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these immortal masters have stumbled upon quite the interesting specimen

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commission for sugarlime on Bluesky!

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I found a girl on instagram that ship black forest cookie and prune juice cookie, and damn she really persuaded me

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tamino photographed by ryan mcginley for u magazine, 2025

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I'm doing a lot of crochet projects and they make me happy, these weeks my life has been meaningful and is a little weird but I'm getting use to feel alive again

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GURLS DOECCHI AND PINKPANTHERESS ( God blessed us today )

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I have a lot of homework, but stardew is calling me, and I'm gonna pick up the phone 🙀

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Mickey 17 and Nasha relationship feels like this Tamino's song

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I go to sleep. I wake up. I think about if Johan somehow practiced being ambidextrous this would be the worst thing in the world for you, especially if he never chose to reveal it. cry. then go 2 sleep again.

tw: noncon-ish undertones. can be read as just overstim but gonna put it here just to be sure.

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Because Johan fingering you is already one of the most excruciating activities with him that can lasts for hours.

Something that's always done with the purpose of reducing you to a crying, squirming, mess. Your legs kicking and writhing, trying to fight their way out to escape another exhausting hour of trying to accommodate the eager fingers pressing everywhere in side of you. It reaches a point where you're barely hanging on, slipping in and out of consciousness the longer this keeps going.

But suddenly— relief, a gift from some deity above, answering your calls. A sign that this "session" is coming to an end.

Johan's hand begins to cramp up. His own body also seemingly having pity on you and putting a physical stop to him at this point.

And it's almost enough to make you cry from just how thankful you are. Finally...finally. Happy little tears, ready to spill over and replace the agonizing ones you've had stained on your cheek for the last few minutes. You let out a sigh of relief as he finally withdraws his hand, shuddering as you feel it slide out, leaving you all alone and empty— which is a good thing of course. It means he's actually done and you can get your much needed rest.

You slump back into his chest, relaxed and faintly picking up the sound, no... the feel, of Johan's soft laughter thrumming against your back.

He leans down to plant a small kiss to your forehead. Moving his tired, cramped-up, hand away from your mound.

He gives his right hand a little shake to calm the nerves, then slides it up your thigh. Gently, lifting your leg to keep you still spread apart for his left hand to take its place.

His-

His what?

You look down, seeing his left hand move into position. Slotting into where its predecessor was, just seconds ago. His right hand still guiding your thigh.

And something akin to fight-or-flight response makes your body suddenly jerk in his hold. A realisation. A sign you do not want. Taken in the form of Johan's left hand gently hovering over your still too sensitive, and still too overwhelmed sex.

You keep looking at his hand. It's- It's a hand that's been on standby this entire time. Doing absolutely nothing while the other was at work.

Oh no, no, no you can't do this. You can't. You can't—!

His hand, it's all too new, all too unused, all too—

You cry and Johan smiles as he slides the first finger in.

— all too ready to pick up where you both left off.

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writing cover letters

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AYO EDEBIRI SNL50: The Anniversary Special (Feb 16, 2025)

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I'm getting crazy with the video clip, I want to write something

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Love reborn

Now a lot of things make sense, also the aesthetics are incredible (It's giving a mix between the craft and Lords of Chaos). It's amazing how in a few minutes, they can tell you a story, a love story. The characters were messed up, and probably still are, but they know they have each other, a person who supports you and makes you feel comfortable among so much chaos.

Well, now I feel more alone than I was.

（＞人＜；）

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They just put fourth of July by Sufjan Stevens

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*writes two paragraphs after months of literally nothing and it took three hours*

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gay ppl can never flirt normally it's always some shit like "I'm the quiet you've been longing for"

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'Once upon a time' by Franz Von Stuck, 1891

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If modern Aegon had a band and he spoke Spanish, he would definitely sound like the Babasónicos singer. And Aemond helps him with some lyrics for the songs 😭

I was thinking in that, and I just made a playlist about it

(The songs are Spanish, but they're relaxing)