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Hey guys, i’ve been at this blog for 3 years now and i keep leaving and coming back. i really want a community to hold me accountable. i don’t wanna keep being fat and i hate myself sm for letting it get to this point. if anyone wants a friend so we can keep each other accountable pleaseeee lmk💞

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SW: 169

CW: 156

GW: 140(in two weeks)

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Im back, once again

I feel so bad that I keep not committing but this time, I fully commit myself to Ana. She will save me.

SW: 164.8

GW for next Sunday: 156

Eventual goal weight: 99

It will be hard, it will be very hard to keep away from food. I swear I’m such a pig. I can’t stay away from it. But now that I am fully trusting Ana, I believe I will be able to do it.

I plan to fast for 70 hours. I am really putting myself out there with this one but I know I can do to! So far I’m at 12 hours 58 more hours to go. I know I can do it and it will feel sooo good.

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I want to be pretty to <\3

I’m done. I’m so done. I’m so tired. I’m so tired of being the fat friend. It doesn’t matter how my hair looks, or how my face looks, or anything else. At the end of the day I’m still fat. I feel disgusting. I feel like a hippopotamus. I feel like a cow. I’m sorry. I’m so sorry, really I am. I tried not to let it get to me. I guess eating disorders never really go away, they will always be a part of you. And they just slowly eat you up until they kill you. Ana will always be a part of me and I just have to accept it. I hate this so much. I hate myself. I’m such a cow. I ate like 10,000 calories tonight. Maybe he will like me again if I’m skinny? Maybe if I was skinny enough I would finally be good enough, finally be pretty. I don’t care anymore. I’m so done with this shit. IM SO DONE. IME SCREAMING INSIDE. I HATE MYSLEF SO MUCH WHY AM I SUCH A FATASS. I NEVER WANT TO EAT AGAIN I DONT NEED FOOD. I DONT EVEN CARE IF I DIE I JUST WANT TO FINALLY BE PRETTY.

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:D

Trying to hit rock bottom again, it’s good to be fuckin back

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I want such a thin waist that you can still see my hair that lays on my back ever from the front.

Like this:

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anybody else get competitive when they’re sibling or cousin doesn’t eat so u starve the rest of the day to seem skinner than them? no? just me? k...

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Free calorie calendars beginner medium and extreme!