’s like dont worry boy i know you’re not some degenerate. your mother’s just projecting her insanity on you wouldnt be a queer would you? would you joffrey? and tyrion who is there for the drama and laughs is like Ok I Understand Why Joffrey Is So Insane.

episode ends with everyone agreeing not to call joffrey gay and we should respect straight people who seem gay but arent but the post credits scene is myrcella being like “look joffrey for real im not calling you gay but if you WERE gay just know i would still think you’re cringe but not for being gay just for being the worst” and joffrey’s like seven hells if i could send an assassin to kill you i would i am NOT gay and then smash cut to him on his phone scrolling through loras’ thirst trap instagram

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“how can a horror movie be comforting” sigh……. u wouldn’t get it

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the lives they lived: jeff buckley; his father's son

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“Platonic love is vital, essential, and perhaps the one thing left in this wretched landscape that could save us all for a little bit longer than we deserve. I love my friends even when I don’t tell them enough. I have crawled from the wreckage of enough heartbreak to know who will still be standing when I emerge and who won’t, and I hold those still standing close to me.”

— Hanif Willis-Abdurraqib, “Carly Rae Jepsen and the Kingdom of Desire” in MTV (via merulae)

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so easy to write and share a poem abt the vague idea of a person but when i write a poem about a Person in my life I’m like. no one can ever know . this is the most humiliating thing i’ve ever done .

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i am simply holding my joys in all their little ways and it is starting to form a life around me 

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silas denver melvin

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hot girls have the same songs and artists on their spotify wrapped every year because they are emotionally attached unstable and hot