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the warmth he once felt from being in her presence was replaced with a thick cold slimy layer of betrayal . he couldn't bare the sight of her and yet he couldn't look away . fuck this . he quickly reaches for the lighter in his jacket pocket and flares the end of his joint , taking a beat before inhaling the vape . the nicotine easing the majority of his nerves , but there were some that were being specifically hand plucked by her . lenses cuts to the man she's referring to and the only reaction he can muster is a snicker . “ oh , you're talkin' about mikey . be my guest , ── i must warn you tho' , he charges a pretty heavy penny . and i'm not talking change . ” line of visions runs a heated path along her slender and still so curvy physique . he couldn't deny her perfection . “ although , i wouldn't put a deal like that pass you . i mean , you fucked the same joker you know i got problems with . i can't put a damn thing pass you no more . so like i said , be my guest , ava . have fun . ”
air surrounding them is bleak and chilling, goosebumps prickling along exposed skin. a knife could cut through stinging tension and she has no one to blame but herself. it was too late to backtrack on her mistake, especially with her stubborn nature. struggles to admit wrongdoings, even if it means hurting someone else in the process. only response is to deflect, to put on her big girl pants, and pretend she doesn't care. " you think you're special? that's cute. " quick to brush him off, trying not to let his irritating smirk affect her. " i came here out of convenience. i can bat my eyelashes at any other guy and get my fix. " ─── " what about him over there? " shifts her body ever so slightly, pointing to the man standing across from pair, a familiar face she's seen in passing, though was always too focused on him to consider approaching.
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excuses should be his middle name since that's all he had to offer . it was a red flag during the relationship and it was an even bigger one now . the amount of things she chose to ignore for the sake of love should be criminal . jaw drops in pure astonishment ― can't believe he was trying to redirect the blame on her , again . anything to avoid accountability ; obviously that was his m.o. “ oh please . that gala was doomed from the start . the hideous color schemes and gross food surely drowned out our silly little disagreement . ” ––– “ don't pretend like this is all on me , maddox . what about your part in this fucking fiasco ? huh ? let's talk about why i started flipping out at you at your parents' event . your girlfriend was at that gala . and who was she at that time ? the girl you told me not to worry about . ” she sneers through gritted teeth , her pressure running high . this is why she acts crazy . he makes her crazy . “ i think you owed me way more than a stupid text , motherfucker . but you're too much of a coward to admit that you messed up . i should've known . you'd do anything to please mommy and daddy , right ? you're a clown . ”
of course femme chooses to make a scene where it's not appropriate. he's still recovering from the last mess she created. one blow after another. it's exactly why things ended so horrifically between them, all the assumptions his family had about her proven right despite trying so hard to change their minds. " after the shit storm you caused at my parents' gala? what makes you think i owed you more than a text? " brow quirks expectantly, lips pressed together in a thin line as a faux smile stretches across her countenance, leaving him with the bitter aftermath. she didn't care then and she doesn't care now. " you want me to be honest? i stuck my neck out for you and you threw it back in my face. so yeah, noah. i didn't feel the need to go out of my way to break things off with you. do you want to throw a hissy fit about that too? "
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it was a shot in the dark . thought he could eventually win her over with his undivided attention and devotion , despite her rejections of commitment . he tried so hard to keep his motions under wraps in the beginning , concealing his adoration and fondness towards femme with upmost effort . but he knew that once she wrapped those long sirenesque talons around his neck , metaphorically and literally , he'd be a screwed man . and now he was a screwed man . “ yeah , i know , i get that . i- ” he's flushed and running out of mental stamina for this conversation , his ego taking hit after hit . " well . we don't really know if we work like that . we've never even tried … “ the idea of their connection ascending above their late night bed sheet link - ups became more and more like a fantasy rather than a visual he could realistically grasp in the future . he notes her body language and the way she's so willing to bolt at any given second . he needed to back down . fast . the worst case scenario is her leaving . “ no , fal , listen ── i'm not tryin' to scare you off . i'm not asking you to date me or like be my fuckin' girlfriend tomorrow . ” he laughs . it's airy … cheap . “ i just wanted us both to have some , uh , sort of understanding . we can both agree that there's .. you know ── certain feelings here . ”
