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September 26th 2017.

If you’re reading this, it’s your birthday. 

You’re not the sweetest friend, nor the most available. 

You’re a lot more that that.

You’re not a good girl, and I never saw a man who deserves you 100%

Just because I see you as whole just by yourself.

You know, 

As you grow older, I keep on thinking you will not be here in this world forever, none of us will. and I can see those days after you’re gone, it’s all dark, dull, bitter. 

You add so much joy into my (and everybody’s) life.

We might not be the closest, 

nor the one we always look for when we’re falling apart, 

but we have this bond that could never been broken, ever.

and I know you know that. 

I still remember those days where we spend the night cashless, but I knew it would get real fun because it was you that I am with, that is the one Friday that I will always keep with me my whole life, thankyou for spending that Friday with me. 

Now that I sound like a lesbian, which you know I am not, I just wanna wish you a happy birthday. 

Thankyou for keeping up with my shits through this +- 6 Years. 

Thankyou for being so positive, you have taught me so much without even trying.

Thankyou for showing me that a true friend should not talk & see each other everyday.

Thankyou for those high school memories, hotel drama, and ratchet drunk nights.

Thankyou for getting me to the airport when my boyfriend was about to leave (for a frikin month bitch it’s not for eternity, ughh)

Thankyou for always sharing cigarettes with me.

Thankyou for being my partner in crime (literally, we had that fake ID business to let those kids got into clubs, and sold them cigarettes)

Thankyou for all the fun and the laughs.

I hope you get to be what you wanna become, 

I hope you know no matter what you will always have me, in any case.

I wish I could pay you a whole trip because I know traveling is your best friend, (which I can’t because dude I’m broke)

I wish you went far, but I know you will never forget your home :)

Happy Birthday.

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Lang Leav, Love & Misadventure

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IG:kissedbydrake Song: Jocelyn Flores- xxxtentacion

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Have you ever platonically fallen for someone? For the things they say and how they can always cheer you up, no matter the circumstances? For how you can count on them and the way they get so enthusiastic about the things they love? Have you ever watched someone without them noticing and just felt your heart burst of love for everything they do and everything they are, feeling incredibly proud to have them as a friend? Have you ever been in awe due to the feeling of being blessed by the sheer existence of another human being?

// friendship j.d.m. (via poetryandthesea)

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IG:kissedbydrake Song: Jocelyn Flores- xxxtentacion

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I feel drunk but not happy,

Floating above the ground

And watching my body speak

Words that are not mine.

Everything tastes like water

And everything sounds like static.

My mind is asleep

But my body is awake.

I apologize to my empty shell of a self

For letting this happen to her.

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Audrey Hepburn in Charade

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We could decide to be more than a storm in a teacup, more than a fading memory or an eventual back up. We could choose to go further than those we admire, leave behind the ‘what if’s to be what we aspire. So whats holding us back? What’s holding us down? Why are we so afraid to make it out of this town?

// a storm in a teacup j.d.m. (via poetryandthesea)

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Drake x Bryson Tiller

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You always were one of those dreams that are richly colored and extraordinarily vivid the first second after waking up; but gone completely once one tries to remember a detail.

// you were slipping through my fingers j.d.m. (via poetryandthesea)

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Maybe we're supposed to be incomplete, maybe our hearts will always have those puzzles unsolved, the hole unfilled. Maybe it's because life will always come with surprises. People will come filling the hole, some will dig even deeper. People will pick up the puzzle piece, but it becomes too tricky they give up and left it unfinished. Maybe we will always have an empty part to let people come and play along, giving lessons, or just unintentionally crossing by but stay a little too long because our puzzle piece is their favorite one to play with.

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Shot for Nylon Magazine by Chris Schoonover

Nails by Fleury Rose

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grey.

Sometimes I wanna be colorful, so vibrant I can make your world curl.

Maybe a box of crayons, or maybe an unexpected rainbow.

So fascinating to see, never boring to look at.

Yet

Most of nights, I’m just a dark cloud,

With drops of anxiety filling every atoms of my being,

Waiting for someone to save me from drowning,

Without realizing the sun is rising

and it’s already 5am in the morning.