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Is it disinterest or is it your past

Why can’t you show me the real fragile parts

It’s not my fault that I cannot stick around

It’s not my fault that in you it’s solace I found

I want to be your safe place when you feeling lost

I want to fix your anxiety at any given cost

Yet you choose to hold me hostage, please let my heart be free

Because if I cannot be your peace then rather let me be

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Sometimes when I’m fighting to hold on, I have to fight to let go. The truth is, I hate fighting.

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I used to be attached to perfection… Now im chasing normality and it seems far less achievable…

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“I need to stop fantasizing about running away to some other life and start figuring out the one I have.”

— Holly Black

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The man without a face

I carved and moulded into what I want him to be And then I asked God to please intervene

I specified for the most beautiful heart. make no mistake, that was merely just the start

His love should extend far beyond me, to touch the hearts of my two little beings.

His arms strong enough to carry my hurt, And his knees weak enough to never flirt

Generous and giving unselfishly, because solace and peace is what he found in me

A man of substance that teaches me every day and turns to God in every single way

Together we will build through strength and tears to strive and conquer all of our fears

I know you out there in the universe and it’s just a matter of time before we converse

But before you find me I need you to know that I am most stubborn and can be slow

So it’s important that you persevere and show me all I need to see, without losing interest thinking we may never be

You see most men never seem to stick around …maybe it’s because I hold back and don’t want to be found

My heart was broken irreparably and trust is not something that’s easy to me

But if you have the patience to persevere, I will be the person you will find most dear♥️

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“I needed to be somewhere different. Maybe I needed to be someone different, too.”

— Heather Davis / The Clearing

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Remember, there’s no hurt if you were constantly loving a lie.

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#poetsphere

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#Capetown

Between the mountain and the deep blue sea,

Stands a liberating haven for the lost to flee.

Friendships ignited amongst the nocturnal crowd,

who form a family where temporary loyalty is vowed.

Some nights are favourable while others come at cost

Leaving some fulfilled and others horribly lost.

Unfamiliar experiences eventually become the norm,

and many withstand the never-ending “snow” storm.

Some are new to the home of tainted souls,

while others still find solace in experiences now “old”.

Many welcome the new found rush,

as they fall “in love” with their 100th crush.

For many the streets are a temporary escape,

for traumatised soul and heart wanting to break.

But despite the several emotions that this may sustain,

The length of this temporary escape depends only on the recovery of one’s disdain

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