absolutely obsessed with this little moment. watched this gif like a hundred times in a row. because. because. he’s SO dead inside. everything about him is utterly lifeless. his eyes, the tone of his voice, even his skin color has sallowed. but for this BRIEFEST of seconds he comes flaring back to life. the rest of the world can go to shit, he says. and in that moment he means it with every fiber of his being. wouldn’t care if everything else blew up around him because his world already has. it’s a minute blaze of passion and feeling amidst hours upon hours upon days of complete blankness. and as soon as the words are out, his face and eyes immediately go dead again.