amariss-613

[amariss-613]

okay so like beginning of this year i discovered nijisanji en and let me just say that they are so goofy and entertaining. i genuinely didn’t think id be interested in vtubers, but…

since luxiem’s anniversary was recently, i finally got the chance to draw da boyz <3 ❤️🧡💛💙💜

(i suck at drawing digital so the og paper it is)

[amariss-613]

재등장, bts | scene 09: lights, camera, action!

{resurfaced, bts}

summary: the biggest group in the world has their scandal resurface as the former female member the world thought was done become the best new artist of the year at the grammys.

face claim: yeri of red velvet

original is on archive of our own: amariss_0613, and wattpad: amariss_amaryllis, just decided to publish it on here~

this story mentions non-consensual things and includes some mentions of drugs, depression, and sasaengs.

. . .

scene 09: lights, camera, action!

chapter summary: it was time to be a queen.

normal- english

bold w/italic- korean

! warning: sensitive topics are mentioned, such as sexual assault !

playing: zoom | jessi

zoom | 2022

|no one's pov|

"i guess we'll see you during the show! bye y/n, good luck!" hoseok exclaimed waving at y/n who made her way towards her dressing room with kwan following shortly behind. "yeah, i'll see you guys during the show." y/n said, waving back at the 7 guys who were also making their way to their dressing room.

"ok so that went better than I thought it would." kwan commented, staring at the backs of the boys. "oh really? so what did you think was going to happen?" y/n smirked, raising her eyebrow. "well, i just thought i was gonna need to buy you ice cream, tissues, and tickets to dpr's next concert." y/n immediately perked up, "i think i'll just need those dpr tickets this time." y/n giggled, her mood suddenly brighter than before.

"i almost felt like i was suffocating when i was near them. other than that, nothing has really changed with them." y/n sighed, walking into her dressing room as kwan walked in right after her. soo-ah immediately turned away from where she was setting up her workspace towards the two, "oh your back already?"

"yep, and i got some tea to spill unnie."

. . .

"wait, so you guys actually had a conversation?!?" soo-ah exclaimed, before continuing y/n's eye makeup. "trust me, i was not expecting them to come up and talk to me all cheerful and happy." "i guess you're not getting those dpr concert tickets anymore then." soo-ah blurted, y/n stopped all of her movements before speaking again, "wait what? who told you about those? did you and kwan make a bet again?"

soo-ah and kwan shared a glance before she cautiously spoke,

"um, well... wethoughtthatyouandtheboyzweren'tgoingtotalksomeandkwanmadeabetthatifyouguystalkedyouwouldn'tgetfreedprtickets."

(we thought that you and the boys weren't going to talk, so me and kwan made a bet that if you guys talked, you wouldn't get free dpr tickets.)

"you better be joking. i'm expecting those dpr tickets since you guys made a bet about my non-existent love life," y/n exclaimed, grabbing her shoe, throwing it, and almost hitting kwan.

"hey! she started it, i told her it was a bad idea!" kwan yelled, standing up while grabbing my shoe and holding it up in a defensive position. kwan and soo-ah were like partners in crime...

well, more like mother and son in crime since soo-ah had just turned 30 last month and kwan was barely gonna turn 23 in a few days. y/n was more of a father who witnessed everything that they did and kept her mouth shut before she could get yelled at by either one of them.

"alright, stop fighting and move out of the way. i have to do the queen's hair." joon-seo declared, lightly pushing soo-ah out of the way once she was done with the final touches of my makeup.

"yah! you're a brave one! i can't believe you guys talk to your noona like that!" soo-ah exclaimed, throwing her hands in the air and herself beside kwan.

|y/n pov|

"alright, how does the dress fit? do you like it?" chaerie stressed, fixing the smallest of details on my dress. it was the first time i was wearing an outfit that reminded me of promotions on music shows in korea. it was also the first time i would be in public looking like this, besides those times i would occasionally model for chanel and gucci where the clothes were far from normal.

(i love this outfit sm, i just had to use it!)

"it fits good, and looks amazing as always, chaerie." i complimented chaerie as she stood back to get a full look at the outfit i was wearing. "t-thank you, and you look as beautiful as always, y/n." I smiled, "it's all you girly." although chaerie had only barely joined the company and my staff, she was already becoming comfortable with us and was starting to open up more.

the dressing room door opened, "10 minutes! we should start heading up to the red carpet!" one staff called, peaking his head in. "ok! let's start going then, kwan?" i called, staring at the said man who was spaced out looking at me, I smirked, "getting distracted on the job, aren't we?" he shook his head before standing up, "nah, just thinking about how aged you look." he grumbled, walking past me,

such a little shit.

"hey! your one to talk donkey kong, you look like a gorilla!" i scolded, following him out to the back entrance to walk to the front.

As we were walking to the front with foreign guards and escorts, i could already hear the crowd and paparazzi going crazy. "you think you're going to be okay? it sounds like it might be too much for you to handle." kwan spoke, getting closer to me, so as too not to draw attention to ourselves, even if the other guards and escorts didn't understand korean.

we made it to the front, and the crowd muted me before i could answer him back. i just held my pinky up before following the escort along the red carpet.

it was time to be a queen.

|no one's pov|

the crowd were going crazy, it wasn't every day to see one of the biggest boybands' former female member attending one of america's biggest music award shows after leaving the group and going dark for four years straight.

no one could stay still as she walked on top of everyone on the red carpet, looking as if she was ruling the world.

as soon as the paparazzi caught sight of her, the questions came spilling from their mouths.

"y/n, how do you feel about attending and being nominated for a grammy only a year into your career after leaving bts?"

"y/n, have you seen or spoken to bts as of lately?"

"y/n, how are you doing queen?!"

well, at least there were a few people that were nice and respectful.  in others' eyes, she looked fearless, like she didn't give a fuck about what people were asking and saying.

"well, today is a day to honor some amazing artists and their impact on music history. we have artists like lady gaga, duo silk sonic, olivia rodrigo, and are there any bts fans out there? bts are the first kpop group to be nominated twice for a grammy! and last but not least, we have y/n! she is the first female kpop artist who is nominated for best new artist of the year! actually, she's coming this way! y/n! girl, you gotta get over here!" one female TV interviewer had called, which y/n had 'recognized'.

"oh, hi! it's nice to see you too!" y/n greeted, shaking her hand while bowing. "so, i heard that it's your first time being nominated, how does it feel?" y/n was quick to respond, as if she was a natural born talent, "well, since i just released my debut album about a year ago, i was not expecting all of this attention and support, especially the nomination. the album is very special to me and holds a lot of what I felt and experienced growing up in korea and being a part of the idol scene." the interviewer continued, "i've also been hearing about a special intro/skit collab before your performance, with another artist?" "ah, yes but it's a secret, you gotta wait and watch the performance!" "we'll be sure to watch, thank you for your time, y/n. also, love that dress, it looks good on you." "thank you, i'll see you later!"

emotionless, back at it again.

once she stepped off the red carpet, kwan appeared right by her side. "ugh, thank god your back, i thought i was gonna run off." y/n sighed, as kwan bent to her height, "are you sure you're okay? we can start heading in if you want?" "no no, i'm fine, let's take our time getting there, i don't want to be early." "alright."

before kwan and y/n could turn to continue their way past other artists and interviewers, the crowd once again went wild.

and wouldn't you know, bts came in all their holy grail, out of their limo. instead of y/n turning away from them, she continued to stare and witnessed their popularity from afar.

"bts! bts, over here!"

"bts, how do you feel being the first kpop group to be nominated twice for a grammy?!"

"bts, how does it feel after 4 years of being a 7 member boy group?"

"how does it feel being in the presence of y/n?"

