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Chapters: 4/? Fandom: 大梦归离 | Fangs of Fortune (TV) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Pei Sijing/Wen Xiao, Wen Xiao/Zhao Yuanzhou | Zhu Yan/Zhuo Yichen Characters: Pei Sijing, Wen Xiao (Fangs of Fortune), Zhao Wan'er (Fangs of Fortune), Pei Siheng, Bai Jiu (Fangs of Fortune), Zhao Yuanzhou | Zhu Yan, Zhuo Yichen, Original Characters, Original Female Character(s), Gao Mei Shen Additional Tags: don't be dissuaded i swear she's fun, POV Pei Sijing, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Curses, ish...... you will see, doomed to die by the hand of the one you love, Requited Unrequited Love, Getting Together, Angst and Feels, flowery language and well.. flowers, (as symbolism and allegory but mostly gratuitous), Mild Gore, Outing Summary:

The memories of Wen Xiao oh so gently holding one of her hands between both of her own—smooth, slender fingers against rough, assassin made ones—flood, suddenly, through her mind. How the word “dawn” had been ghosted there, how she mourned that it had faded—washed fully off, the motifs gone but the fluttering feeling they had brought lingering large. How, as she laid on that forest floor, it dawned on her that she wanted more, how during a rare moment of mothering rather than smothering those desires, she, greedily, wished for it.

“You wished for Wen-daren to hold your hand and to mean it,” the being finishes, as if reading her mind, same as she, seemingly, had done that day.

Pei Sijing has a wish. A demon who has long been holding a grudge against the order of Bai Ze is all too glad to grant it.

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one thing about me? i will assign meaning

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Chelsea Dingman, from "Psychogeography"

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you could go back but there is nothing and no one waiting for you there. LOL

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<- literally the lamb and the martyr

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by Leslie Zhang

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first birthday of a former best friend that i’m not sending a message for..

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btw I am doing it afraid

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Pdf of The Question of Palestine by Edward Said

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revolutionary letter #90 by Diane di Prima

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may we all bloom

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Andrea Gibson, "DEPRESSION [VERB]", Lord of the Butterflies

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Stay, Illusion, Lucie Brock-Broido

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thank you to trees and also rain

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it’s genuinely so funny that im alive and this is what im doing