amandamcmuller

[amandamcmuller]

”I was one of those weird children that just couldn’t talk to people, so I kind of had to make myself be not like that because I knew it was going to hinder me.

[amandamcmuller]

Where do I begin? The old, cranky librarian retired and I'm pretty sure the cafeteria food poisoned half the school. Possible culprit for why half of Lakeview's dead. Oh, and our football team went undefeated this season. Exciting stuff. 

Okay, now it's your turn. Please tell me college is more exciting than Lakeview. 

I’ve missed you too, gingerbread. Catch me up on things. 

[amandamcmuller]

Well, obviously. 

I've missed you so much, oh my god. 

I knew I was the heart and soul of this place. I leave and everyone dies. Thankfully, you’re still around. 

[amandamcmuller]

Lakeview died. Sorry.

So I take a ten hour flight back and no one is here to greet me? This really hurts, ja feel? 

[amandamcmuller]

so, wow. 

i remember finding sux through an old rp. i was in eighth grade and i hadn't roleplayed in a while. i was bored and sux seemed interesting, so after a few days of lurking around the main, i submitted an app for amanda, got accepted, and joined sux. 

fast forward almost two years, and now it's all over. 

sux has honestly been one of the biggest parts of my life. it made me laugh. it made me cry. it let me forget about everything and let me just be amanda mcmuller, the eighteen year old living in a little town three hours away from the atlantic. 

it felt real. it was real, even if just for a few hours every evening while i was cooped up in my room, scrolling mindlessly through the dash. somewhere out there, there's a city named lakeview and in that city, there are naggy parents and there's petty drama. tv shows getting canceled and little sisters getting you in trouble. freshmen with their 'legit's and 'ya dig's. there's lakeview, and it's beautiful.

sux was a family. we didn't get along sometimes, but still, we were a family and we worked. it surprises me how much i ended up caring about all of you and how much i ended up admiring you all.

and then people started leaving, and i guess that's when i started getting nervous. i thought we'd be able to pull through, cause it's sux, and that's what we've always done, but it was different this time. 

from mcperfect to duckie to otp: tell me im yours, sux has given me so much more than i had ever thought was possible. there are things i wish i could change - vinny has not grown up, emily will never fall in love with ian, lacey hardly ever spoke to blaise, amanda and trevor haven't really worked things out yet - but it's too late for all that, and the things i have done outweigh the things i haven't by far. i loved every second of being part of sux, and it's always going to have a special place in my heart.

this was probably really scattered and not very planned out, but yeah. i feel kind of numb right now, i guess. two years as amanda, lacey, vinny, wendy, duncan, and ian, and now i'm just amy. i'm probably not joining another group after this, cause let's face it; nothing can beat sux. i love all of you and i'm going to miss you all so much. you guys were the best of the best, and that's hard to forget. 

so, see you soon, lakeview. 

love love love,  amy

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And I wasn't invited? Rude.

Europe mainly… spent some time in France, took a detour somewhere in Spain, and finally ended in Greece.

[amandamcmuller]

Alright, Jacobs. 

So, where've you been, anyways?

Joke.

[amandamcmuller]

No. 

Firecrotch!

[amandamcmuller]

Look who's back.

[amandamcmuller]

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[amandamcmuller]

That... is really disturbing.

As hard as th’ over eight hour erections tha’ Viagra warns you about.

Wow…This conversation took a turn towards homosexual.

[amandamcmuller]

How hard?

Not when you have the horrible memory o’meetin’ a filthy jock in a kilt and finding out the hard way that he wasn’t wearin’ any trousers underneath.

[amandamcmuller]

You have to admit those kilts are hot, though.

I’m jus’ gonna pretend you agree with me, lass. I’ve already argued about th’ superiority o’my heritage enough today.

[amandamcmuller]

Scottish, you mean.

Never! I think you have enough irish blood in yer tha’ you can skip out on all th’ american shit.

[amandamcmuller]

Oh, well that's good to know. I was getting worried there for a second.

Definitely not you, my american ginger queen.

[amandamcmuller]

Who ya calling dirty?

I’m comin’ down with a bad dose and I’m ninety percent sure it’s from you dirty feckin’ americans.