'you mean, how does it feel to be in the presence of bts, i'm nothing compared to what they have become without me.' y/n thoughts lingered, before making eye contact with one of them.

she smiled and turned towards her dreams.

|yoongi's pov|

"can you all just shut up! y/n seems to be okay with our relationship right now, we don't want to ruin it right when we have already just worked things out." i sighed, frustrated with all of the guys stressing about the mini skit and just seeing y/n in general. i predicted that taehyung or

hoseok would be nervous, but no, it was the maknae who was bouncing his leg and poking the inside of his mouth with his tongue since we left our dressing room.

"hey, calm down. this is the first time we're gonna be in close contact with y/n in public. of course, we're all gonna be freaking out." taehyung expressed, laying against his seat, spacing out. "well, at least you can control yourself, i'm quite literally shaking from nerves right now." jungkook exclaimed, while hoseok just patted him on the back, "you'll be fine jk, plus she used to be even closer to you then taehyung was with her at one point, you know that she doesn't hold anything against us."

"how do we know that she's just not saying that?" jimin blurted, glancing at hoseok's reflection in his window. "why do you think that?" namjoon asked, leaning his elbows on his knees. "we literally lied to her about her own safety and that the company was taking care of everything, that caused her to be sexually assaulted! if only we had told her about the situation and reported the female staff member to the police before she got too close, then maybe none of this would have happened and we would still be in a group and relationship with each other." jimin shouted before scoffing and crossing his arms.

"y/n isn't the type to lie about that stuff," i commented, feeling the atmosphere become awkward.

"yeah, and we aren't the type to just believe people so easily."

"we'll talk about this later, we're already here." jin sighed, fixing up his tie. "let's please be on our best behavior." namjoon mumbled, with hoseok nodding to him, continuing what namjoon was saying, "yes please, we know that stuff as happened between us and y/n but today, just focus on what we're here for."

the limo came to a halt and then the doors were opened by our bodyguards with our escorts shortly behind them. you couldn't even hear what they were telling us as we one by one slowly started to exit the limo. the paparazzi and fans were going crazy and we just stood their star struck by the number of people there to see us on the red carpet alone.

as a group, we stepped on the red carpet as the picture and questions came.

"bts! bts, over here!"

"bts, how do you feel being the first kpop group to be nominated twice for a grammy?!"

"bts, how does it feel after 4 years of being a 7 member boy group?"

"how does it feel being in the presence of y/n?"

they were the typical questions we were expecting, here in america, it was ruthless.

as i kept looking at the cameras, i locked eyes with someone.

it was y/n.

before i could even slightly greet her, she smiled and turned towards the entrance of the arena with kwan following shortly behind her.

maybe jimin was right.

_______

this is officially the longest chapter i have ever written! it was a little quirky but also touches on a sensitive topic aka. the situation that happened between bts, y/n, and now you know: a former female staff. although it might never be revealed in detail in this book, what happened 4 years ago, maybe in the near future, the truth will be found.

[amariss-613]

재등장, bts | scene 08: skit: so how have you been?

{resurfaced, bts}

summary: the biggest group in the world has their scandal resurface as the former female member the world thought was done become the best new artist of the year at the grammys.

face claim: yeri of red velvet

original is on archive of our own: amariss_0613, and wattpad: amariss_amaryllis, just decided to publish it on here~

this story mentions non-consensual things and includes some mentions of drugs, depression, and sasaengs.

. . .

scene 08: skit: so, how have you been?

chapter summary: "i saw what happened with taehyung yesterday." i muttered. seeing seokjin's face reflect what i feared, i regretted saying a thing about yesterday.

bold w/ italic- english

normal- korean

playing: lonely boy | txt

minisode 2: thursday's child | 2022

|y/n's pov|

"ah, it looks like your all gathered already." a familiar voice brought me and the boys all out of our trans. The voice belonged to my choreographer, which i totally forgot was also here. jimin and yoongi quickly stood up, noticing my presence, while jungkook and namjoon also made their way to where the rest of the boys were standing. although they all looked tense and were staring at me, taehyung and i were having a staring contest, but i looked away before i could feel the lump in my throat form.

i made my way next to my choreographer, dragging kwan with me since our arms were still linked, standing right across from the boys, specifically seokjin. his eyes... i couldn't tell what they were holding, was it disgust? sadness? or anger..?

"hello, it's nice to meet you. i'm y/n, i hope we work well together." i introduced myself, letting go of kwan before bowing out of respect and since we were in public.

"yes, it's nice to meet you, y/n. i'm the leader, rm, and we are bts. i hope we also work well together today." namjoon greeted smoothly, putting his hand out for a handshake, which i took. i could see that most of the boys were pulling their gaze from me to kwan.

"and you two are?" he directed to kwan and the choreographer, "i'm kwan, y/n's bodyguard. it's nice to meet you all." kwan responded, going up to all of the members and shaking their hands. "i'm y/n's choreographer, it's an honor to be working with you," he responded, also shaking each members hands.

for the first hour and a half, it was tense, awkward, and emotional. i felt like how i felt that night when everything changed. we made small interactions with each other, like where to stand and what they were going to be doing for the mini skit.

"so y/n is going to be sitting with you a few minutes before her stage starts, so just act calm and normal. when the music starts, y/n will be sitting, then bts can start taking pictures, acting like paparazzi. when the light hits her, they all stop, and then just sit, and you're finished! y/n knows what to do after." the choreographer explained as we acted it out.

"will we be given props for the paparazzi part?" yoongi asked, standing from kneeling on the floor. "oh yes, we will provide phones that are used for similar scenarios."

kwan was seated away from us, towards the side where some other staff was, but would sneak glances at me to make sure i wasn't having a panic attack or anything. i made my way toward him as soon as we finished our 3rd rehearsal, including my actual performance. "are you doing okay?" i asked, knowing that he was probably getting bored from sitting down for almost an hour and a half straight. "i'm good, but are you okay? you look pale." he wasn't wrong, i felt worn out, not physically, but mentally. "yeah, just thinking about a lot. we're gonna do one more go and then we're done." i sighed, turning back around to the ledge of the stage and taking a quick break.

|jimin's pov| after we had got done with our third rehearsal, we took a break. y/n seemed to be spacing out, she made her way to kwan as me and the members huddled up. 

"so, what do you think she's thinking about? she keeps spacing out." yoongi was the first to speak as we snook glances at her and kwan having a conversation. "she's probably freaking out and doesn't know what to do." i said, seeing y/n make her way to the ledge of the stage. "taehyung, you doing okay? you haven't said anything since before y/n came." jin asked taehyung, i moved next to him and wrapped my arm around his neck. "cheer up tae, i know it's hard but we'll be gone and getting ready for the show before you know it." i smiled, trying to ease up his emotions. it was uncomfortable for all of us, how were we going to make conversation with her if she hasn't even tried to talk to us?

"i'm gonna go and try to talk to her." jin announced, while we all looked at him like deers in front of headlights. "uh, i don't think that's a good idea, she looks like she needs space right now." hobi said, still staring at y/n. seokjin didn't even try to listen as he walked up to y/n and asked her something. She shook her head, before watching him sit down next to her.  "he better not pull out his dad jokes." jungkook groaned, rolling his eyes. "i swear you better not jinx it." namjoon sighed, looking away from the two. 

|y/n pov|

"mind if i join you?" a voice asked, i turned around and saw seokjin pointing next to me. "o-oh, no, go ahead," i spoke, staring at him taking his spot next to me. an awkward feeling was floating in the air before i said something. "i-" i hesitated, should i say something about yesterday? "i saw what happened with taehyung yesterday." i muttered. seeing seokjin's face reflect what i feared, i regretted saying a thing about yesterday. "oh. you saw that?" he murmured, and i nodded. "seeing you yesterday did a lot to him last night, but he's okay for now." i didn't know how to respond to that.

'oh yeah..., sorry about that! i didn't really know what else to expect!'

that would be the worst response ever.

