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Because.... Body positivity ❤💋

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Reposting because... Body positivity 💋

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Dammit. I NEED this. 💋💋💋😈🙈❤

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Mmmmm. I need this :)

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It has been SO long since I've last posted.

Here's the sitch!

My trafficker from 2017?? I now know who tf the fucking piece of shit is.

I reported to an officer last Friday.

Waiting on a new detective, now to get an official statement update.

Thank you MM & TB for all the work you did for me from 2018-2020.

I'm terrified. But SO ready to push this damn case forward.

I just hate the waiting period. -_-

I pray it's soon and this goes well.

-Angel Bee

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Successively, I'm tired

So so so so soooo tired.

I've packed. Unpacked. Unpacked some more & re-packed to donate.

There's more to donate.

I have to climb stairs to get to my new room.

My body is yelling at me, but I've never felt more alive &&&&&&&..... Damn.

I forgot that happy feeling.

I LOVE IT.

I may be right across from where you destroyed my heart & wrecked my body for YOUR profit....

But I have the ball in control, now.

2 years later.

My court. My life. My choices.

You cannot touch my healing & success that I've made.

And you never EVER will see me again, M.

I mean that!!

Life is beautiful.

I'm alive.

You have no idea I'm here & healing; sucker punching 👊 my anxiety & past trauma in the ass, every day, every second I go out of my door !

My life. Re-start.

Let's go.

❤❤❤🙏💪

-Angel

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Ok.... Ummmmm...........

I have no words???

Like, c'mon.

Facts, or crap pulled out of your 🍑?? ((Yes, I mean ass)).

-Angel

VACCINATE YA KIDS FFS

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Packing is theee worst!!!!

So many mixed emotions.

O m g.

So, so many.

And my heck, I have SO MANY CLOTHES! 😂😂😂💁

Toys for Tots + clothes to the DI! :-)

Legit almost done.

Boy oh boy!

-Angel

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Survivorship.... DC- I SWEAR.....

We are LITERALLY back to this 💩!?!

Noooo.

I just.... Noooo.

Parson my french- but fuck that, just no!

I am SO opposed to it!!!!

But WHY IS IT A THING?!?

#survivorsaysno

-Angel

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Full-face selfie

And this is right before & then AFTER my sleep study 😂💁

No shame in my messy hair game! ;-) ((Though I WAS//still am pretty exhausted after that test)).

One fact I am MORTIFIED of--? I friggin' "sleep moaned" ALL NIGHT during my study 😂💩🙈

Like, that's why I got it done, to test for APNEA, etc. and see what's up!! But.... Dear heck 🙈

-Angel Beezky 🐝🐞

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I haven't been on in awhile!

Sorry, y'all!

I've been dealing with a TON ((Packing to move, included)).

But life is good ❤📖📘

I am eternally blessed.

🙏😊

Really.

❤❤❤

#ldsconf

It's General Conference Sunday! 😊👏🙏📖📘

Never take life for granted. God has you here for a purpose & reason

Smile. Be kind & serve others in a healthy, righteous way. "Have I done any good in the world, today??"

Love yourself- never give up- but give it all to your Heavenly Father ❤

That's all :-)

-WB ((Angel))

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©"Breathe" by AB

Sometimes I put my fingers down

To feel my wrist pulse

Thump, thump, thump in my veins

Makes me so grateful to be alive

Despite all my tragedies and pains

You see, life hasn't been the kindest to me

I haven't always been "free"

Trafficked, abused, hurt again

I begged, let someone get me out

Let someone be a true friend

But I had to fend for my own

My poor mother hadn't known

And I was terrified.

But thanks to counseling, and telling my story to authority- all my saving grace

I am not afraid to use my voice

Or show my face.

My pulse is my iron rod- my gift from Heavenly Father, my God

The pulse that I love, that I gratefully need....

Reminds me to just

Breathe ❤❤❤

-Angel

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😂😂😂 I can't even....

-Angel

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Boooost!!!!!!

I adore this ❤❤❤😊

-Angel

Being autistic is nothing to be ashamed of

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Hey!!!

So, adulting is real.

And yes, that IS a law enforcement officer beside me. One that is a dear friend that I trust with my life.

And- yeah. That's me.

Surprised??

I am tired of hiding.

To the TWO individuals who hurt me....

You were awful to me.

Brutally, horribly awful.

But I shouldn't have to be afraid!!

I know who has my back.

A ton of people, including my "Badass duo." ((Sorry, guys- you're stuck with that))! 😂👏👋🙏

I don't fear you. Not in the same way.

I love myself & my life!!!!!

If you were going to touch me, or EVEN DARE do what you've already done-- you couldn't. I have a HELLA loud voice, and I would fight like the survivor that I am.

I literally have the best "Angels" EVER watching my back.

Both my brother in laws have military experience & yes, one of them is, in fact, a cop.

I am NOT YOUR VICTIM!!!!!!

You can just... Ya know... Kiss it. 😂🙈💁

So yeah!

Life is good. This is me. And I am proud to say, I am strong, bold, tech savvy, funny, and a goofball. :-)

-Angel

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