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I would fix myself for him.

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I should live for once, get out of my mind for a little, and enjoy my friends and family, but I am so comfortable in my mind. I can do whatever I want, I can let myself do things that I would never do in real life because of fear, of judgment. But it brings disadvantages I can't care for anything else, anybody else. I don't appreciate anything. I don't care about anyone. I am turning into a selfish, depraved, greedy, perverted, apathetic, cynical person. And I know I have to change before I get worse but I don't know if I want to get better. Because I tried to fight against me, and I was losing. It hurted so bad that all my forms of escapism were appearing as good options for me. I like to be bad, I get attention, from people I want. And I can include myself in some groups, I can relate and have empathy. The kind of attention I get isn't the best but I like it, honestly, I love it.

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°•hysteric angels•°

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Childless woman- Sylvia Plath

The womb

Rattles its pod, the moon

Discharges itself from the tree with nowhere to go.

My landscape is a hand with no lines,

The roads bunched to a knot,

The knot myself,

Myself the rose you acheive

This body,

This ivory

Ungodly as a child's shriek.

Spiderlike, I spin mirrors,

Loyal to my image,

Uttering nothing but blood

Taste it, dark red!

And my forest

My funeral,

And this hill and this

Gleaming with the mouths of corpses.

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Just like me fr

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A Better Resurrection- Sylvia Plath

I have no wit, I have no words, no tears;

My heart within me like a stone

Is numbed too much for hopes or fears;

Look right, look left, I dwell alone;

A lift mine eyes, but dimmed with grief

No everlasting hills I see;

My life is like the falling leaf;

O Jesus, quicken me.

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Kill kill

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Saw ldr show in São Paulo this year and it was amazing really loved it. Some pictures that I took in SP

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