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庭先の風景

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Kurt Cobain photographed by Steve Gullick - 1993

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"be ready by 9" "i'll handle it" "i'm walking you to your car" "i'll fix it" "text me when you get home safe" "i'm already on it" "i made us a reservation" "i have something planned for us">>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

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Can you post your wedding set from Derek?

The most gorgeous wedding set that I can never stop staring at every day from the love of my life 🥹

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What makes your relationship with Derek work so well?

Being lovers and best friends at the same time, supporting his goals (and he supports mine just as much) while also being his own personal pornstar just for him, loving him eternally, unconditionally, and endlessly, him loving me eternally, unconditionally and endlessly, always taking care of each other, putting each other first, never giving up on each other, defending each other always and forever, always showing our affection and love for each other…the list goes on and on but he’s made for me and I’m made for him and our souls were made and meant for each other

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Can you describe some uncomfortable questions you and Derek have asked each other before getting engaged and also before he got you pregnant?

I’m not going to say the full answers to these questions we have asked each other because it’s way too personal and will remain between us but some big ones are:

1. How often do we expect intimacy, and what makes each of us feel close to each other, seen, heard, and safe?

2. What does taking care of yourself look like to each of us, and how are we going to take care of each other as a whole? Is it a shared value that we are always going to put each other first above anyone and anything? (The answer is yes)

3. During Derek’s sickest, worst days with his HIV status, how am I (meaning me Casey) going to help him get through it, how am I going to prove to him that I love him just as deeply, just as much as I did before we found out about his HIV status and diagnosis? That I will never look at him differently for it? Will I stick by him through everything that his sickness will make him go through, the good the bad and the ugly, no matter how bad things get? How will I make him see that he is more than his HIV diagnosis, during his days where he is feeling the worst about himself? Am I fully prepared for being in love with someone who is constantly sick? (The short answer is yes)

4. What kind of parent do you want to be, and what kind do you fear of becoming?

5. During the moments where Derek feels the urge to turn back into that old drug addicted Dee that he used to be before we fell in love, how are you going to overcome those moments of weaknesses, moments where the urge becomes so strong that you have a second of wanting to use again? Are you going to be strong enough to overcome it, thinking of me (Casey), and how scared and petrified I am of you using again, and how proud I am of you and how far you have come in your sobriety and the man you have become, and be able to get through those moments of weaknesses you have, tell me about them, and let me help you through it? (The short answer is yes)

6. What kind of lifestyle are we both dreaming about- quiet and rooted, or wild and full of constant change?

7. What’s one thing you never want to compromise on, even in marriage?

8. When you feel unseen and misunderstood, what do you need from me?

9. Do you believe our love alone that we have for each other is enough for us to stay together? Why or why not?

10. How do we handle the tension between freedom and our commitment to each other?

11. When we’re not okay, physically, emotionally or mentally, how do we get back to each other?

12. Where do you see us in two years, five years, eight years, ten years?

13. What kind of child do you want our baby to grow up being? How do you want to raise he or she together? What kind of role are you going to have with our baby?

14. What happens if Derek changes so much physically from losing so much weight because of his HIV status??

15. How are we going to always protect, defend, provide, and take care of each other, always and forever??

16. If you notice signs of postpartum depression in me, what are we gonna do about it?? How would I want you to bring it up, and how would I receive it best?

17. What are 1-2 negotiable habits that help each of us feel human, that we can do together? (Shower, work out together, dance together at my dance studio as much as we can, eat breakfast together every morning are some examples)

18. What’s the best way for Derek to step in when I’m feeling overwhelmed? What’s the best way for Casey to step in when Derek’s feeling overwhelmed?

19. What is off limits around our baby that we will never do no matter what around them?

20. How will we protect our intimacy? Not just sex, but physical touch, affection, flirting? How will we express when we need each other, not only for sex, but for those other things?

Hope these help answer your question ❤️

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Im sad but at least my pussy is tight

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☆ Alice in chains performing live ☆

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snoopy of the day

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