"i'm sorry." i whispered, attempting to hold myself together in front of seokjin. "i should be sorry, we all should be sorry, it was our fault all that happened to you." "to be honest, i forgave you all that moment i stepped on the plane to america all those years ago." i smiled, running my hands through my hair. seokjin looked up at me before smiling. "the other members also wanted to talk to you." as if they had planned it, the rest of the guys appeared, walking towards the both of us.

"well, it's nice to see you smiling again!" hobi cheered, wrapping an arm around jungkook who was sulking. "i really thought you hated us!" he cried. "congrats on the nomination y/n, you deserve it." yoongi smiled, who i smiled back too, "thank you, congrats on your guys' nomination too, you all deserve it way more than i do." i said. "i and joon listened to your whole album! it was great!" jimin said and namjoon agreed, "it should have also been nominated for album of the year."

"thank you so much you guys, it means a lot to me." i thanked them, hoping that taehyung would just maybe say something to me, but what would he even say to someone like me who had destroyed him the most?

"so, that guy, kwan, is your bodyguard? he looks even bigger than jungkook and joon!" jin laughed, pointing out kwan, who was staring at us. "he looks young though, how old is he?" jimin asked, staring at him. "you'd be surprised, he's turning 23 this year."

"WHAT!?!" all but yoongi and taehyung shrieked, yet you could see their shocked faces.

"he was 21 when i joined my company." i quietly giggled, "shit, he's young, most koreans look young, so i thought he was older." jungkook assumed, "he's like a little brother to me," i admitted, noticing that some of the members let out a sigh.

"how's hwi? is he still practicing to become an idol?" yoongi questioned me about my little brother, as they were close.

"hwi's doing good, we're actually in the same company. he and his group are debuting soon." i revealed, knowing most of their reactions. "damn, he hasn't even turned 18 yet and he's already debuting soon. he's still so young!" jin complained, "companies are getting braver and braver." "that reminds me of the 95's.." hoseok laughed.

. . . 

seeing all of the members chatting comfortably in front of me, didn't feel right... i felt sick, like i couldn't just accept their kindness. i need more time, more time to accept myself, not them.

. . . 

they noticed my quiet state and started to quiet down themselves.

"hey, we're sorry for just coming over here and talking freely, we can leave if you want us to-" joon sympathized, but i spoke before my brain could even process what i was going to say.

"no! no... it's not any of you at all. it's me, i don't know if i can just accept your kindness. i need time to heal and understand that it might not have been my fault-"

as if he could hear my thoughts, taehyung spoke for the first time since before i arrived,

"if... if that's what you want, it's okay. as much as you think you ruined our lives, we did much worse to you and your health. you can take as long as you want."

. . . 

'could i just fall in love with him all over again?'

. . . 

"t-thank you, thank you so much..."

. . .

this is probably my favorite chapter I've ever written for this book, but I feel like I'll love future chapters even more! glad y/n doesn't hold anything against the members and decided that she needs time to understand and accept herself still.

[amariss-613]

재등장, bts | scene 07: thoughts

{resurfaced, bts}

summary: the biggest group in the world has their scandal resurface as the former female member the world thought was done become the best new artist of the year at the grammys.

face claim: yeri of red velvet

original is on archive of our own: amariss_0613, and wattpad: amariss_amaryllis, just decided to publish it on here~

this story mentions non-consensual things and includes some mentions of drugs, depression, and sasaengs.

. . .

scene 07: thoughts

chapter summary: "is it wrong that i want to see them, and hope that there doing okay without me? is it wrong that i regret so much of what happened?"

bold w/ italic- english

normal- korean

playing: imysm | mark tuan

imysm | 2022

|no ones pov|

"let's do it."

"what the hell do you mean "let's do it"? you were literally having a breakdown over just catching a glimpse at y/n, and now you want to suddenly see her?!" yoongi sneered, pushing his way to taehyung. "i have to agree, taehyung-ah-"

"i know that we still love her." taehyung mumbled, "even though she ended the relationship with us, we still didn't stop loving her."

all of the members stayed silent.

this was the best that they could do for her, right? she suffered so much after everything went down. deep down, taehyung knew that he and the rest of the members really wanted to see y/n.

this was the closest they were going to get in the past 4 years.

"alright then-" namjoon broke the silence, then suddenly turned around and walked towards the organizer.

"sir, we'll do it."

|y/n's pov|

"are you like 100% sure they had no problem with it?"

"yes, i'm sure y/n. if you are not sure yourself, we could always ask another artist." the organizer added, yet i wasn't so sure that he was 100% being truthful. they couldn't have agreed right away, they would have had to have a conversation about it first.

"no, it's alright. please let them know that we'll start rehearsing in about 10 minutes." i smiled, as the organizer left the room to take my message to the boys.

that's when it really hit me.

i was gonna have to actually talk with them. we would have to act like we had nothing going on between us in the past and that we were just collabing for the first time ever.

"what the hell am i going to do." i finally sighed, falling down to the couch behind me, and throwing my arm over my face. "listen y/n, although you might disagree with me, i think you should go ahead with it. if you just suddenly cancel, it's gonna be obvious that you want nothing to do with them." soo-ah explained, sitting next to me. "but that's the problem, i don't want them to think that. is it wrong that i want to see them, and hope that there doing okay without me? is it wrong that i regret so much of what happened?" i mumbled, sitting up, noticing that kwan was taking a seat on the other side of me.

"soo-ah's right. this is your only chance, if you want, to fix things with them." kwan commented, going on his phone. "alright, i'll do it. thank you guys." thanking soo-ah and kwan, i made my way to the mirror to check myself out...

i want to look at least somewhat presentable, and not like my life was worse after leaving the group.

|hoseok's pov|

"alright, she's coming in about 5 minutes." namjoon, informed us after speaking with the organizer.

"ughh, we're so unprepared for this!!!" i bellowed, leaning onto jungkook. "i didn't even wear makeup today." jin cried as if he needed it. "hyung, you're handsome, you don't need makeup." jungkook grumbled, trying to hold my weight even though i was lighter than him. "yahh! he's a good one!" jin laughed, pointing to jungkook. "oh my god, you really are a bunch of children." yoongi sighed, looking away from the pair. "aw, but you still love us hyung, no matter what." jimin giggles, grabbing yoongi's hand.

"let's go." yoongi grunted, dragging jimin away with him to the edge of the stage, sitting down. "well i guess they're ready to see y/n." taehyung sighed, staring at the two talking. I made my way to taehyung, grabbed his face, and gave him a peck on the lips. "ah, hyung don't do that," he whined, grabbing both of my hands and swinging them while blushing, "we're in public." he continued, whispering. "just wait till we're alone at the hotel." i whispered back, smirking at him. "jin-hyung! hobi-hyung is being pervy!"

"hoseok, save it for the hotel! you'll make tae horny!" by now, i was full-on wheezing. "HEY! STOP! WE'RE IN PUBLIC!" taehyung yelled, making everyone in the room stare at us...

including the pair of eyes that made me stop what i was doing.

|y/n pov|

"alright, i'm ready to go," i said, standing up from my seat next to soo-ah. "good luck girl! go show them the bad bitch y/n we know!" soo-ah cheered, throwing her hands in the air. "yes! i'll be back soon unnie!"

making my way backstage, i could already hear their voices, and although i couldn't make out what they were saying, they sounded like they were bickering with each other.

"thankfully, most of the people here aren't korean. i can hear their dialects from here." kwan sighed, "yeah. honestly, i don't know how i survived living with them for 7 years." i laughed, "sometimes i really mistake you for my little brother, you act just like him! he used to complain whenever they would use their dialects, especially jungkook!" I unconsciously locked our arms together without thinking. "just admit it, you love hearing their voices." kwan rolled his eyes, but flinched when I made contact with him.

