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《19.59 pm; fill the silence》 ♦️ He knew it would be you. Doyoung knew from the very first date it would be you. Maybe it was the way you laugh or how your eyes sparkle when you talk about your favorite movie - but somewhere between all the unspoken "I love yous" and bad jokes at midnight he fell in love. Crazily. Insanely in love.

And he was sure back then - just as well as he is now - when he is kneeling in front of you with the biggest smile on his face and the shinniest ring that he wants to spend every second by your side.

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19;37 🌑

Kun holds your hips in place as his thrusts get harder with each second. Red marks cover your hips and you roll your ass back into him meeting his hard member at the same pace. 

“Fuck” he groans in your ear. 

Slender fingers wrap around your throat making you gasp for air with each squeeze. You moan when Kun hits your sweet spot and repeats it earning more whimpers and hot moans in return.

“So much for being naughty earlier” he scofs kissing your bare shoulder.

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《00.58 am》 ♦️ “Do you ever stay awake just to think of me?” 

He shifted his attention to you leaving the video game behind. The half-empty bottle is pushed aside and he tries to hide the scattered white pills as if ashamed. He frowns seeing your pretty white dress crumbling at your feet. Your fingertips are dripping and Jaehyun’s eyelids close for a second. It's so dark without you. “You love me too much and it will destroy you” he recalls your words and opens his eyes to stare back at your red painted skin. 

"Do you ever miss me so much that your heart feels as heavy as the tides and as deep as the ocean?" You ask him.

Your voice was always so sweet, so soft and it feels like honey against his ears when you speak his name. "The universe made my name only for you to say it" he said the first time he asked you to call him Yoonoh. You spoke it with a shy smile and his cheeks went bright pink. "God, I love you. I love you. I love so much it's driving me insane" he said in return spinning you around smouldering you with kisses.

"Baby, do your lungs feel like they are burning when I am not around and do your legs still unconsciously walk to my apartment only to stop at the doorway because you know I won’t be there?” Your voice is merely but a whisper now.

“Yes. All the time.”

Jaehyun’s fingers shake as he undoes the blue ribbon of the heart-shaped box you gave him the other day. He kept it close to his heart before opening. He could still feel you there. All of you. All that he ever loved. Your messy handwriting covered the sides and a smile broke out when he noticed one particular phrase. “My dear Yoonoh, I promise you we will stumble through Heaven together.”

"I wish you would have waited for me, angel" he passes his hand over the letter as your memory drifts away.

Your silhouette is fading now and he feels close too. His eyelids are heavy and he doesn't try to fight it. His mind is in a daze and he lets himself collapse on the cold floor. "There's no use if you are gone" he says to himself crumbling the piece of paper in his fist.

"Just wait for me at the shining gates, baby. I will be home soon."

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《09.48 am; fill the silence》 ♦️ “Do you think the universe would fight for us if we weren’t together right now?” 

Renjun simply smiles and shakes his head. “You’re so cute” he says with the same gorgeous smile on his face that you fell in love with months ago.

"Baby, it would have always been you. We're the perfect match."

"Ok but what if..." you tried to argue but his lips are on top of yours hushing your arguments.

"I would fight for you. Even if the whole world was against us, I would be next to you each morning when you wake up and when you went to sleep."

He brings you closer in his embrace and a soft kiss presses against your knuckles.

"You are mine and I am not planning on ever letting go."

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《01.19 am; fill the silence》 ♦️ He couldn't keep his eyes closed for one second. His thoughts always traced back to you and he had that stupid smile on his face. Taeil groans burrying his head in the pillow.

Your name dances on top of his tongue and he bites it hard to stop himself from calling you again at this late hour. He stares at the ceiling, the shadows dancing gracefully and he swears he can almost see your face. His cheeks turn red and he picks up the phone.

"Why do I like you so much? You're all I can think about day and night."

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《21.09 pm; fill the silence》 ♦️ Your heart missed him, your body missed him, every last bit of your soul missed him. "I will come back to you" he said before leaving to that hollow place. It's been weeks, months even but his voice and his smile were still locked in your mind.

"Hey, dummy, don't cry" Johnny said as you clinged to him begging him to not close his eyes. "I will come back to you. Always."

But he won't. And "maybe it is true angels always long to go home too soon", you tell yourself looking at his smiling picture once more.

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《22.19 pm; fill the silence》 ♦️ Brown eyes watch you unzip your dress, the slow rythm of the music barely reaching his eyes. All focus was on you and the way your hips swayed to the side, pink glossed lips mouthing the lewd words of the song.

Jaehyun swallows hard and feels his whole body burning with desire. Your manicured nails tease him, toying with the straps of your dress. It falls on the ground and you turn your face to him. He pushes his hair back, knuckles gone white from how hard he tried not to kiss you senseless in that moment. You nod and he stands in front of you.

"I'm yours now, so take me."

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《00.50 am》 ♦️ Ten breaks into a smile when he finds you fallen asleep on the couch waiting for him. Your favorite romantic comedy playing in the background and an empty bowl of ice-cream laying on the table. He giggles pulling his phone out snapping a quick photo.

"You're lucky you're my girl" he sighs when he notices his hoodie stained by the ice-cream you had earlier.