irrepressible sigh falls from lips, eyes shutting to pretend this isn't real, that he's not ruining a good thing over some fallacious feelings. fuck. how does she always manage to find herself in these messy situations? " i don't do relationships, calvin. you knew this about me before we got involved. " track record proved as much. monogamy wasn't in the cards for her at this stage in her life. " we don't work, at least not like that. " sounds harsh when spoken aloud and she hates coming off as a bitch to someone who doesn't deserve it, but it's obvious she needs to stand her ground. legs cautiously shuffle to sit at the edge of his bed, far enough to flee the scene if needed. " i'm constantly traveling. i'm never in one place for too long. and honestly? i don't want to be tied down. not now, maybe not ever. "
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his reaction ( or lack thereof ) is anything but unpredictable . could hear his ignorant response before it even traveled though the tense air between them . albeit , doesn't subside the pang of disappointment that attacks at her heart , solemnly sighing to show for it . “ and you don't care enough , ty . that's your problem . you'd rather live in fucking la la land and pretend that everything's good between us when it's not . getting you to open up is like pulling teeth . it shouldn't have to be this hard . “ she feels pathetic and sensitive ; beginning to truly question whether she was overreacting and making this ordeal larger than it needed to be . can't fathom how nonchalant he's being despite the gravity of the argument . “ end it is crazy . ” uses faux laugh to disguise the threat of an oncoming cry , her hand resting over her mouth . “ i think i will . i'm sick of expressing my feelings to a brick wall . a damn robot . the one time i actually need you to tell me that you care and you can't even pretend that you do . whatever . i'm packing my stuff and i'm leaving . congratulations . ”
may be his biggest pitfall, his inability to see the seriousness of situations, especially when all attention is on him. he's forced to look at her now, ears perking up at the mention of their relationship and the cracks he's been ignoring for months. it's easier to avoid when work can act as a distraction, an excuse to push things off, but this is just the two of them, face to face with their issues. " and that's always been your problem, cam. you care too much about what these random strangers think of you — of us. " has never been the type to put his energy into stressing about other people's comments and unsolicited opinions. " if you're so unhappy, end it. i'm not gonna sit here and beg you to be with me. "
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" what gave you that idea ? i'm guessing you just witnessed the horrible interaction between me and that guy ── i promise it wasn't as bad as it looked . "
" i thought you'd like some company . "
#dialogue ╱ svea.#here's svea!#she's a background dancer for huge stars like beyoncé#workaholic#lovergirl at heart#lmk if you want someone different!
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“ no , you're right . just like old times ── except … something feels different , like , between us … am i tripping ? "
" working together again , it's just like old times . "
#dialogue ╱ jae.#here's jaehwi!#but most people just call him jae#music producer + multi - instrumentalist#super talented#chill#but also a huge charmer#lmk if you want something / someone else
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" maybe i don't want to . maybe i wanna be stuck on you . cuz' that's what i am . i'm stuck on you , samira . you got me wrapped around your little ass finger and it's driving me crazy ─── be honest . did you cast some sort of love spell on me ? i had to check my car the other day for rose quartz just incase . " being that music was his career choice , reese has had the luxury of meeting plenty of woman from all over the world . from north america to asia , from the west coast to the east ─── he had a different groupie in his bed almost every night . but none compared to her . none had the addicting aura or essence that samira brought to the table and now he was willing to go to any lengths to get her back . even if that meant changing his player ways . it brought him more trouble than peace anyways . " you right . the back and forth is crazy . but i'm done with all that , i swear . i'm done with the childish shit . if you give me another chance , i can show you that i'm all about you . i can show you that i'm a changed man now . i'm not the same guy that i was an hour ago . forreal . "
