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Binged

I tried to fucking fast I fucking binged by eating a bowl of ice cream I really need a Ana buddy, someone to help me some meanspo something, I feel so gross I want to throw up

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I’m so done

I’ve gained all the weight I lost back and I’m so fucking done, please if anyone sees this please be my Ana buddy I NEED to lose weight I can’t be fucking fat anymore

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Literally body checking every fucking day BC I can’t trust a scale lmao

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I binged I need a buddy

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I want this

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Keep eating :(

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NEED A MEANSPO

I need a meanspo to keep me on track if anyone would like to be mine please message me!!!!

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A skinny, more pretty me is drowning in fat, and I’m going to save her.

(via 06-06-1999)

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Suicide

I want it. I do. I want to cut and make the pain go away but I'm being watched so it's hard to run away

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For collarbones

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Lost 7 pounds!!!!

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Want her body

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ribs

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How To Not Binge

Binge Prevention

*not mine, just sharing*

Whenever you eat (normal eating), stop throughout the meal and count to 100 or set the food down and do something else for at least a minute. This will help you practice stopping eating and will make it easier to stop yourself when you start to binge. If you live alone, do not keep “bad” foods in your house. If there are things you’d be tempted to binge on cover the box with a thinspo/reverse thinspo picture or cover it so only the nutrition facts are visible. If you catch yourself binging, immediately throw the rest of the food in the toilet and flush it. The trash can will work but the toilet is better because there’s no way you can go back and get another bite.  You will feel very powerful and in control. It’s not wasting food either because no matter how you look at it it all ends up in the toilet anyway! Try to get away from all or nothing thinking. One mistake doesn’t ruin your whole day and no matter what you’ve already eaten it is still better than more and half a box is a HUGE difference than a whole box. Every calorie counts! Instead of just giving in try to salvage the rest of the day with negative calories and exercise so you end it on a good note. Never say, I’ll do better tomorrow. Say, I’m doing better NOW! If you find yourself binging all the time or constantly feeling the urge to binge try increasing your daily calorie intake. a daily intake of 600 calories that you can maintain is better than a daily intake of 400 with a couple 1,000-calorie binges thrown in. Try thinking about other foods if a particular craving is too intense, you will switch to wanting the other food you thought about and then you can distract yourself from that. It’s not just filling time though you have to get your mind off it completely (but only for less than a minute!) and you won’t want it. If you don’t want to increase calories, try increasing the frequency of meals without increasing calorie intake. If you’re less hungry you will think more rationally about what you eat even if you are still consuming very few calories. Check the safe food list for snacks to keep you on track. An occasional sudden jump in calorie or food intake can actually help you overcome plateaus (when weight loss stops for no apparent reason) by increasing metabolism and digestion and helping bring your body out of famine mode. However, keep it controlled, decide what and how much you will eat in advance, and choose foods with nutritional value. Be careful with this if you are prone to compulsive eating. Also this method is not always predictable and you can still gain weight, especially if the calorie increase is too dramatic or if your metabolism is damaged or slowed. If you binge do not dwell on it, just immediately start thinking proactively and distract yourself with positive thinking and activities. Negative thinking, especially guilt feelings, can become a cycle of thought and behavior. Do something that will get you back in the thin mindset and just focus on what you are doing now and in the near future. Emotional eating is a leading cause of weight gain. Emotional eating happens when you subconsciously associate the food with an emotion, such as love, comfort, security, etc. If you suspect you eat emotionally keep a log of your emotions along with your food, focusing especially on those occurring before, during, and after eating. Identifying the feelings leading to a binge can help you identify what the food represents to you and find something to replace it. Buy a couple bags of raw mixed veggies. Before you binge, you must eat either one or both of the bags. You also must eat 1 serving of brown rice. By now you should either be too full to binge, or if you are still craving, only be able to eat a little bit of the bad food. Whenever you make food, arrange it carefully so it looks beautiful. This will help you pay more attention to your food and how much you’re eating. It also gives you time to reconsider eating it. Eat in the same place every day. At the table is best, not in your room or in front of the TV or computer. Focus especially on the first three bites; after that any pleasure from eating subsides. Chew each bite carefully, 10-30 times, and count. These are good habits to get into that will help you stop binging, or at least slow you down. Allow yourself to have ONE SERVING of a crave food. Plan in advance when you will have it and how frequently you’re allowed to have them (once a week, once a day, etc). Even pastries or high-calorie treats will probably be under 400 calories. You can adjust the rest of the day’s food around the craving food. This will keep you from deprivation-induced binging, and teach you to indulge in a non-binging, pre-planned, controlled way. Keep your hair, nails, and makeup done. Dress well and make sure you always look your best. Keeping a perfect image will motivate you to eat perfectly, and remove suspicion that anything is wrong with you. Waking up early to get ready burns calories too.