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So I've honestly had next to enough of the rpc, so I will be working on moving Kyon onto his own blog as I actually enjoy writing as him and I will mainly be over at @cherry-delights

You can follow me over there if you would like

I love you guys honestly, I hope for the best for you all

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@madeofstxrs said:  While I'm not one to condone vague-posting as a general rule...it's your blog, you're free to do as you like with it, and if someone doesn't like it they can just...unfollow? I don't see what the issue is...

I dont really like vague posting either but sometimes people need to be called out for their shit

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Also, the fact that I was talking about someone guilt tripping, spreading lies and ostracizing people, maybe you need to do some thinking about what you’re doing if you think its about you

Please don't vague post, it makes me feel really anxious I've done something wrong even though I'm certain I'm not the person you're talking about.

im certain that you’re not the person I’m vaguing about 

and usually I am highly against vague posting because it is so easy to work out who someone is talking to.

Besides, I dont really use this blog any more 

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Please don't vague post, it makes me feel really anxious I've done something wrong even though I'm certain I'm not the person you're talking about.

im certain that you’re not the person I’m vaguing about 

and usually I am highly against vague posting because it is so easy to work out who someone is talking to.

Besides, I dont really use this blog any more 

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Do you ever get to the point where you keep hearing shit about a certain person, about the lies they keep telling, the guilt tripping they’re doing and the ostracizing they’re doing

And you’re just so tempted to make a call out post about them?

But you also just, can’t be bothered with the drama that will certainly come from it.

Because this person has told lies about me and well, those that believe her have never once tried to get my side of the story sO

this fandom is just filled with children who can’t communicate

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Can we please stop associating being a good person with how much you're willing to suffer in silence for other people? You can be a kind person and still say "no, I don't have the time/energy to help you with that." You can be a kind person and still say "this makes me uncomfortable, please stop." You can be a kind person and still say "I disagree and here's why." You can be kind and still say "I'm not okay with this." Being kind is about treating people with kindness and respect, not about being the human equivalent of a doormat!

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something I’ve learnt about the dbh rpc is that it’s very childish and self centered.

seriously, didn’t your parents teach you guys to treat others how you want to be treated?

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I am polygamous.

so I have multiple partners if its agreed upon with the person I would like to date.

I’m still dating someone I asked out last year.

So yes.

It’s you thats the issue

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Theres a sure as fuck difference between 

“You’re making me depressed”

and

“You’re making me so upset in life that I’m pulling my hair out”

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I think im going to start distancing myself from the dbhrpc

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I can't believe I'm saying this, but I miss them

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Tfw you think you're getting better but then everything just, crumbles around you

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I did a semi-realistic sketch of Kyon @bittenhand​

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-shows one adult person my art book 

that person: Is this anime

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I’m feeling a tiny bit better but still in the realm of I wish I was dead

do you ever just suddenly realize that your life isn’t going anywhere and you’re not good at anything, you don’t have a talent and you can’t seem to do anything right? 

I hope my medical issues kill me

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do you ever just suddenly realize that your life isn’t going anywhere and you’re not good at anything, you don’t have a talent and you can’t seem to do anything right? 

I hope my medical issues kill me

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oh I didn’t know Jesse Williams was in Grey’s anatomy, man am I behind on shit