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SO UPDATE WE'RE OFFICIALLY DATING AND HE EVEN BOUGHT ME A RING I AM SO FUCKING HAPPY

I am always depressed in this side blog but here! Have some of my joy! He's literally the best man ever and I love him and he loves me back and that's kinda unbelievable I never thought I could love so much, I never thought that love could feel like this, so intense like this.

He makes me so happy

I'm no Madame Bovary, I never expected love to be an emotional rollercoaster. I wanted something steady, I wanted something constant, someone to count on and someone who would count on me.

I always hated romantic comedy. All those women acting stupid and suffering for love in absurdly regular situations.

I never thought I'd suffer for love. And yet here I am, suffering because I let him slip through my fingers once, fooling myself that I could get him back. Like a stupid romcom protagonist.

I hate this. I feel humiliated by my own feelings.

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Quick and crude doodle of something I saw in the corner of my vision.

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I will fall in love with you over and over again

I don't care how where or when

No matter how long it's been you're mine

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In Dreaming by Josephine Cardin

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Why do they even make apps for ADHD. You want me to use my 24/7 handheld immediate distraction device? To manage my 'gets distracted too easily' disorder? Ooooh we developed the perfect tool for managing your anemia. Its hosted in Dracula's castle. 👍

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I'm no Madame Bovary, I never expected love to be an emotional rollercoaster. I wanted something steady, I wanted something constant, someone to count on and someone who would count on me.

I always hated romantic comedy. All those women acting stupid and suffering for love in absurdly regular situations.

I never thought I'd suffer for love. And yet here I am, suffering because I let him slip through my fingers once, fooling myself that I could get him back. Like a stupid romcom protagonist.

I hate this. I feel humiliated by my own feelings.

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a lot of folks on this website will specifically describe people as Cis or Neurotypical to signal someone is boring/basic when I think the word they're truly looking for in their heart is "normie" but they won't say it because it makes them sound like a 4chan user

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It sucks so much to feel this hardly. My emotions are always too big, I'm only a small individual I can't take this amount of emotion. I really wanted to feel less intensely.

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Anatola Howard

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I officially can't take it anymore.

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i just wanted you to know that this is me trying