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“In my clearest mind, I️ miss you, and even when I️’m not 100% there, you are.”

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Find the right man who cares about you even though you have broken up in a few months or even years

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I met her for the first time since few months ago never to meet and to talk.

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I missed you still am , but the time keeps running, however I've to forget you.

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I am not able

Could my mind anchor in your heart in a while? Because I miss and love you profoundly at the moment. 

Do you want to change? 

Please don't change, I like you before but I have to be able to accept the whole of situations which will occur now even though I have not been able to receive it all.

The more days pass  the more I begin to feel the reality who I don’t want that is someone start busy with your/her/his activity and you/he/she ignore me or even forget me. we are not discussing about the activities, but we are discussing about the changing of attitude which had by someone.

I keep loving you although you begin to change

Can I be able? ^^

Medan, 14-04-2018 09:31 A.M

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They/you/he/she don’t know what I feel now

There are no people who can feel my deep heart, they just known about my feel only saw my face, when I was happy they said that I was happy, when my face shown sadness then they certainly said that I was sad.

So, could you say that they can feel what I feel and they care about what I do now?

Nooo, totally wrong. All of people just care only from beyond myself not in myself.

Can you find someone who really care to me and she/they/he totally care not only beyond myself but also knowing what have occured in myself fully?

Yes, the answer is yess. There is someone who is like it but you will feel hard to find the someone who has the sensitive heart who really care about yourself in or even beyond your heart

Medan, 12 April 2018 - 22:30

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Ignorant? You are just unlucky

Ignorant Ignorant Ignorant . . . . Ignorant!!!!

Actually, there are no people that are ignorant. All of people have individual inteligence, but they can not arrange all it nicely

You are not ignorant boy, you are just unlucky today, and there is no knows what occure tomorrow, next week, next month even next a few years.

Maybe you are fail and unlucky today, but tomorrow or whenever it you will get all of your lucky anymore.

Which important now please dont give up keep fighting until you reach for your struggle.

The most important now you have family and special someone that is you my cha♡ the most mean for you and always there is for you.

Malaysian, April 06,2018 05.07 p.m

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I know to heart who I should be anchored. Like the sun that always rises during the day and the moon is present at night.

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SHE

If you are the one of my readers and curious about my writing is addressed from whom then I will give a answer. Please listen to your the deepest heart, and if you have felt something and you felt that this writing is addresssed for you then this is indeed addresed for you, my reader  ♡

She....

Who is she?

She is the one who always encourages me even though voiceless but through her face. Withnostanding she keep quiet of me and through of her face she always keep make me fall in love.

She always dress up the pink jacket coz the pink is her favourite colours. Why do i know till her favourite colours? Don’t enquire me, I know her so well even her daily activities I know as well. It means I always notice her without anyone knowing it.

She sometimes did the quirky thing or telling everything in the mind , but after she did it and she said me to forgive her coz she’s done the unimportant thing and her behaviour just annoyed me. But what she has done really made me happy and didn’t make me to annoy.

She is smart people who ever I meet that afford changing my live towards positive live. She is one and only one who ever made me always dreaming about her even stil am

I don’t know why I always dreamt her, even when I met her for the first time I began to dream her, When I started to like her I as well dreamt her, and even when we were far apart I keep dreamt you, and somehow I always dreamt you in the crowd in despite of in the crowd but I just focused on you inderectly you are the main cast in my dream coz My feeling in dream was just addressed for you not for other people.

I am the most grateful for you because your life changing my life, because your presence made me though of you. There is someone which I have to love, which I must miss and which I have to protect or which I must guard and she is you. 

But there is something who I dislike of your manner self-treating, you couldn’t love of your body, you force yourself by way of staying up and late to eating. Please love your life as I love you. It doesn’t matter if you don’t love me, or don’t like me even though I love you which important now you have to love your live, please I hope you don’t stay up or late to eat because I am fearful and don’t want to see you fall ill.