“ i was simply just pointing out the irony of it all . one minute you're going home with someone else . the next you're in my living room trying to fuck me . isn't it funny how fast the night changes ? ” nose scrunches up at the sound of his laugh . doesn't find anything amusing . if anything , she's just annoyed . not only did he barge into her night , but she also didn't want to deal with his big ass head . the ego was insane . “ yours and yet other women occupy your bed ... you're so fucking funny . ––– i think you need to have it in you to catch a fucking grip , reese . what's with you and the back and forth ? i can't keep up . one minute you're here , next you're not . maybe go find someone else to deal with your shit because i'm tired of it . i moved on , maybe you should do the same . ”
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“ who said that i don't give a fuck about you ? you're putting words in my mouth and i don't like that . you may be a terrible person , but i still care for you . let's not forget that i was in love with you at one point . this isn't the vampire diaries ; i can't just cut my feelings off the same way they cut their humanity off . ” ––– “ and as long as you're still sleeping with me , your business is my business . i have a ph balance to protect . ” with her heart right along with it . that needed protection too . connection hasn't always been saturated with toxicity and affliction . once upon a time , long ago , they were happy together . in true love's bliss . in fact , he used to be one of her favorite people . her bestfriend . but romance has a way of dying hard . and it killed her inside . “ fine . leave . just like you always do , deacon . it's the only thing you've ever been good for ─── and when you do leave , don't come back . god , i really fucking hate you right now . ”
“ oh fuckin' brother . my compliment started and ended with saying she looked good . for someone who claims that they don't give a fuck about me , you sure as hell stay in my fucking business . ” he was over it . the back and forth was only fun when she was his girlfriend . now that that ship sailed , she could keep all the theatrics for herself . “ you're only the best when you're on your knees . other than that , replaceable . again : convenience . ––– your boyfriend is amazing in bed and yet you seem to always find your way into mine . how about i do you one better ? since he's so fuckin' great , how about you call him over ? since i no longer have to listen to you're naggin', i'm gonna go on about my business . ”
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scoffs , his patience dwindling as seconds past between them . he's slowly starting to realize he can't charm his way out of impending argument . mentally weighs his options : he could either confess , face the consequences of his actions head on … or … he could deny , deny , deny . one direction looked more appetizing than the other . rolls his lips into his mouth before they part to speak . more like lie . “ alright , alright , here's the deal ━ i didn't kiss her , okay ? she kissed me . it happened before i could even realize what was going on . " knows she'll see through his bullshit , but he'll play the part regardless . searches her feats for a reaction before resuming his falsified explanation . “ you blondes … y'all are fucking strong . i think hercules possessed her when she grabbed my face . but i'm sorry , g . it won't happen again . i promise . you know you're my favorite girl . ”
choosing to ignore what he's saying, not believing whatever he's spewing because she had already convinced herself that he did kiss her. ❛ i'm not jumping to conclusions. i know what i saw and what i've been hearing confirms what i saw in case i thought i hallucinated it. ❜ rolling her eyes at the situation and him, ❛ but please continue, maybe i'll hear you out this time. ❜
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has had her fair share of monogamous relationships and flings . most ending on a bad note or turning bitter due to infidelity ── at least that's what she chooses to tell herself . but she was partially to blame for her several failed romances . her crippling habit of jumping down partner's throat and expecting the worse has done more damage than any cheating scandal ever could ━ and her tie to isaiah turned out to be no different . it feels too natural . too good to be true . and because of that , she's self - sabotaging a good thing . it's all she's ever known . too familiarized and comfortable in her overly - obsessive state . “ no , you're lying . i fucking know you are . the third call didn't even go through ━ did you turn your phone off or something ? too busy with your head between some girl's thighs ? don't lie to me , zay . i'm serious . "
