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Why do I post anything? What is that need for attention?? Why do I care?? I feel so cringe like 2 hours after I post, every time

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Whatever you do, don’t look for them once they’ve left. If you happen to find them, just seeing their new icon can be a quick stab. The sharp pain is felt deeper than you thought it would.

Forgetting them feels like you’re betraying the you that fought so hard to try and keep them. The truth is remembering and searching for them is your true betrayal. They don’t want you in their life so why would keep wondering about them? Don’t look, don’t search. It simply wasn’t meant to be. Forcing even seeing a new photo will cause unwanted pain.

Delete every way you can try to look and remember that someone out there would be so happy to hug and kiss you.

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Tashi Duncan/Donaldson + Outfits in CHALLENGERS (2024) dir. Luca Guadagnino

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Sometimes it’s fate for you to experience a moment. To meet someone and have fun, but nothing else. Reminds me of Call Me Maybe. Life is full of so much emotion and beautiful moments.

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At the end of my date/meet up on Thursday, I walked them to their car. When we got to the car, we hugged and then we had a small kiss. So simple and yet I can’t seem to chill out lol they are too pretty and my insecurities are sprouting left and right. Whatever happens though, I am so happy about the moment when their perfect lips touched mine. They are so warm and sweet. I can’t tell if they like me back but they agreed to go out to dinner soon.

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Wilhelm Weimar - Lilie, 1898

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In the midst of that amazing time in my life came the worst, and that was when my friends just started dropping dead. They were sick today and dead tomorrow. And when you would go to the hospital to look for you friend they would be out in the hallway on a gurney pushed up against a wall dying for help, dying for love, dying to be saved. And some of them with that sign on their gurney that said "do not touch". And they suffered, and people wanted to act like they weren't good people, kind people, wonderful people, somebody's son, somebody's daughter, somebody. // SHERYL LEE RALPH receiving the Human Rights Campaign's National Ally for Equality Award 2022. (x)

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Oh that two year gap on my resume was when I was the architect of my own hell

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leonard cohen, 1965.

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dropping out to pursue a career in naptime

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The Texas Chainsaw Massacre 2 (1986) behind the scenes.

📸 Bill Johnson, Jim Siedow and Bill Moseley

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Ian Bertolucci - Bears and Candies, 2023

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Apollonia Saintclair, 2015

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Live tumbling my “date” bc I’m so nervous omg also too many people in real life on other stuff. She’s here and she’s cute and nice, I’m terrified 🫡