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exercising is hard being fat is hard

choose your hard.

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skinspoooo0

i need more motivation i've been off my game 😭😭

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if they can do it so can you.

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having an 3d is literally just waiting 24/7

- waiting to w3igh in

- waiting for your next meal / when you can eat

- waiting for ppl to notice your wl

- waiting for the mirror to change

- waiting for the "special number"

waiting waiting waiting . . . it sucks.

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Fuck hot person summer I want skinny spooky season!!

I want to look like a skeleton Halloween decoration

I want to drink pumpkin spice lattes and look all dainty

I want my clothes to fit bigger on me, to look cozy

I want to have cute fall clothes

I want to be able to go for a walk and feel the cool breeze blow through me

I want to see people starring at me and think “how much do they eat”; “they can’t be healthy”; “they look so thin”

I want to look like I walked right out of Pinterest, beautiful, skinny, perfect

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“every taste adds to the waist”

“what you eat in private, you wear in public”

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Keep going till you can be used as other people's thinspo🎀

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from pinterest (th1nspöö)

miss my sick body ;(

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Repost if you’re an 18+ Ed blog

I know there’s more of us out there

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pov: u just ate a 'normal' sized meal and ur stomach feels like its about to explode

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chew, spit

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sometimes i feel like a wannarexic, but then i remember that regular people don't think of how many calories are in smth they even look at

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you don't get it, i can't start living until i'm skinny

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Remember, starving is good. Eating is bad.

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The urge to be known as the "SKINNY BITCH'' (giving my ed a sense of validation)

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They don’t like me because I’m fat.

They don’t talk to me because I’m fat.

They don’t include me because I’m fat.

They are disgusted with me because I’m fat.

They lie to me because I’m fat.

Because I’m fat.

Because I’m fat.

BECAUSE I’M FAT.