❛ i was busy, svea. i had to work. i wasn't purposely ignoring you. ❜ he tries to reason with her despite how frustrating it was for his phone to go off constantly while he was working, he pushed the blatant red flags aside. brows furrow at the following question, dumbfounded she'd even ask him something like that. ❛ why would you ask me something like that ? i'm not cheating on you. i wouldn't ever do that, don't you know that by now ? ❜
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“ you don't ! you deserve it ━ fuck . don't say that . please don't say that . ” he pathetically pleads , feeling like the ground could crumble underneath them at any second . she's broken , he's broken , but he's still choosing to fight . fight for what he believes in : that he can heal her . that he can consume all the bad shit , eat it , and keep it away from her . singlehandedly be the hero that she's always desperately needed . but how can he save her from herself ? it's a question that loops around in his thoughts like a broken record . would they ever see their happy ending ? … or have they been doomed from the very start ? “ who told you that , bradley ? hm ? who did this to you ? tell me . i'll fucking kill them . i'll wrap my hands around their throat and i'll kill them . i'd do it . i'd kill for you . hell , i'd die for you . ” and he means it . hands latch onto the base of her head as he pulls her in close , resting his forehead against her own . “ just … let me in . please . don't push me away . i'm the last person you need to hide from , i swear . you are everything to me . ”
disbelief and questionable anger reside within caged organ that barely receives the oxygen it needed . maybe because he’s so close she can taste him and it satiates hunger while simultaneously nauseating . it’s all she had been able to process in the span of fifteen minutes . inhales sharply at the overwhelming proximity , all current emotions draining from the center of her body . a bitter laugh spills past soft petals in the process. all of this had been fucking ... pathetic . how could you ever let it get this far between the both of you , church ? bradley crosses her arms against her chest and releases a breath she didn't know she was holding , shaking her head , “i don’t get it .” why he cares . brows tether together and she wants to pull away but she can’t , weight of her body feeling heavier .. less elated and he’s ruining her high . can barely feel her fingertips , “stop —" her vocals are soft and inaudible . she can barely look him in the eye . fingertips latch onto his t-shirt , “you can’t . i deserve it .” the pain .
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the audacity . the fucking audacity of this man and his entitlement . she doesn't show up for one measly shift so he takes it upon himself to appear at her house unannounced ? god . wonders how he even managed to obtain her address . did he have her social security number too ? line of vision flickers between the perfect curvature of his eyes and his full set of lips . he was way too close . so close she could smell the rich smoky notes in his cologne . the same scent he was wearing when he was balls deep inside of her the other night . get ahold of yourself , sof . the inner voice in her head chastises . he can't see you sweat … because that's when he pounces . “ i don't think so . i'm off the clock which means you can't tell me what to do , al ━ now can you leave ? i'm going out with an old friend and i don't want him to see your car parked out front . "
gaze takes in outfit adorning her curves and it’s only a friendly reminder of how delicious lineaments are that lay beneath . body that homme marked with hands and lips so many times , he could create a map of every place he’d been , and briefly wonders if some are still there . perhaps he’d find out if that guard of hers ever came tumbling down -- wishful thinking . "cancel them ."
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swallows thickly , feeling the bile rising back up his throat as he drinks in her unstable condition. “ that ━ that doesn't matter to me … ” he's cautiously takes a step forward , diminishing the space between them as index finger and thumb takes hold of her chin , raising her gaze to meet his . he peers into dilated pupils , searching for some sort of answer ; a reason for the incessant self sabotage . is this truly what love is ? having to watch the demise of the one person you'd do anything for without say in the matter ? this is killing him … seeing her like this . it was too much for him and his deteriorating sanity . “ i don't care whose coke it is , brad . whether it's mine or jimmy's off the fucking freeway … i hate this . i hate what you're doing to yourself . my pretty girl … give the pain to me . okay ? give it to me . i can take it . i can fucking take it . ”
her head was throbbing from the intake of drugs and alcohol in between . is lucky she's able to stand let alone speak to him , dry mouth making her throat burn as dilated pupils take him in and she's inhaling for air that long since escaped her . "they're not your drugs ," points out , "your conscience is off the hook ."
