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Kathniel is gone :').... Haha I don't wanna love anymore

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I want you to want me to stay, where did we go wrong I swear we started out alright, where did we go wrong I swear I knew we last this time. Where did we go wrong, oh did you, did you change your mind? How could you change your mind? Who got inside your mind?

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Kailan mo naramdaman, na di mo na ako mahal?

(translation : when did you feel that you've lost your feelings for me?)

Modern!Kazuha x GN!reader

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Reader and Kazuha had been best friends for years, but their friendship had grown into something more over time. They were inseparable, always doing everything together and supporting each other. They had even gone on a few trips together, and it seemed like the perfect relationship.

But recently, things have started to change. Kazuha had been acting differently, spending more time alone, and when Reader confronted him about it, he brushed it off as nothing. At first, Reader thought it was just a phase, but then they started to notice more and more distance between them.

One day, they were hanging out together when Reader finally mustered up the courage to ask the question that had been bothering them for so long. "Kazuha, when did you start to feel that you lost feelings for me?"

Kazuha was quiet for a moment before responding, "It was a gradual thing, I think. At first, it was just little things, little differences between us that started to add up. And then one day, I realized that I wasn't really happy anymore. I wanted more, something different. I'm sorry."

Reader was devastated. They had never thought that something like this could happen between them. They had always thought their love was unbreakable. "So... Do you just want to end things?" Reader asked, their voice shaking.

Kazuha nodded. "Yeah, I think it's for the best. We've had a good run, but I think it's time for us to move on."

Reader struggled to process what was happening. They had always thought their love was strong, but now it seemed like it had all been a lie. They didn't know what to do or where to go from here. All they knew was that they were losing the person they loved most in the world.

In the end, they went their separate ways, both of them trying to figure out what to do next. But no matter where their separate paths took them, they would never forget the love they once had, and the pain of losing it.

After a period of grief and reflection, Reader realized that it was time for them to move on. They had learned a lot from their relationship with Kazuha, and even though it had ended, they knew that they had grown as a person. They had become more introspective and had learned to better understand their own needs and wants in a relationship.

They knew that moving on would not be easy, but they were determined to put themselves first and to find happiness in their own life. They were not sure exactly what the future held, but they knew that they were strong enough to face whatever came their way. And with this newfound strength and determination, they set out to write a new chapter in their life, one that was all their own.

I've finally done it! I'm not impressed by this cause it's really my first time writing angst and why not do it with Kazuha right?

I... Don't know what to do next haha

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Tempted to do something that goes with "Kailan mo naramdaman na di mo na ako mahal?"

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Street dance is hard..

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I had never felt so alive before, my heart pounding in my chest as I took my first steps into the land of Teyvat. Every inch of me felt like it was bursting with excitement and wonder. I had come to this land with a goal in mind, to find my long-lost twin and figure out what happened to them.

As I walked through the lush, green landscapes, I suddenly heard a voice calling my name. I turned around to see a tall, handsome man with long, flowing hair and piercing amber eyes. "Are you the traveler?" he asked, his voice low and soothing.

I nodded, not knowing what to say. He reached out his hand and I took it, allowing him to lead me to a small cottage in the distance. "My name is Aether," he said, his voice full of warmth. "It's nice to finally meet another person from another world in Teyvat."

I couldn't believe my luck. I had been searching high and low for any clues as to where my twin had gone, and now here was a person who looked just like me, and who seemed to be in the same boat.

"May I ask you something?" I finally found the courage to ask. "Do you know anything about the other sibling?"

He looked away, his face unreadable. "I don't know for sure. But I have a feeling that they've been taken advantage of by a group of powerful people in this world. They must be in a lot of danger."

My heart dropped at the thought of my twin being in trouble, but I knew that Aether was right. Whoever was behind all of this must be stopped at all costs.

"We have to find them," I whispered, my voice full of determination. "We have to stop them from hurting anyone else."

Aether looked up at me, his eyes sparkling with excitement. "I agree. But we can't do it alone. We need to find allies in this wild world. Are you ready?"

I smiled, feeling a rush of adrenaline as I nodded my head. "Let's do this." Aether and I travelled throughout Teyvat, gathering allies wherever we could. We met all kinds of people, from powerful warriors like Noelle and Amber, to wise scholars like Lisa and Kaeya. Each of them played their own unique role in our quest to uncover the truth about my twin, and each one brought their own special skills and knowledge to the group.

But as much as I enjoyed the company of my new friends, I couldn't shake the feeling that Aether was holding something back from me. There was a sense of tension in the air around him, and no matter how hard I tried to get him to open up to me, he would always brush off my questions with a vague response or a change of subject.

