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a friend of mine just saw a fanart of Connor from DBH on vc and said

“why does he look like draco malfoy but ravenclaw”

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taking reference pics like a comic artist

because brain didn’t get the memo about writing a fic

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what happens to nitrogen when the sun rises

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This is great and a lot of it is very accurate for me.

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adhd executive dysfunction sucks bcuz im just sitting there and my brain is like

YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME YOU ARE WASTING TIME

no work done no rest gained. literally no point of this at all

(to everyone who reblogged, donate and share @olagaza's initiative!)

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IMPORTANT NOTE ABOUT AI

most people who know me or have been on my page know this, but I want to make it VERY clear, ai is not welcome on my page and NEVER will be. ai is not meant to replace the creative fields, the artists, the routine and process of creation, none of it. art is one thing that humanity has had for a very long time, and it's something that connects us and helps document history, stories, people, and much more. seeing ai infiltrate fandom spaces, in any regard, is frustrating. fan works should come from the heart and from the passion you have for the thing you are a fan of, the love for the process of creation, the satisfaction of the end result. that's what make fandoms so special. to have a program do it for you creates a lack of passion. it's redundant and it's boring. not to mention its stealing whose art/writing/likeness has been stolen by these programs. it's unfair to those creatives who work their ass off to create and try and make a living. "the starving artist" is a very real and true statement in a lot of cases.

and not to mention, that specific type of ai is HORRIBLE for the environment, and it is burning a hole into the ozone layer. sites where this ai sites are being built are sitting in places where resources like clean water is being tainted because of it. (look up elon musks supercomputer in memphis.)

ai is supposed to be a tool that can help like scan for early signs of cancer and assisting in risky surgery in which human error can be dangerous, not stealing from creative minds and artists. if you are looking for ways to avoid ai on social media, or try and keep ai out of your life as much as you can, you can do the following: * create your own works! "but i don't know how to draw!" neither did most artists once upon a time. the point is to learn and experiment. the mind is full of capabilities, and you are more creative than you might think. "but art has rules!" true, but you need to learn the rules before you can break them! "i'm not a good writer" to who? to yourself? to that one loser on the internet you said you suck? fuck 'em! keep writing!! creative fields need to keep flourishing and just because some person said you suck, doesn't mean everyone else in the world thinks that. most cases, they either don't create or they are just miserable. * when on search engines, such as google, when you type in the search bar, add " -ai " to the end of it, to stop ai search results from coming up. ai summaries are not always accurate. * AVOID CHATGPT, CHARACTER.AI, AND ANY OTHER "CREATIVE" AI! just avoid it. don't acknowledge it, do not use it. there is NO excuse to use it. these sites STEAL from creatives on a daily basis. talking to a digital ai character is NOT the same as a person. i know it's hard to talk to people, as i tend to be introverted myself, but i will not talk to an ai character. write a private self insert story, and consider what your character might say back to you. it's more creative, and it will most likely be even more therapeutic in the long run. * if you are being asked to told to use ai, say NO. REFUSE. saying no is a terrifying concept, but trust me, when you start learning to use the word no, the easier it will become. ask to not be involved, find an alternative, or even walk away.

"i use ai to generate ideas" FIND ANOTHER WAY. go support your local library, buy or pirate books, go out in the world, talk to people, FIND RESOURCES. ai is not the solution to finding inspiration. you have a whole world in front of you. people have done is for YEARS before the computer/ai was a concept, and we are still able to go offline and experience life. everyone's life is different, which also provides different perspectives. that perspective is going to be much more influential and more expressive then anything ai can provide. in short, there is so much creatives and especially young creatives should know: your mind and your experiences are much more interesting and passionate than anything ai can create. as preachy as that sounds, it's very true. you are much more valuable than a supercomputer or an ai program. keep creating from your own mind. it's much more rewarding, i promise.

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going to binge watch a dbh playthough for a passion project because i can’t play the actual thing lmao

any recommendations for whose playthrough i should watch?