"Oh, sorry! i sometimes do that without thinking!" I embarrassingly exclaimed, throwing my hands up. "no, it's fine, really. I know I'm the only close sibling figure here in america with you." he said, now looping his arm with mine. i smiled, thinking about what he said before. "yeah, i do love their voices."

i thought more about what kwan said, and he was right. my brother was in korea as a trainee, so it was hard leaving him. when i met kwan after signing with pnation, i thought he was the most serious kid i would ever meet, but i was wrong. we started getting even closer when he and soo-an moved to america with me. maybe it was because he's younger than me or because he's my bodyguard, but kwan is like a little brother to me, no matter what.

although the staff around me were mostly korean and didn't understand english that much, I and kwan still continued our english conversation.

"wait, what song are you doing again?" he asked, pushing some curtains from our path. "killing me, i think it's the perfect song for my first ever performance in public," i responded, not noticing that we were on the stage and i could hear the boys conversation even more clearly now.

"jin-hyung! hobi-hyung is being pervy!"

"hoseok, save it for the hotel! you'll make tae horny!"

"HEY! STOP! WE'RE IN PUBLIC!"

just what type of conversation were they having?! did they forget that they have korean staff with them?

by the time i could see them, i stopped in my tracks. taehyung, hobi, and jin seemed to be talking about something..., yoongi and jimin were on the end of the other side of the stage chatting, and namjoon and jungkook looked to be stretching.

hoseok suddenly turned around, and that's when i knew,

this was going to be a lot harder than i thought.

. . .

they have finally met!

or at least hobi has noticed her... still, I can't wait for the next chapter, it's definitely going to be an emotional rollercoaster for y/n and the boys. also, hobi being a lil flirty??? we love that boi so much 🥺

I hope you enjoyed this chapter!

updates are every month, or at least I try!

[amariss-613]

재등장, bts | scene 06: le' proposal

{resurfaced, bts}

summary: the biggest group in the world has their scandal resurface as the former female member the world thought was done become the best new artist of the year at the grammys.

face claim: yeri of red velvet

original is on archive of our own: amariss_0613, and wattpad: amariss_amaryllis, just decided to publish it on here~

this story mentions non-consensual things and includes some mentions of drugs, depression, and sasaengs.

. . .

scene 06: le' proposal

chapter summary: "u-umm, did you just say s-six other band members?"

bold w/ italic- english

normal- korean

playing: dive with you | seori feat. eaj

dive with you feat. eaj | 2021

|y/n pov|

"y/n! we have to get going in 10 minutes!" one of my personal staff yelled from my room as i was inside the bathroom. I had been inside the bathroom for almost an hour, spending 10 minutes trying to cover up the infinity tattoo.

"ah, come on. why is today the only day where this expensive-as-hell concealer isn't covering shit?!" i yelled, punching the blender onto my wrist, hoping that the more i tried blending it, it would start to cover the tattoo up.

"well... good thing i'm wearing a hoodie cause that's the best it's gonna get." i sighed, pulling down the sleeves to my green hoodie and slowly making my way out of the bathroom.

the first thing that caught my attention was soo-ah hauling kwan towards me. "aish, finally! i was about to get kwan to break down the door." she grumbled, noticing me out of the room. kwan just stared at me with the 'i would never" look. "kwan-shi would never, he understands that he would be paying for half of the property damage and you know you'd be paying the other half." i stated, walking up to my bed and gathering my stuff. "i was just joking y/n..." soo-ah sung, also grabbing all of the bags we needed. kwan stood at the door waiting for us. when the company first hired me a personal bodyguard, i thought it would be some man in his early to mid-thirties. i was definitely not expecting a 21-year-old dude who looked like he could beat present jungkook or namjoon's asses.

"alright, let's get going. were gonna end up being late." kwan said, making his way out the door of my hotel room, leaving me and soo-ah to run and catch up to him.

|no ones pov|

"ah! it's so nice to have you here, y/n. your dressing room is right this way." an american staff greeted, taking y/n, her stylist, and bodyguard to her dressing room/waiting room. "thank you so much, have a nice day!" y/n thanked, walking into the room along with her mini crew.

for y/n, this had felt like old times. here in america, there wasn't really any music/award shows like music back, inkigayo, mcountdown, or mama, mma, and the gda in korea where you could promote your music. being invited and nominated for a music/award show after four years felt...

like it was something that had been missed.

she didn't know what this feeling was, but it was definitely something that she hadn't felt for years till now.

"now, let's start setting up everything!" soo-ah clapped, rushing to get out all the makeup, hair products, and y/n's outfits prepared for the big day ahead of them.

"i'm just gonna be sitting outside the room, let me know if you need anything," kwan announced, leaving the room so as to not bother soo-ah doing her job with y/n.

"alright, thanks kwan-shi. you're always welcome to pop in whenever though, you're a close friend." y/n said, looking towards kwan.

"got it."

. . . 

a knocking sound filled the room, halting y/n and soo-ah's conversation about her look for later that day.

"come in!"

one of the on-stage coordinators walked into the room with kwan following shortly behind, "y/n, we were able to finish your request for a collab stage." the man said, giving y/n back the printed request form that her company had sent the week before.

"oh thank you, were they ok with it?" y/n asked, flipping through the papers.

"yes, they were 100% on board with the idea the second I mentioned it, though the leader had to discuss it with his six other band members."

"u-umm, did you just say s-six other band members?"

|15 minutes earlier|

"i swear, i'm about to rip this card in half!" jungkook yelled, waving the card in his hand around. "hajima! we don't have any replacements if you rip that one." yoongi sighed, resting on the floor next to taehyung who was also practicing his card trick that was added to the butter choreo last minute. "y-know how some actors have stunt doubles, why can't we do that?" taehyung suggested, flopping to the ground in despair. "damn, your right. we should have thought about that before THE DAY OF THE GRAMMYS!" jungkook commented, empathizing the last few words.

"alright-alright, chop-chop kids! let's re-rehearse the opening of butter again!" hoseok clapped, walking towards the boys sitting on the ground of the stage. taehyung was the first to stand, "hyung, i think we should make my part look natural. maybe we could ask someone to pretend to have a conversation with me before i flick the card to jungkook?"

"huh, we could ask and see-"

"ah, it's nice to finally properly meet you, rm! i hope i'm not intruding, but i would like to make a proposal to you and your bandmembers for an artist who is performing tonight." a powerful voice interrupted hoseok's and taehyung's discussion, turning their attention to the man who was shaking namjoon's hand.

"no your not. it's nice to finally meet you too sir, i would love to hear about this proposal on behalf of my members." rm confidently responded, not noticing the way the rest of his member's faces were filled with respect.

as rm was discussing the proposal with one of the organizers of the grammys, the rest of the members huddled together.

"so, who do you think the artists is?" seokjin whispered, leaning towards the members. "if it's some artist who is controversial or said shit about us, we're out." yoongi stated, pointing to the doors of the arena. "oh my god! what if it's lady gaga?" taehyung expressed, slightly bouncing next to hoseok while shaking the poor male. "i would need to ask her about her skincare routine!" hoseok exclaimed, mirroring taehyung who was now also getting shaken. "could it be justin bieber?" jungkook mumbled, doe-eyes staring at his hyungs. "it couldn't be gukk. were in the same company, we would've been told by hitman-bang before leaving korea." jimin advised, noticing how namjoon started to look uncomfortable as he and the organizer finished their conversation. "why does namjoon look like he's about to shit his pants?" jin whispered to yoongi, slightly laughing at the face that namjoon was making while walking towards his members. "uhh, i bet 50 bucks that a huge artist wants to collab with us." taehyung asked jimin as he stared at namjoon. "bet."

|with namjoon|

namjoon was literally about to have a heart attack.

"last week we got a request from the artist, y/n's, company. they were asking for an artist to potentially collab with y/n for the opening of her performance. you and the rest of bts have the exact number of people requested if there weren't any artists available, so i was wondering on the behalf of y/n, are you interested?"