Finally, one evening as we sat around a fire, I decided to confront him. "Aether, what's really going on?" I asked, my voice barely above a whisper. "Why won't you talk to me?"

At last, he looked at me with those piercing amber eyes, and for the first time, I saw a hint of sadness beneath his veneer of calmness. "I'm sorry, I know it must be hard for you. But there are certain things that I'm just not ready to share yet. I promise, I'll tell you everything in due time, but for now, I need your trust."

I felt a pang of disappointment in my chest, but I knew that he was right. Aether had been with me through everything, and if there was anyone in this world that I could trust, it was him.

So we continued our journey, my curiosity piqued by the mystery surrounding my twin and the powers we held within us. Together, with our motley crew of allies, we tackled any challenge that came our way, from battling huge monsters to solving complex puzzles. And through it all, our bond only grew stronger, as we worked towards the same goal of discovering the truth behind my lost twin's disappearance.

But even as the days passed and our adventures grew more and more exciting, I couldn't help but wonder what secrets Aether was keeping from me. And so, I resigned myself to the fact that some things were just meant to remain mysteries, at least for now.

As time went on, our friendship with Aether only grew stronger. He was everything I had ever wanted in a companion: strong, brave, and kind. And with each passing day, I found myself falling more and more in love with him.

Of course, I didn't want to ruin our friendship or make things awkward between us. So, I kept my feelings to myself, instead choosing to focus on our quest and our growing connection.

As we travelled throughout the lands of Teyvat, we faced all sorts of challenges and overcame great obstacles. With each victory, our bond deepened, and I found myself falling more and more in love with Aether.

I knew that I had to tell him how I felt, but I didn't know how. I was scared that I would put too much pressure on him or scare him away. But I knew that I couldn't keep my feelings a secret for much longer.

And so, one night as we sat by the campfire, I gathered up all my courage and professed my feelings to Aether. To my surprise, he didn't recoil in horror or back away from me. Instead, he looked at me with those warm amber eyes and smiled.

"I feel the same way, Traveler," He said softly, taking my hand in his. "I've been trying to figure out how to tell you, but I didn't know how. But you just made it so much easier for me."

And with that, we sealed our fate, starting a new chapter in our lives as partners, both in our quest for knowledge and in our growing love.

From that day forward, Aether was always by my side, through thick and thin. Our love only grew stronger with each passing day, and we knew that we were meant to be together, no matter what.

As we continued to explore the vast world of Teyvat, we faced many more dangers and challenges. But with Aether by my side, I knew that we could face anything that came our way, and come out the other side stronger then ever before.

And so, we continued on, hand in hand, as partners in life and in love, ready to face whatever the world might throw at us.

Hello, I don't know what I did. Haha it's like they switched roles but also not..? Idk😥

Enjoy this mess that I made.

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I failed.. and I got my mom upset.. I wanna die

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Can I do it? Surely I can right? Haha..

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Midterms... I wanna die T`T

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So this is love?

Prince! Kaedehara Kazuha x gn!reader

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[!!If I made a mistake, please do say it. Thank you!!]

You found yourself in the grand ballroom, standing face-to-face with the Prince of Inazuma. The grand ball was in full swing, and the orchestra was playing "So This is Love" as the background music. But the most remarkable sight of all was the Prince Kaedehara Kazuha himself.

He was even more handsome than you'd imagined, with blonde hair with a red streak and kind eyes that seemed to shine brighter when they met yours. As he took your hand and led you onto the dance floor, you felt a fluttering in your chest that you couldn't quite explain.

With the music playing, you followed Prince!Kazuha's lead, watching in amazement as he deftly spun you around the room, never tripping over his own feet. He seemed to move with such ease and grace that you felt like you were flying.

As the song came to an end, you felt a pang of disappointment in your chest. But before you could express it, Prince!Kazuha leaned in close, his warm breath tickling your ear. "Would you like to join me outside?" he asked, his voice low and full of meaning. "The night air is cool and refreshing, and I'd love to spend some time with you all alone."

Your heart raced as you nodded, unable to form words for a moment. The Prince took your hand and led you to the gardens behind the palace, where the air was full of the scent of blooming flowers.

You sat on a bench, and Prince!Kazuha sat beside you, his arm around your shoulders. The stars were sparkling overhead, and the music from the orchestra was barely audible. But the only sound that really mattered was the sound of the Prince's breathing, steady and soothing.

He leaned in close, his chin resting on your shoulder. "I've been looking for someone like you," he murmured, his voice full of emotion. "Someone who makes me feel like anything is possible, like I can conquer the world with just their love."

You felt a surge of emotion rise within you, and you knew that you wanted to be by his side always, in the good times and the bad. You leaned your head on his shoulder, and as you watched the stars dance in the sky above, you felt like the happiest person in the world.