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Inspired by the event story, here's my take on a sleep-deprived Lyney! His messed-up sleep schedule after a film binge is just too relatable. 🥱

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b <- i made this with my keyboard. anything is possible

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How to spot signs and symptoms of Breast Cancer 

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life updates:

in April, I finished the first year of my master's

Since then, I acquired two summer jobs

I also own a twin peaks CD now

I am deeply in love

I got into an exclusive program where i get to study book history while completing my degree

recently discovered a suspicious mole that I need to get checked out by a dermatologist

I'm volunteering for 3 separate organizations this summer

I host monthly sapphic art nights in my city

I bought a cute shirt yesterday

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gotta appreciate the creative process

i’ve thought of my characters’ aesthetics, worldbuilding and even a song for a musical-esque scene

and yet i still don’t have a proper name for the thing

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I've been doing a lot of thinking about my family and how I was treated as a child, and honestly, my father has never seemed more amazing in my eyes.

I used to love Luigi(Mario's brother) when I was little. Like, he was my favorite character ever, and I had multiple plushies of him. Didn't give a fuck about Mario, vaguely tolerated Peach, but I loved Luigi.

On my first day of kindergarten, my dad gave me the number for his work phone and said it was Luigi's phone number. "If anything happens at school, call Luigi."And not even twenty minutes into my first day, I was having a panic attack. So I went down to the principal's office and called "Luigi."

Now, at the time, my father was in a meeting with his manager and his supervisor, along with most of his coworkers. And when I called, he picked up before he even left the room.

And he put on a very awful Italian accent and said, "Itsa me, Luigi! Whatsa the matter?"In front of his boss and coworkers. Without telling them what was going on. So they were absolutely bewildered, and he carried on like they didn't even exist. He only explained what was happening after I had calmed down and hung up, to which most of them responded with "Aww, cute."

I continued to call him whenever I got upset at school, and eventually his coworkers got in on it. I distinctly remember one of them impersonating Toad. I don't know why I'm telling you this, I just thought it might make you smile :)

this is so delightful I love your Luigi dad

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How can I become a writer?

Write.

But I don't know where to start.

Write.

But I'm worried.

WRITE.

What if nobody likes it?

W R I T E

What if it's not very good?

Write. Write. WRITE. WRITE.

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Write

Write. Write. Write. Write. Write. Write.

Write.

Write

Write

Write

Write

Write

Write

Write

Write

W R I T E

Write write write

Write

Write

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i love to go through my mutuals blogs and like/rb what they’ve reblogged or posted. gotta let the homies know i appreciate them and their interests/passions, this is how i kiss them goodnight

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Do you guys want to hear about the character parallels I noticed between Generation Loss and Deltarune?

OF COURSE YOU DO!! HERE THEY ARE:

The Founder and Gaster:

Two beings aware of their existence in correlation with the audience. They speak to us directly and talk about the media they’re a part of as if they are separate from it. They both have a strange fascination- if not adoration- for the audience.

Hetch and Spamton:

They both live in denial, thinking they have more power than they actually do. They’re just waiting for their next chance to prove they’re worth something more.

Ranboo and Kris:

Both are heroes who are being puppeted by the audience for entertainment. Their choices are not their own and in their battle for freedom, they have the capacity to become violent. Despite this, they are good people who care about others, even if they are unable to express it.

Sneeg and Susie:

I know Sneeg is supposed to be the Lancer guy but hear me out. Both are rude, sarcastic and stubborn forces in the beginning. They don’t necessarily lose these traits, but they become softer. Loyalty is a trait that is unearthed in both of them. Susie will NOT leave Kris and Ralsei’s side and Sneeg PROMISES to come back for Ranboo. Let’s just hope Susie doesn’t meet the same fate Sneeg did…

Charlie and Ralsei:

Okay, these guys don’t have as much in common as the others but hear me out. They’re both green. /j

But for real, based off The Founder’s letter for the TSE anniversary and Ralsei’s entire thing in chapter 4… They both have an insane amount of knowledge about their situation. Charlie can’t tell anyone because they won’t believe him and Ralsei can’t tell anyone because it’s just… too much.

The Puzzler and Tenna:

These characters have canonically been around for a long time. They know what they’re doing and they know what works, but when met with an opposing force, they’re thrown completely off course. Despite being presented as villains, neither of them truly are

These are purely from memory so I hope my character analysis is still correct!

If anyone has anything else to add, I’d love to hear it!! :3c