He pecks your lips taking your hand into his.

"What am I going to do with you, cutie?"

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《23.07 am; fill the silence》 ♦️ Winwin has you pinned against the door frame of your apartment. He looks at you through dark lashes and you notice his mouth turn into a cheshire grin. 

"My baby" he coos fingers playing with the angel wing attached to your choker. 

Your hands are laying on his belt and you felt your whole body burning with desire. You need him to kiss you, touch you, feel you, be in you. “Please” you try to plead, but your voice is raspy and it comes out in a soft cry. 

“I want to take it slow tonight.” He leans closer and kisses the side of your face. “I want to remember how beautiful you are.” 

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《00.15 am; fill the silence》 ♦️ He was just as beautiful with disheveled hair and blood-shot eyes. Maybe even more so as he stumbled inside the hallway and his lips found their way to your neck without a word. Sucking on the same spot that always made your knees weak, Jungwoo's hands snaked under your shirt.

"You can't jus..."

He cut you off resting his forehead against yours.

"I need you. I miss you."

His voice was shaking and his eyes teary. You let him in - again. His words lingered in your mind, burning your throat when you tried to speak them. Jungwoo plants kisses all over your chest with his eyes closed.

"I need you" he repeats and you let him break a piece of yourself to make him feel complete one more time.

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《07.34 am》 ♦️ The subway was too crowded this morning. You looked over at his side as he was pulling his hoodie down, even with his whole face covered you could still feel your heart thumping in your chest as you looked at him.

You held the pole tightly as the subway starts moving to the next station. He was there, but you couldn't throw him one more look for fear someone will recognize him. He nudged you softly with his elbow moving in closer.

Jaehyun's warm hand brushes over yours and you feel him intertwine your fingers with a smile.

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《12.35 pm》 ♦️ How in the world was he so cute? Goddammit. He passed a hand through his hair and your breath got stuck in your throat. The corners of his mouth rolled upwards and he laughed loudly to another girl’s whispers. Giving her a wink he turned back to you.

“Are you ok?” he asks waving his hand in your face as the girl walked away from your desk.

You blink rapidly nodding your head.

"So... a date huh? I overheard, sorry my headphones aren't loud enough" you say turning the page to your novel.

Jaemin laughs heartily and places his hand around your shoulders pulling your chair closer to his.

"I'm not going. I would rather watch you read that book in silence then listen to some cheerleader's gossiping."

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《4.22 am; fill the silence》 ♦️ He watches your chest rise and fall down softly, you were always so beautiful laying in bed in just his oversized shirt. The comedy movie playing on TV has been long forgotten and now all Mark can do is admire you sleeping peacefully. You always stole his pillow and maybe that's why he preffered to keep your head on his chest, as close as he can to his heart.

But his heart is aching and always longs for you. Your fingers search for his hand and you smile unconsciously snuggling closer to his side. He closes his eyes and lunges forward to catch your hand, but you are not there anymore and Mark wakes up to an empty hotel room.

"Fuck, how much I miss you."

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《14.34 pm; fill the silence》 His smile made your heart skip a beat and then one more when he kissed her cheek. He was happy, eyes glistening with joy and love. But she was sad, she watched you greet him taking in the way Yuta's smile dropped a little when you left the room. He wishes it was you.

"You're in love" the girl next to him states rathen than asking.

"Of course, baby. I love you."

She shakes her head while her fingers grip his tighter as if scared he will run away.

"You're in love with her, not me."

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《17.47 pm; fill the silence》 ♦️ "If you could be anywhere in the world right now, where would you want to be?" you ask with one finger spinning the colorful globe. Your index landed on a small island and you saw Doyoung smile in return.

"You want to go there?"

A pair of hands wrap around your waist as you feel yourself drowning in the faint cinnamon scent and his fuzzy sweater.

"Do you?" came your answer before placing a small kiss on his jaw.

"You know I would go anywhere as long as you are with me. No matter where, angel."

"No matter where" you say back as in a trance hugging him closer.

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《15.21 pm; fill the silence》 ♦️ Your eyes roll back watching the couple at the table next to you.

"Why do you have to be so loud, it's a goddamn library" you hissed more to yourself.

Your head fell on the stack of books and your loud sigh melted against the sweet whispers and giggles of the couple. "This won't do." Your eyes stay closed until you hear the chair next to you being pulled back.

"Coffee? I thought we could study together, you know I'm better than you at foreign languages."

Prying your head from the Chinese book you see your seat mate Chenle giving you a toothy grin.

"Two sugar cubes and one pump vanilla syrup, did I get it right?"

His eyes turn into half-moons as he smiles and for the first time that day you felt your heart beat a little faster.

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《20.56 pm》 ♦️ "Do I scare you, darling?" Johnny speaks, his eyes watching the malt liquor drip from the half empty bottle.

"No."

"Are you sure?" He looks up with a grimace "Because I can see you shiver everytime my fingertips touch your bare skin and I can feel your heart jumping out of your chest even from across the room. I know your body goes numb each time I make love to you and it hits you stronger each time."

"I am not scared." You repeat looking straight into his brown eyes. "I am terrified."