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“ good thing i'm not your mess to deal with after tonight then . ” he deadpans , intoxicated out of his everlasting mind . so beyond himself that his mind could barely recall what drugs he's actually consumed earlier in the evening . these uptight events had a recurring tendency to cause him to spiral and make a mess of himself . being around chiara didn't aide his condition either . beautiful girl , sure , but she had a way of royally pissing him off . triggering him to no end . “ fuck them ── why do you care so much about what they think anyways ? don't you get tired of having to dress up and put on a fucking circus act just to entertain them ── i know i am . think about it ─ when was the last time you've actually felt … free ? "
"you're a hot mess ," she reaches over to adjust the collar of his shirt , patting along his shoulders to spruce up outside appearance . "and i'm not going to sit here and let you make us both look stupid ," especially if it meant hearing the reprimanding of parents who only paid attention when others were involved .
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“ right . she looked good enough for you to dm her on instagram , which to me , it means you want to fuck her . that's literally how we met ― on instagram . your compliments always turn into ' let's link ' . don’t talk to me like i'm stupid , deacon . " a beat . " but you got me there . she's not my friend . in fact ― i barely know her . i just wanted to know if what i've been hearing is true ― and it is . so fuck you , you're disgusting . " she sneers , dark hues figuratively turning green with envy . sunri's toxic trait rearing it's ugly head and showcasing just how nasty and petty she could actually become if it came down to it . “ yeah , you keep telling yourself that . dime a dozen my ass . i'm the best you've ever had and we both know it . you like this big head of mine when it's slurping you dry . ” freshly manicured hand waves him off , dismissing his unwanted presence . “ and you don't know what you're talking about . my boyfriend is amazing in bed . i will admit though , you're the better eater . it's the only reason why i'm still entertaining an asshole like you . so either munch up or leave . i'm done talking to you . ”
“ sensing a lot of projection here . ––- anyway , i dm your friend and tell her that she looked good an all of a sudden you think i want to fuck her and i'm settling ? so much to say about her , are you sure that you two are even friends ? if so , you're rather shitty . ” stifles a yawn , because as per usual , deacon's bored . “ i had no intention on fucking her , nor do i care about getting her to replace you . you're a dime a dozen . there's plenty of girls just like you in LA . you think you're special because you've got a big head on your shoulders , and that's fine . but don't think that just because i keep fuckin' you it's that i can't find anyone else . i enjoy the convenience and the fact that even though you're in a whole new relationship , you're still so willing to get on your back for me . you're bored and your boyfriend sucks in bed so you overcompensate by trying to boost your own ego . so who's really the miserable one ? promise , it's not me . ”
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deep chuckle vibrates from his throat , tongue poking at the innards of his cheek in refined merriment . who was she trying to fool here ? him or herself ? “ princess , let's make that make sense for a moment . you could give two shits about who i'm dealing with , but you were quick to notice that i left the club with a blonde . mhm , super convincing . you're so full of shit . ” and now he's laughing at her . full blown cackling at her expense . reese couldn't help himself . she just looked too damn adorable when she's in denial . “ you are mine . my girl . i think you're just in your rebellious era right now . gotta play the role for hot girl summer , right ? ” ─── “ and stop with all that . how did we outgrow each other when you're still the same height ? 5'2 with way too much attitude . bet i can still fuck it out of you . what you think ? you think i still have it in me to make you cry and cum at the same time ? ”
“ if you knew me like the back of your hand , you would know that i could give two shits about who you're dealing with now and that i'm not doubling back . ––– who i spend my time with is literally none of your concern . i'm not yours anymore . sooner you accept that , the faster we can both continue to move on . ” tosses hair over her shoulder . resting bitch face in full effect because she won't let this man get under her skin anymore than he already has . it was unnecessary to get so riled up . it's what he wanted , anyway . “ that's fine . he can be with another girl , just like i can be with another guy . it just won't be you . we've outgrown each other . might as well call a spade a spade . no need to beat around the bush about it . ”
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“ you and i both know that you've never been the romantic type , so what's the real reason you're here ? ─── cuz' i didn't show up for work today ? i'm a little busy . ”
"we have a date -- i’m here to pick you up ."
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