"u-uhh, i might need to discuss this with m-my members. um, does she care if it's us?" namjoon studdered, he didn't know how to react. what was he gonna say to the rest of the members, "oh hey, y/n wants to collab with us after leaving us 4 years ago, are you all okay with it?".

"oh no, she doesn't care who it is, she is willing to work with anyone."

"hold on a second, i'll go and discuss this with the rest."

when namjoon was walking to the members, he noticed that they were all huddled in a group and held a nervous expression, could they tell that he was about to shit his pants or that the proposal was unexpected?

"so, what happened?" yoongi ordered, wondering what artist they were talking about. "was it someone big?" taehyung exclaimed, grabbing namjoon's hands. "promise that you all won't freak out." he announced, terrified of their reaction. "that's probably not gonna happen joonie, you know it." hoseok sighed, eager to know what happened.

"it's y/n."

all of the members stopped what they were doing. taehyung let go of namjoon's hands, taking a step back.

"what do you mean?" seokjin snapped. why would he be bringing up y/n after what happened yesterday with taehyung's breakdown? "y/n's company asked for an artist to help out with the opening of her stage." namjoon replied, with the same force. "either that dude lives under a rock or he's trying to start something, doesn't he know what happened between us?" yoongi warned, glaring at the man. "we can't do it. not after what happened yesterday." jimin complained, wrapping his arm around taehyung waist. "yeah, i don't think we're in the best headspace to see or even interact with y/n." jungkook agreed, standing on the other side of taehyung.

"let's do it."

. . .

oooh, so y/n is starting to feel things again, i hope she can enjoy this experience! also, that organizer is totally living under a rock, how doesn't he know about their past? anyway, who do you think stepped up to say that they want to do the stage with y/n? i wonder if bts are hiding how they really feel about this proposal?

i hope you enjoyed this chapter, now that I'm caught up to the present chapter updates might actually be monthly or weekly!

[amariss-613]

재등장, bts | scene 05: fond memories

{resurfaced, bts}

summary: the biggest group in the world has their scandal resurface as the former female member the world thought was done become the best new artist of the year at the grammys.

face claim: yeri of red velvet

original is on archive of our own: amariss_0613, and wattpad: amariss_amaryllis, just decided to publish it on here~

this story mentions non-consensual things and includes some mentions of drugs, depression, and sasaengs.

. . .

scene 05: fond memories

chapter summary: "aww, come on! things were looking good tonight!"

playing: 5 star | cl

alpha | 2021

|y/n's pov|

"ah! wait! it's cold!" i screeched as hobi tried to use gua-sha on my face for the 3rd time these past 10 minutes. "hey, it's supposed to help with puffiness!" hobi whined while i kept squirming around like a fish out of water. the last time i let him use gua-sha on me, the redness on my face didn't go away in time for a stage, so I had to use LOTS of foundation. "ok! fine, but don't complain to us if your face is puffy in the morning." "you'll at least still find me hot," i mumbled, turning away from hoseok. "uhhh, if you haven't noticed yet, we always find you hot y/n," he smirked, wrapping his arms around my hips, swaying both of us side to side. "glad to hear you admit it out loud." i giggled, turning my front to hoseok and wrapping my arms around his neck.

He had started leaning in but to be honest, i did NOT want to be making out while having sheet masks on, so i made the hard decision of putting my hand between our lips, stopping the future euphoria.

"hobi, i would love to make out right this second, but i really don't want accidentally ingest and get poisoned by our sheet mask essence."

"aww, come on! things were looking good tonight!"

|no ones pov|

after what jungkook said, here was seokjin with a sheet mask, lip mask, and eye mask on his face while rummaging through the bucket of pr skincare items he had been sent throughout the years.

"maybe i should join them one of these days...

NOPE! I WILL NOT GIVE IN TO THAT BRATS JOKE! you are not a soft man, mr. worldwide handsome, kim seokjin!" he continued to pep talk and point at himself in the mirror.

. . .

namjoon had been in the mini-studio for almost 2 hours now, so it was about to hit midnight. yoongi had noticed that he hadn't retreated to his bedroom yet, as he went to ask namjoon a question about a melody he had that y/n had written and wanted to include in the album. yoongi made his way into the studio only to find that namjoon was bopping his head along to gogo as he could hear the music through the headphones that namjoon was wearing.

"your gonna go deaf with the volume that loud." yoongi sighed while reaching over namjoon and turning down the volume of his headphones. "oh shi- hyung, you scared me, i thought you were in bed already?" "nope, i went to your bedroom to ask you something, but you weren't there, so i just guessed that you were still in the studio. also, how the hell can you listen to music that loud and not be deaf already?" yoongi had a genuinely concerned face while asking that question, he loved listening to the music they made but not that much...

well ok, that would be a lie...

kind of.

"anyway, have you decided what music we're gonna recommend for the album-" yoongi's was suddenly cut off when he felt his body be pulled back to sit against namjoon as he spun his chair toward the computer screen, making sure that they both would be able to see it. "yahh, stop. were gonna end up spending the night here again, just like last week." yoongi nagged, continuously trying to push namjoon's arms away from his own body.

sooner or later, yoongi eventually gave up and accepted his fate as he relaxed into namjoon's embrace. "so hyung, i heard that y/n talked to hit-man bang about the situation." "yeah, but she never mentioned anything about it to me or jungkook when she came back. i just hope that she doesn't try and force herself to be on stage or in public when we go on tour." yoongi sighed, remembering the bitter memories from their last tour. As more of the threats online persisted, y/n started hesitating to go on stage in performances or would overthink and panic over her choreography and vocals. It had gotten so alarming that the staff had allowed her to perform live from backstage for the last few shows. For this upcoming world tour though, the boys and the company would try our best to keep everything on social media away from her.

obviously, it didn't work because she had a meeting with bang-pd about the situation this evening.

namjoon could sense the awkwardness in the room, he knew that yoongi was thinking of their last world tour, so he figured it was time to change the subject.

"let's just enjoy this time together. hobi, taehyung, and y/n were stealing you away from me all week." namjoon groaned, pressing the front of his body into the back of yoongi, which made him glace at namjoon.

"so, i was wondering if you could give me some feedback on dimple?" namjoon asked, poking one of his two infamous dimples.

"that genuinely makes me regret coming and looking for you."

. . .

"SEE, I TOLD YOU!" taehyung had whisper yelled to jimin as they were inside the gaming room, waiting for jungkook to come back with banana milk and snacks. "WHAT DO YOU MEAN?! YOU SAID HE WOULD WANT TO CUDDLE? IF HE WANTED TO, WHY THE HELL ARE WE EVEN HERE THE-"

"did you guys make a bet again on if i wanted to cuddle or not?" jungkook sighed, closing the door behind him and making his way to the small table in front of taehyung and jimin, placing the snacks down on top. taehyung pointed at jimin, earning him a smack on the hand. "oww! what kind of power do you hold in those small hands of yours?!" taehyung gasped, quickly clutching onto jimin's arm and inspecting said 'small hand'. jungkook didn't even bother trying to stop them, he just continued to set up the pullout bed, and start up the video game console.

"i expect a nice dinner at a restaurant with everyone tomorrow as my reward." taking a glance at what jungkook was doing, taehyung knew that he had won the bet, now grinning at jimin in triumph.

jungkook was the first to lay on the pullout bed and grab one of the three video game controllers and the foot of the bed. jimin and taehyung joined shortly after grabbing some snacks from the table and their controllers.

"wait, what map do you guys want? i was thinking rainbow road, but i know you're pretty bad at it jiminie." jungkook was definitely making fun of jimin being 'bad' on rainbow road in mario kart, so jimin decided to join in on his game. "nah, i'm fine with it, i've been practicing anyway." jimin challenged, holding his controller with two hands as jungkook started the game.

"uhh, so, what happens if i win?" 