The last word which I wanna say,You are my one special person who I have had even though you didn’t know how I feel about you

Medan, 10:26 P.M 21 March 2018 - My Encouragement

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I'm extremely proud of you

First i wanna give you special applause for you because you have achieved your win. I am proud of you notwithstanding i’m not yours, I feel extremely happy to see you in front of us to give explanation about KTI[Karangan Tulis Ilmiah] . There was miracle which I got while I stand by you, I got a full power and can look the world be magnificent[Again] . You forbidden me to didn’t come while during the event, but I come couragously only to see you give explanation, and give support to you even though and maybe you feel nervous about my arrival. Don’t be nervous, okey? I am here to give you support and always encourage your spirit so that you have to keep the spirit and do not falter. Did you rmember about this paper? Why Did I give a symbol ‘Bulan dan Bintang’ ? Because I just wanna always accompany you wherever you are. Only the star which always acompany the month vice versa only the month which always accompany the star and it means that only you always acompany my life , hehee. Don’t be serious, but if you are the one of my reader and read my write which I highlight the sentence and you assume that it is serious of my heart deeply then doesn’t matter because part of my heart has been filled by her. And I said once more Congratultion on your success! I am extremely proud of you. You are the greatest woman who I have ever seen

[Sorry for the late of this post]

Medan, 17 - 03 - 18 [01.44 A.M]

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Is he jealous?

What do you feel when you know your friend likes a woman you like too? And how about your feeling when you know that the woman you like likes your friend?

Upset?

Unconfortable?

Don’t know to say?

But he is one of the people who have the strong heart, he has been relieved seeing his friend or the someone whom he like likes his friends. I’m salute of him, he doesn’t do anything , he doesn’t say anything , not because he was fear or unwilling to try getting the woman to be his, but because he doesn’t want to make this situation worse, he doesn’t want the woman he likes to became the struggle. Now what will he do soon?  Will he leave the special woman? Will he ignore the girl? Not, it will not occure, he always keep beside her notwithstanding she doesn’t know his arrive or where he is now. He keep guard of her from anything that make her hurted. He will always keep oversee her from someone who make her heart injured.

Even though he is not hers, but he will always and will be ready to help and beside her whenever she needs help.

He doesn’t run even though his friend loves the someone he loves.

He doesn’t disappear though he know about his friend’s feelings.

And the worst likelihood is the woman he likes likes his friends and it doesn’t make him to go away from her life, because whenever and wherever he always be ready for her.

Saturday, 17 March 2018 - 00:54 A.M

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I am getting spirit because...

I was spirit because 1 group that is my family. I always thought them if I began lazy and unspirit. Nowadays I am spirit because 1 group and 1 person, who is she? She is my special one person. And when I was lazy or unspirit, I just think about them(my family / she) or one of them. But sometimes and more often thought her and my spirit will come back all of sudden.

04 March 2018

Voiceless but worthest

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No matter what has occured No matter what you've forgotten No matter what you've done No matter what you will do And no matter what you have not done. The most necessary thing is I will take care of you

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You come back unceremonious manner

Forgive me, Sometimes I still falter with you, I fear to repeat all of situation I have been through. I am fearful you force me to far away from you. The whole of your words are still running in my mind. You ever said me I just annoyed you, I am gadfly. Is that right ? 

There are people who said with me You will dump me, but I have never cared with the others, I just care with you, your situation. I will keep fight to wipe the whole of your tears, That is all I need, dump your tears. I have intention, in despite of the worst things will ocurre with me If I tell with you beside you and see your eyes deeply then I am not one to retreat because this is my decision and I will never to regret with my decision. 

I will keep stay beside you, and I always guard you although you have never known about it 

Find me on my blog for full version: http://catatan-harian-kita.blogspot.co.id/2018/03/you-come-back-unceremonious-manner.html

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You are capable of give back my mood again, you are my greatest moodbooster, Thankyou

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