You watched the stars, feeling content in the presence of the Prince. You had never felt so happy before, and you knew that you wanted this moment to last forever.

Kazuha turned to face you, his eyes sparkling with affection. "You know, I've been thinking," he began, his voice filled with emotion. "I don't want to spend the rest of my life searching for love. I want to spend it with you, building a life together, filled with adventure and joy."

Your heart leaped with excitement, and you felt like you were soaring with happiness. "I want that too," you replied, your voice shaking with emotion. "I want nothing more than to be by your side always, to be your partner in life."

Prince Kazuha leaned in close, his arm around your waist, and you felt like you were lost in a dream. "Then it's settled," he said, his voice filled with determination. "From this day forward, we belong to each other. I'll be yours, and you'll be mine. Always and forever."

You leaned in, your bodies touching, and you watched as the stars danced in the sky above. It was a moment of pure magic, a moment that you knew you would cherish forever. As you closed your eyes, you felt like you were soaring with happiness, lost in the joy of being with the person you loved most in the world.

Hey! How is it..? I hope you enjoy this.

I don't remember how long since I've posted.

Again, please correct my mistakes.

I've been writing this little by little every time I think of words that go along with each other so I'm glad to post this

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Back in quarantine, I remember reading a mentally ill character x doctor reader. I forgot what character it was. Basically is that the reader is the only one who can calm down the character, character hates needles and stuff like that so when it was time for the character's surgery, they were confused on why the reader was approaching them with a needle (the needle contains anesthesia) and gone crazy accidentally killing reader with the needle due to too much intake of anesthesia and character realize they killed reader then run away.

I forgot the rest but it goes like that.. I wanna re-read it actually but the thing is I forgot where I read it :')

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I wanna post something, but I don't really know what to post

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Nothing in this world belongs to me but my love, mine, all mine, all mine.

Itto x gn!reader

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My heart is racing as I approach Itto, the man I've been dreaming of for weeks, the man who completes me in every way. Our love is mine, our love is mine. I can feel it in every fiber of my being. Nothing else in this world belongs to me, but our love is mine.

We've been talking for hours, getting to know each other, our hearts beating in unison. As the sun sets and the stars begin to shine, I feel like I can take on the world with him by my side. He wraps his strong arms around me, pulling me close, and I feel like we're the only two people in the universe.

I've never felt this way before, this feeling of belonging, this feeling of being loved and accepted for who I am. With Itto, I don't have to hide anything, I can be myself, and he loves me for it. I don't need to wear a mask or put on a front, he sees right through all of that and loves me for my flaws, my insecurities, and my strength.

As we walk through the streets of Inazuma, hand in hand, our love is shining like a beacon, a light in the darkness. I can feel the eyes of the world on us as we walk, but I don't care. Itto is mine, and I am his, nothing in this world can ever change that.

Our love is our own, a separate entity from the world around us. It's a force to be reckoned with, a bond forged in fire and strengthened by time. We are each other's rock, the one who stands by each other when the storms come.

Our love is ours, and ours alone, our own secret, a treasure to be guarded with our lives. We will never let anything or anyone come between us, we will always be there for each other, our love unbreakable.

When the world turns against us, our love will stand tall. When the winds howl and the rain pours, our love will shelter us from the storm. When the fires rage and the earth trembles, our love will guide us to safety.

Nothing in this world belongs to me but our love, my my mine. And that's all that matters.

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I'm tired, and I'm sick but I have school and I want to post this. Please correct my mistakes, thank you.

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When Mr. Athlete meets Ms. Academic Achiever

Modern au. Childe x FEM!reader

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Reader was a smart and ambitious student who had just started her first year at university. Throughout her academic career, she had always been at the top of her class, and she had high hopes for her future. She was determined to get the best grades possible and to eventually become a respected academic in her field.

Childe, on the other hand, was a talented athlete who had just signed a professional contract with a local sports team. He was passionate about his sport and determined to be the best he could be. He spent hours every day training, and he had his sights set on becoming a national champion.

One day, Childe was assigned as Reader's group partner for a group project in one of her courses. Reader was immediately skeptical, as she had always worked alone and had never been paired with someone who was so different from her. Reader was cold and distant. She was focused on her work and didn't talk much to Childe. Childe, on the other hand, was excited to have a new partner and was determined to make a good impression. Refusing to be discouraged, he continued to try and make conversation with her, and he even helped her with her work.

Gradually, Reader began to warm up to Childe. She realized that he was more than just a jock. He was intelligent and curious, and he had a lot of interesting things to say. Despite their difference, the two of them quickly became friends. Reader was impressed by Childe's intelligence and his ability to think outside the box, while Childe was in awe of Reader's academic abilities and her determination. They both realized that they could learn a lot from each other and decided to work together to make the best project possible.