. . .

ahh! i love their relationship with each other  🥰🥺 looking forward to the next chapter^^

Hope you enjoyed the new chapter of this story <3

{Updates are (at least) once a month if get lucky}

[amariss-613]

재등장, bts | scene 04: interlude, four am

{resurfaced, bts}

summary: the biggest group in the world has their scandal resurface as the former female member the world thought was done become the best new artist of the year at the grammys.

face claim: yeri of red velvet

original is on archive of our own: amariss_0613, and wattpad: amariss_amaryllis, just decided to publish it on here~

this story mentions non-consensual things and includes some mentions of drugs, depression, and sasaengs.

. . .

scene 04: interlude, four am

chapter summary: the night that had eradicated me.

playing: one way lover | eric nam

there and back again | 2022

|no ones pov|

four am would be the time that taehyung would go to bed for a month straight after y/n had broken up with them. it was hard for all of the members, but for taehyung, it was like losing his other half, the person who understood him the most.

most of his time in that first month was spent thinking about y/n, listening to their old songs, looking at interviews, and trying to find any updates on y/n. he could easily be mistaken for a sasaeng as he watched or listened to anything that included y/n during the first month of their three-month-long break from touring.

his family, members, and the company attempted their best to get in contact with y/n but it was no use in the end. after moving to america, her email, phone number, and social media accounts were deactivated, as if she had just vanished from planet earth altogether.

this was all taehyung could believe after seeing her at the grammy rehearsals, after years of disappearing, y/n was back. maybe not back into bts' arms at this moment, but at least back in the music industry. They were all cuddled up on the bed with taehyung in the middle, inside his hotel room.

"how do you feel now?" seokjin asked, cradling taehyung in his arms while jimin did the same on the opposite side of him as the others surrounded the three. "i guess i feel a little better, but..." taehyung hesitated, he didn't know how he felt. he had just seen his first love, his first everything before getting together with the rest of the boys. taehyung felt empty as if everything was repeating itself.

there was a time when taehyung could see y/n and the rest of them carrying the same rings on their ring fingers. now, y/n looked to be slowly fading out from this vision with a bare ring finger.

"it's ok, you don't have to say anything. we all understand how you feel tae." hoseok said, reaching over seokjin to grasp taehyung's hand in his own. "Listen, we didn't come here for the grammys, hell, we don't even have to show up-" "no! it's fine hyung, i don't want to disappoint the army who show up." taehyung was quick to interrupt namjoon, he didn't want to not show up to the grammys because of y/n, he had to get over her, even if it would be a painful process.

"Do you want anyone to stay with you tonight?" yoongi asked, rising from his spot next to hoseok. slowly each of the boys rose from their places on the bed to look at taehyung, "i'll be okay, hyung. if not, then i'll just go to either gukk or joon's room." he responded, getting off the bed with the rest of the boys and ushering them to get to bed for tomorrow. knowing that his, namjoon's, and jungkook's rooms were connected, taehyung felt more comfortable sleeping alone rather than kicking off one of the members from the bed in the middle of the night with his strange sleeping habits.

taehyung made his way to the bathroom to get ready for bed as it was already gonna be 11 pm and the grammys were tomorrow.

|jungkook pov|

it was 2 am by the time i heard taehyung go to bed, which meant that i was probably the only one awake. i was in bed by 12, but my thoughts were plagued by memories of y/n. did she notice us or taehyung? was she currently in the same boat as him?

if she was, all i wanted right now was to have her in my arms and pressed up against me as she was those years ago. telling her that there was nothing to worry about, and that army would be sad if she kept thinking about the worst. as the hate got more threatening when our relationship was revealed, she slowly distanced herself from the idol spotlight.

if we had told her everything, would she still be here with us?

"i finally get to hold you after so longgg. i wish we had gotten back sooner." jungkook mumbled, pushing his face into the space of her neck that taehyung hadn't had his own in yet. "now we don't have to worry about being separated." taehyung sighed, slowly slipping his hands inside y/n's hoodie to cradle the warmth of her body. "yah, tae! your hands are cold." y/n whined pushing herself closer to jungkook's body to get away from the culprit's cold hands. she couldn't get that far, taehyung had his arms wrapped around the small of her back. jungkook could only admire his two lovers and the way they had gotten so comfortable with bringing himself and the other five members into their relationship. as if they were in it since the beginning.

"we were literally filming for bon voyage together, what do you mean?" y/n mumbled, getting used to the taehyung's hold on her. "yeah, but were filming 24/7, the only time we get to be with each other is at night." taehyung continued for jungkook. "i don't think there will be much footage of me, i just stayed inside most of the time." y/n said, thinking about how the fans would react when bon voyage would air. "it's fine, we've already explained the situation, they'll understand." jungkook sighed, hoping that y/n could fall asleep sooner. "I hope so. oh, i forgot to ask, jungkook, did you actually walk through a sprinkler?" y/n asked, suddenly staring at jungkook. "you better not-"

"i gotta ask the editors to send it to me."

|y/n pov|

who knew listening to old songs could make you cry? it was the first time since 2017 that I listened to one of our old songs. crying was definitely one of the last things i should be doing before performing at the grammys tomorrow. yet, it wouldn't be any better, i was gonna be sitting next to the boys.

although i had practiced my conversation with them if we had some sort of interaction during the show, i was still anxious as hell, maybe because i am also nominated for the best new artist category.

taehyung was the one i was really worried about seeing, after glancing at his face during rehearsals today, i knew that it was going to be a very stressful and emotional day tomorrow.

feeling the now cold water from the bathtub was the only thing that knocked me out of my thoughts, allowing me to wipe the residue of tears staining my cheeks, drain the water, and get ready for bed. As i wiped my tears, my gaze flew to the infinity tattoo. it was slightly covered up by the waterproof concealer that I had put on it this morning before grammy rehearsals.

after 4 years had passed since I broke up with them, i hadn't ever thought of getting it removed. was it weird to still have a couple's tattoo with your exes? yes, more than likely, but at the same time, was it bad to hope that there was a possibility of something happening again between us?

when i glimpsed at myself in the mirror, all my thoughts went back to that night.

the night that had eradicated me.

what would they think of me after almost 4 years had passed after that night? would i look pathetic? unhealthy? vulnerable? completely different from the optimistic and extroverted me that was killed that night?

if that was how they would see me, then so be it. if that's how the world viewed me, i would just have to grow, even more than I did in the past 4 years. i had to prove that despite this resurfaced scandal, i was back and ready to dominate the music industry as i once did.

But now, without those seven men, i once called home. 

. . .

I swear y/n deserves so much love from these boys after everything she went through 🥺  maybe they'll have a mini interaction soon... it might be with an unexpected situation, but it will surely help rekindle their relationship with each other!

Hope you enjoyed the new chapter of this story <3

{Updates are (at least) once a month if get lucky}

[amariss-613]

재등장, bts | scene 03: looking back

{resurfaced, bts}

summary: the biggest group in the world has their scandal resurface as the former female member the world thought was done become the best new artist of the year at the grammys.

face claim: yeri of red velvet

original is on archive of our own: amariss_0613, and wattpad: amariss_amaryllis, just decided to publish it on here~

this story mentions non-consensual things and includes some mentions of drugs, depression, and sasaengs.

