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Is duniya Ka sitam yeh hai ki ek gustaki zindagi Kay rang badalti hai.

Badalnay nikaltay toh hum duniya ko hai magar kudh badal kar ajate hai.

Is Dil say puchta hai wo laal gulab kaisa lag raha hai. Has kr kehta hai, maine hi toh rang laga Diya tha.

Ab is sochne wali cheese ko koun bolay ki kaam Tera sirf samajne Ka hai sochna toh khuda par chod dena hai

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You!!! What are you doing here? You took her smile away. Now, what do you want now? Her corpse?

He smiled wickedly and answered," that would be too kind of me and I'm not known for being kind. Anyways, it's her own fault." Indignation laced her but nothing but a chuckle came out of her mouth," Done with your gaslighting? Don't try to pass on the blame to others, it's you who has been traumatising her for the past three years. Let her live in peace. You just pop up out of nowhere and torture her. But now you have overstayed your welcome. You can leave, otherwise I will call someone."

"Hahahaha, you would call someone? Who? Your therapist? Telling her that you are back to the square one . I thought you hated the medicines." He replied with humour.

She stared at his cunning smile and realisation struck her, "No no, this can't happen again, I can't go back down that road. I won't let you. Noo noo." Tears streamed down her face. Her tormentor, her bane of the existent. Her darkness was back.

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Walls were closing up on me. I felt trapped. Everything was blurred. I tried to call. All my ' friends ' were smirking at my foolishness. They asked ' do you really think you are so special that anyone would end up staying? I could feel my heart beating fast but I couldn't feel my body. I panicked! Is my body also leaving me? My mouth was closing up. Their words were playing soccer in my mind. I suddenly realised fire was engulfing me. I was about to combust when I woke up with a start. I looked around, and the blackness marked my room. The soft breaths of my roommate reached my ears and I felt myself being grounded. The fleeting memories of my dreams made me delve into the meaning of it. The hot flashes that shot through my body in my dream were not from fire but from the echoes of my loved ones. Is it life? Do people change? Why can't I be the person that people want. Why are they leaving? Is it because I'm not capable enough of reciprocating their love? Is this why I have no true friends. I feel left out. I chuckled as my whole life revolves around this 'why.' I feel like I'm spinning on this why. Shouldn't I... My thoughts were interrupted by my alarm. I sighed. Another day, another nightmare