As they worked on the project, they both had to compromise and make sacrifices. Reader spent hours helping Childe improve his writing and editing his research, while Childe spent hours helping Reader understand the nuances of his sport and teaching her how to do some of his training drills. Although their work styles were completely different, they were able to find a way to make it work and to make the best project possible.

As they grew closer, they both began to develop feelings for each other. Reader was drawn to Childe's passion and ambition, while Childe was drawn to Reader's intelligence and determination. They both knew that their relationship would be challenging, as their different interests and priorities could create conflicts. However, they also knew that their love was strong enough to overcome any obstacle that came their way.

Their relationship was not easy, but they were willing to do whatever it took to make it work. They both knew that their love was worth fighting for and that the challenge of making their relationship work was only making their love.

How is it?? hdkahd. I think this is my longest one yet.. arghh my mind went blank writing this. I also tried making it look a bit pleasing... I don't think there's much of a difference really.

Also requested by my bestie so this for u bebe :))

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I'm sorry if my work is always in the 3rd POV, I don't know how to really explain it but it's easier in some type of way

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Alright, I just wanted to try this and the idea isn't really original but hey, worth a shot.

Ooc!Ayato x fem!reader

Ayato was the leader of a prestigious clan in Inazuma called Yashiro Commission/Kamisato Clan (not sure, sorry). Ayato was a charming and intelligent young man who had always been the apple of his parents' eyes. Their clan had a long and storied history, and Ayato was expected to continue the tradition. However, despite this pressure, Ayato was not particularly interested in the family business.

One day, as Ayato was walking through the streets of Inazuma, he spotted a young woman who caught his eye. She was beautiful, her hair a vibrant shade of brown, and she had a mischievous smile on her face. Ayato couldn't help but be drawn to her, and he watched her as she walked past him, hoping that one day he would have the courage to speak to her.

As it turned out, the woman, whose name was Reader, was also drawn to Ayato. They spent several weeks crossing paths in the street, each of them blushing and looking away each time. Finally, one night, Ayato decided to follow his heart and ask Reader out on a date.

Reader was overjoyed, and they spent the next several months going on dates and getting to know each other better. Ayato was falling in love with Reader, and he had never felt this way about anyone before. However, there was a problem - Ayato's parents did not approve of their relationship. They saw Reader as a distraction from Ayato's duties as the leader of the Tenryou Commission, and they forbade Ayato from seeing her anymore.

Ayato was devastated. He loved Reader with all his heart, and the thought of never being able to see her again was more than he could bear. He pleaded with his parents to change their minds, but they refused to budge. Ayato was torn between his duty to his clan and his love for Reader, and he didn't know what to do.

In the end, Ayato made the difficult decision to choose his duty over his love for Reader. He knew that his parents would never accept their relationship, and he didn't want to put Reader through that kind of heartbreak. He broke things off with her, despite the pain it caused him, and his parents were pleased with his decision.

First time really doing angst, I'm not good with it so it's kinda mild. Do ignore the fact I didn't even include ayaka:').

Edit: someone pointed out that I used the wrong tag, tysm. I wouldn't have realized that I made it "gn!reader" instead of "fem!reader"

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Last drabble for this night, then I sleep. I'm just casually clearing out my notes full of scenario ideas.

Modern au. Kaveh x gn!reader

Reader was sitting at their desk, their head buried in their books as they tried to cram for their upcoming exams. They were an engineering major, and the workload was never-ending. Reader was exhausted, and they couldn't seem to focus on anything. They were feeling overwhelmed and stressed, and they didn't know how they were going to make it through.

Kaveh, who was also stressed as an engineering major, saw how much pain reader was going through. He knew how hard it was to balance studies and relationships, but he also knew how important it was to be there for the ones you love. So, he decided to take matters into his own hands.

He surprised reader with their favorite snacks and suggested that they take a break together. Reader was hesitant at first, but Kaveh was persistent. He told reader how important it was to take care of themselves and not burn out. And he also reassured reader that he would be there for them through thick and thin.

Kaveh made reader feel special, and he was there for them in ways that no one else had been. He would study with reader for hours, and he would bring them all sorts of foods and drinks to keep their energy up. He even helped reader with some of their homework.

Reader was appreciative of Kaveh's efforts, and it made them feel a lot less stressed out. They knew that they were dating a kind person who would always be there for them, and that alone was enough to make them feel better.

As the exam approached, Reader felt more prepared than ever. They knew that they had Kaveh by their side, and that gave them the strength to push through. In the end, both Reader and Kaveh did their best, and they came out of it stronger than ever before.

Speaking of exams, our midterms are near and I haven't studied one bit.. ight imma sleep