. . .

scene 03: looking back

chapter summary: "TAEHYUNG! JIMIN! GET THE FUCK BACK HERE, YOU IDIOTS!"

playing: kidult | seventeen

heng:garæ | 2020

|no ones pov|

"we will be certain to provide extra security and protection when touring or in paparazzi, if it makes you feel safe, ye-jun. the safety of our artists will always be our top priority as you already know." hitman bang said, slowly rising from his seat as y/n mirrored him. "thank you for everything, i know that i'm probably a little paranoid after the recent death threats against me and the rest of the group so thank you for trying your best in dealing with all of this." y/n sighed, bowing towards for boss, who did the same after. "i'll be heading back to the dorms now, goodnight." y/n walked out of his office, towards the elevator to go down to her studio and get her belongings.

everything was different this time compared to the normal death threats that they had regularly received, especially y/n. she would find photos of places that she had privately gone to with her family or her date spots with the boys on social media with captions threatening her. it was all happening less than a month away from the WINGS WORLD TOUR, bighit had done a lot to find the group of people who were doing this, but the accounts would always be deleted a few hours after the posts. y/n knew that they would do everything to blacklist these people, she trusted her company and leader with everything.

y/n didn't expect yoongi and jungkook to be waiting in her studio for her to get back from her private meeting with hitman bang. they knew that she had been paranoid about the recent threats, so the boys and the company agreed to have yoongi and jungkook join y/n home when coming back from the company without her acknowledgment.

"what the hell are you guys doing here, i thought you went home 2 hours ago?" jungkook held his laughter seeing y/n's adorable-shocked face as she stared at the two just casually sitting on her couch. "yoongi-hyung wanted to stay a bit longer to work on some solo projects so I decided to join him." "oh are you planning to release it soon?" y/n asked walking to her desk and gathering the tote bag full of her essential belongings. jungkook could only hope that she believed their lie as yoongi gave him a side glance while responding to y/n, "i don't know if i'll have time, the tour is less than a month away, and we're gonna be busy with it til the new comeback in september. I'll probably ask the company about it." y/n was yoongi's biggest supporter when he released his solo mixtape last year, she even helped him compose the last, which was one of his most vulnerable songs in the mixtape.

jungkook was the first to reach y/n and wrap his arms around the little of her waist and shove his face in the crook of her neck, while yoongi stood up and admired his two lovers. "hm, let's get going jagi." y/n smiled while rubbing his back, "please, i really want to see the rest of the boys."

|seokjin pov|

"TAEHYUNG! JIMIN! GET THE FUCK BACK HERE, YOU IDIOTS!" they had made a fucking mess in the kitchen and accidentally set a towel on fire, and they dared to ask me to clean it up. before i could reach them to kick their asses and take away their kisses and cuddles tonight, the door had opened with y/n, yoongi, and jungkook appearing, causing jimin to crash into taehyung and me following suit. "what did they do this time?" yoongi asked, closing the door behind him as y/n and jungkook helped all of us off the floor. "they tried to burn down the dorm while i was showering, i didn't ask namjoon to supervise because he would probably get caught on fire and didn't ask hobi because he would join them or end up getting too scared to do anything." jungkook was the only one with a smirk on his face, as he was going to be the only maknae to have his kisses and cuddles tonight, i could just sense it. "i swear you two are a bunch of 22-year-old man-children." jungkook smugly commented, walking off to his room to probably get changed. "you too should also go get changed while i make the rest of the maknaes clean as i make dinner." y/n was the first of them both to walk to her room. as i watched her, i felt yoongi back hug me as he whispered into my neck, "she believed us when we told her that i and jungkook stayed behind to work on some solo stuff." "that's good, hopefully, she doesn't find out anything. she's already as stressed out about the situation as we and the company are."

|no ones pov|

"seokjin, you need to teach me how to cook during our free time." y/n complained while savoring the dinner made by said male. "yeah, even taehyung and jimin could join you guys!" hoseok spoke, pointing his chopsticks at the two males who almost burned the dorm that cost way less than the money they made while asleep. "ok, we get it." jimin pouted, continuing to eat his food, while taehyung just stared at hoseok. "well, i heard that all of the tickets were sold out for the concert, the company believes that around 550,000 seats were sold worldwide," namjoon commented.

'WINGS' was the first comeback to give bts actual international success, of course not that they would have REALLY needed it after 'i need you' and 'run'.

"wait really? we'll have to try harder now!" jungkook elated, hopping out of his seat. "well, we're pretty used to trying even harder than we expect." yoongi said, standing up and walking towards the sink, putting his dirty dishes inside.

"well, i and hobi are gonna go start our long night skincare routine date, so don't cause any trouble maknaes." y/n stood up along with hoseok, grabbing his plate and putting it in the sink before running off with him to her room.

"hyung, your older than y/n and hobi-hyung, i think your gonna need to start joining them." "YAH, AT LEAST I DON'T LOOK LIKE A 13-YEAR OLD WHO BARELY HIT PUBERTY!" seokjin pointed at jungkook, "that's it, you're not getting your cuddles and kisses tonight either." seokjin very furiously put his plate in the sink and started walking to his room. "w-wait hyung, not my cuddles and kisses!" jungkook sped walked to seokjin holding his arms out in front of himself to try and convince his older lover.

"well at least you guys can be together at night." namjoon sighed, referring to jimin and taehyung, "you all could have a maknae cuddle night," yoongi said, also retreating to his room for the night.

"goodnight jiminie, taehyung-ah." namjoon kissed both goodnights before heading to the mini-studio in their dorm to probably get some work done for their album that was to be released later in the year.

"let's go see how bad gukk is sulking," tae exclaimed, hoping that maybe jungkook would ask both boys to give him his cuddles and kisses for the night.

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재등장, bts | scene 02: rehearsals

{resurfaced, bts}

summary: the biggest group in the world has their scandal resurface as the former female member the world thought was done become the best new artist of the year at the grammys.

face claim: yeri of red velvet

original is on archive of our own: amariss_0613, and wattpad: amariss_amaryllis, just decided to publish it on here~

this story mentions non-consensual things and includes some mentions of drugs, depression, and sasaengs.

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scene 02: rehearsals

chapter summary: "wait, american artists have stage rehearsals too?"

bold w/ italic- english 

normal- korean

playing: girl of my dreams | juice world feat. suga of bts

fighting demons | 2022

|namjoon pov|

"what took you guys so long? we were here like 15 minutes ago!" jungkook complained into his mic headset, as he was warming up on the stage. i noticed that he was talking about hoseok and taehyung as they made their way toward me and the rest of the members. when jimin also noticed them, he ran towards them, meeting halfway. "hey are you guys ok? we were starting to get worried." he said, grabbing hobi and tae's hands that were interlocked. "even yoongi-hyung?" tae asked, making a visible cutesy face to yoongi, who was behind me. "yah, stop! let's just get started!" yoongi yelled, turning around and walking to jungkook so that the rest of us couldn't see the blush that was covering his cheeks.

"here are your guys' mics, start warming up." jin said, walking up to tae and hobi, holding each of their personalized earpieces and mics. "i should be the one saying that jagi, i am the dance leader after all." hobi laughed, adding a wink towards jin.

'i swear i love these guys so mu-'

"alright, we're gonna start camera rehearsing first in 5 minutes, start taking your places." one of the american camera directors announced.

'way to ruin my poetic confession.'

"ok! tae, hobi, get a quick warm-up done, then we'll start taking our places." jimin said, pushing them towards the middle-right of the stage where gukk was previously stretching. me, jimin, yoongi, gukk, and jin gathered at the center of the stage, waiting to take our places for butter.

tae and hobi soon joined 3 minutes later, then we began rehearsals.

|no ones pov|

the camerawoman was already filming for their bangtan bomb by the time bts had started rehearsing, focusing on the main parts like the dance break. when they had finished with butter, they returned to the side of the stage where their choreographer was to review.

"after jungkook's 'smooth like butter' at the beginning, the rest of you guys can follow him forward." their choreographers said, gesturing towards jungkook and then back to the rest of the members. "ok! a-are you able to turn voice up?" jungkook asked one of the sound coordinators, hoping that he could understand him enough. "got it, try it out now." the sound coordinator said, looking back up to jungkook. "ahhh, ah, oh! thank you!" he said giving a thumbs up. "when yoongi's part comes up, split up to each side of the stage so it doesn't seem all in one place." "so yoongi, taehyung, and hoseok on the right side and namjoon, seokjin, me, and jungkook on the left side?" jimin asked pointing to each side of the stage. "and then we should meet up in the middle again after namjoon's part?" jin also asked. "yeah, just try to make it more fun with interacting with the crowd and such." one of their staff said.

"coldplay's here to start my universe rehearsals." one of the staff stated, announcing coldplay's entrance to the stage.

"so we're going to split up for my universe as we did for butter?." namjoon asked into his mic to one of the directors, "yes, but you will do different members and it will be equal with chris joining you." the director responded, walking back to the where the cameras were at. "me, rm, j-hope and you will go to left side of stage, and suga, jin, jimin, and jungkook will go to right of stage." tae said, pointing to each side of the stage. "yeah that sounds good." chris martin responded looking around the stage and then turning around, informing his bandmates.

"5 minutes left before the next artist's rehearsal. please start exiting the stage."

"wait, american artists have stage rehearsals too?" jungkook questioned as he was taking off his mic while walking off the stage.

armies would definitely notice the judgment on yoongi's face as he stared at the oblivious boy in front of him.

"a-anyway let's start heading off the stage." namjoon stuttered, slowly looking away from jungkook, while also taking off his mic.

when all of the members left the stage, they gathered up in a line on the side to talk about rehearsals in front of the camerawoman who was finishing up today's filming of the bangtan bomb.

taehyung was the only was who seemed out of it as he stared at the figure who walked past them and up onto the stage where they wouldn't be able to see it properly. he was grateful that by the time he felt the tears gather in his eyes, the camerawoman had put her camera down.

jin was the first to notice the difference in taehyung as he was standing across from him and he also kept glancing at the stage, where the next artist was seemingly rehearsing. "hey, hey, tae, what's wrong? is something bothering you?" jin was suddenly in front of taehyung with his hands to his face, comforting him. "i-i saw her h-hyung!" tae cried, grabbing onto the hands that were on his face. jin had suspected that y/n would be here, but performing too? he couldn't make assumptions that the person tae was talking about was her, but jin felt that he wasn't too far from it. "let's get back to the hotel, then you can tell us everything." yoongi sighed, ushering the rest of the members to the back entrance of the arena.

the only thing that the members had on their minds was the fact that the person that taehyung saw was more than likely y/n, and that if it was her, she would be performing right after them.

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재등장, bts | scene 01: memories of u

{resurfaced, bts}

summary: the biggest group in the world has their scandal resurface as the former female member the world thought was done become the best new artist of the year at the grammys.

face claim: yeri of red velvet

original is on archive of our own: amariss_0613, and wattpad: amariss_amaryllis, just decided to publish it on here~

this story mentions non-consensual things and includes some mentions of drugs, depression, and sasaengs.

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scene 01: memories of u

playing: hold me tight | bts the most beautiful moment in life pt.1 | 2015

|taehyung pov| "this c-can't be real." i cried, running my hands through my black curly hair. "i-i mean, all we knew was that she was gone… b-but this is insane." yoongi hesitantly said, finally able to look back up at the TV that lit up the living room.

'FORMER MEMBER OF THE POPULAR GROUP BTS IS NOMINATED FOR NEW ARTIST OF THE YEAR AT THE 63RD ANNUAL GRAMMY AWARDS AFTER 'DISAPPEARING' FOR 3 YEARS'

'EUN 'YE-JUN' Y/N, A FORMER MEMBER OF BTS COULD POSSIBLY WIN A GRAMMY AFTER DISAPPEARING FOR 3 YEARS. COULD THIS BE A COVERUP FROM THEIR RECENTLY RESURFACED SCANDAL THAT CAUSED HER TO TERMINATE HER CONTRACT WITH HYBE ENT.? (FORMERLY BIGHIT ENT.)'

'AFTER TAKING LEGAL ACTION AGAINST THE PERPETRATORS, EUN 'YE-JUN' Y/N HAS DECIDED TO TERMINATE HER CONTRACT WITH BIGHIT ENT. AND LEAVE BTS AS OF JULY 27TH, 2017, IN THE MIDDLE OF THEIR WINGS WORLD TOUR.'

"these fucking reporters make it sound like she was forced to leave." jungkook sighed, allowing his tensed figure to relax on the couch. "seokjin, can we talk in private?" namjoon asked, seokjin slowly stood up, walking with namjoon to the other room that was connected with the one that we were currently in where the rest of us would probably have a hard time trying to figure out the topic of their discussion.

"let's get ready, we still have rehearsal for our grammy performance." jimin said, rubbing my back before standing up from his spot beside me. "yeah, it'll help take your mind off of things." hoseok agreed, grabbing the remote to the TV, turning it off. "not when she's gonna be attending too, let alone probably sit with us because big award shows like this one love the attention they get from us," yoongi said, walking toward the exit of my hotel room to start getting ready for rehearsals.

i was left soon alone, as jimin, jungkook, and hoseok joined yoongi back in their rooms. i was left with my mind as i wondered how this one scandal caused so much trauma and controversy with y/n.

i could remember the documentary so clearly. As if it wasn't released over three years ago.

"honestly, taking legal action against the people involved and attending therapy helped me." y/n laughed as tears were running down her face.

"in a way, i'm somewhat glad to be taking a break from the whole 'artist' life and focusing on my mental and physical health after five years of no break," she continued.

"are you still in a relationship with bts?" the interviewer asked behind the camera.

"sorry, but can we cut?" the female asked, rising from her seat before the video got cut to her with us walking through paparazzi as they were asking absurd questions.

"is it true that you and bighit knew about the group of saesaengs following ye-jun?"

"ye-jun, is it true that you are currently in a relationship with all seven members?"

"suga, did you cheat on your partners during your recent 'WINGS WORLD TOUR'?"

"ye-jun, will you be returning to japan or america?"

the video then cut again to y/n inside of her room in our shared apartment, and what looked to be her packing.

"well, i'm pretty sure i packed everything i need before having to go shopping for things besides furniture and appliances for the apartment." she sighed, finally able to close her suitcase.

"hey y/n! i got that extra bag for yo- oh! i forgot you were filming, sorry." jungkook yelled, running through the door, surprising the cameramen currently filming her, which in turn caused the camera to move out of focus for a couple of seconds. "thanks gukk." y/n took the bag and placed it at the foot of her bed which had all her on-hand items as jungkook bowed towards the camera, slowly leaving her room. "could you maybe remind the members not to tackle down a cameraman if they see one? I don't want the situation that happened with yoongi earlier to repeat!" she yelled. "got it!"

i could get a clear glimpse of the infinity tattoo that we all shared on our wrists. i wonder if she has gotten it removed yet? we never did, i and the rest of the guys were still all in a relationship, but did she decide to get it removed after breaking up with us?

it didn't matter though, did it?

i finally was able to stand and walk towards the bathroom to get ready as the reality of possibly meeting y/n at rehearsals after 4 years was slowly starting to cease.

|hoseok pov| me and taehyung were the last to leave the hotel for rehearsals as we shared a car. he was escorted out by one of the staff as they were concerned about him when namjoon informed them of the situation that happened.

"jagiya, you ok?" i turned my gaze towards taehyung as he grabbed my unoccupied hand, looking expectingly at me. "i should be the one asking you that." i replied back, giving a slight squeeze to his hand. "but yes tae, im fine, just worried about you and the others." taehyung took this as a chance to lift up the sleeve of my hoodie, revealing the infinity tattoo, slowly caressing it. "do you think she got it removed?" I stared at the tattoo he was referring to, "Even with all the shit that happened, I don't think she did. i mean, why do you think it's an infinity symbol." I looked up at him with a smile and he responded with a smile back, resting his head on my shoulder.

"hoseok, taehyung, we're here." one of the staff said, gathering her camera to start filming for a bangtan bomb. "Let's gather with the others, they're probably already inside." i pulled taehyung along with me towards the back entrance of where the grammys was going to be held.

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