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I found a man, but turns out hes not as gentleman as i think, ga act of service jg, kinda boring, tapi somehow also a demanding and super clingy person, oh god….should i deal with another unmanly man? I was just super fucked up. Walaupun sifat dia yang lainnya itu yg selama ini gue cari, ga ngerokok, mantannya cuma 2, islamic, comes from a wealthy family or atleast yaa okelah, bukan sandwich generation, ya walaupun ga meet semua conditions gue ya ky tetep punya adek cewe, not physically my type actually, ya tapi semua yg susah dicari di lakik tuh he got it all. Jaman sekarang sulit bgt sihh dpt yang ga ngerokok ga ciuman:( gtau gue mau alhamdulillah apa gimana wkwk tp plissss ya allah rubah dia jadi act of serviceeee:((((

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If he missed me, he will reach out. BUT I MISS HIM AND I AINT REACH HIM OUT

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Reasons i gave up on him:

1. No trying to win me back

2. Block moi socmed

3. Show no emotion

4. Someone told me you mustve had new girl

5. I cannot reach you

6. My sister and besties told me not to

But if you call me, i will answer ryt away AND I PROMISE YOU THIS TIME I WONT REJECT YOU EVER AGAIN

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I dont know if someone will notice, but ive seen tiktok advice and they told me to write love letters so you willl coming back to me immediately.. am i insane if i join them?

I been in love with someone and i thought that we can be together, but it doesnt seem to be happen, we broke up at the end of the day, yaaa walaupun never being in an official relationship with him, but at least he called me girlfriend in front of his mother, his friends and everyone (even i havent decided yet) but unfortunately we ended things in a worst way… how? The one you cannot even explain what happened and just let us go, i did give him a closure just to be clear, but he doeesnt seem to understand whats really going on.. dia tuh cuma kurang pengalaman aja ngehadepin cewe kaya gue, trust me, um whats exactly girl like me? Cmon aku cuma butuh dirayu-rayu, dibaik-baikin, is it that hard? I just wanna be with someone who is obsessed with me, put myself on his top priority, being the one he talk to when he wakes up, be his real love pillow talkers,the one he would remember when he wins in life,but… He never learned his lesson, padahal ga sekali dua kali loh aku kaya gitu, dan dia harusnya udah ngerti or atleast gave me his word to comfort me, tp enggak.. he left me instead, itu jg gara gara gue kasih closure, jadi dia ngasih jg,kalo ngga? Who knows mungkin gue masih ga dichat sampe 2 minggu dan asli, gue pribadi sih ga tahan.. its barely criminal dude..and i assume he just got another girl and already losing interest on me, and he doesnt really gives a fuck about what happened??? Im clueless.. Its all in my head,but i really do hope, hes coming back, call me, reassure me if we are on the same boat this time..

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So these two guys start to act differently, i was so sure to dump him bcs??.p why not? Hes starting to act nonchalant at the first place? Dont you think im a fool so i dont feel the detachment. Me? Confused? Try me honey, i will make sure you are the one who confused of what you did. Kalo emg mau cabut cmon i have dozen guys waiting for me on my Dms

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Me when i love someones son💕

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One of the weirdest day of my life, gue just being myself ngomong ngalor ngidul sama satu laki ga jaim, bomaaat deh pokonya, kirain gabakalan ketemu lg wkwkw malah dimintain ig lanjut wa dll. Bjir

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Cudeeeii aku masak nasi liwet, with wingss and eegggiiie, 10/10 alhamdulillan dipuji mirkyyyy masakanku inihhhhhh. Seneng gitu kalo kita masak tp yang makan tu muji kek makin semangat masaknyah

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Anak kos : another day another cooking tempeeeeeeee, kali ini tempe fillet dengan topping minyaakk😂

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Lumayan jg yg ngeseen profile w, tp mentok aja gitu segitu abis fyp abis itu udah weh, ky rasa aku ke kamu wkwkwkwkkwk puihhhh

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Does that makes sense tho? Kaya disini ada ga sih yg terlalu clumsy or its just me being super terrible after did CLUMSY THINGSSSS and thats annoyed me, i wassss full of counciousness doing everything in order, but the thing is my clumsiness will always be there….haunting me, and dang i really did. Ky kalo lama lama mikir dih gue bakaal lakuin hal ceroboh apalagi ya, and it just happenned?! How come, can u imagine

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Wokwowkk msh ada breakup text yg gue kirim ke ex :) jir abis ini lgsg gue apus sih, sampe ga bersisa apa apa lg yg berhubungan sm dia, pokonya yg buka notes gue itu pemegang rahasia A1 dunia

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Pengen bgt balik dan peluk diri gue pas koas, kalo diinget inget sedih sih dibegoin dan dibohongin orang 3thn. Everyone says lucky me to be treated like princess, but man, little did they know that i been suffering on something i cant tell. Thank God He gimme strength i needed. Also damnit i have to know the truth at the end of the day. Pas bgt bbrp bulan sebelum ukmppd, pokonya new year lah, gue breaking up and thats an upcoming really shit hellish months for me. Peernahhh bgt pas ga sengaja ketemu orangnya saking gue panik gue mimisan, a real trauma. Tp foolish me pelan pelan gue nerima kejelekan dia dan ya siblok ini maafin hahahaa what a plot twist, but then again, so pasti BREAKING UP AGAIN bcs hes a real definite liar and jerk and everything that need to put in hell. Kalo tau gitu gue colok aja matanya pas dia pertama kali minta kenalan bjir

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Kaget ga, kaget dong. Hari ini mau ke rs, jaga malem, tapiiiii pap dulu hahahahahaha, i hope someone will accept me the way i freaking am

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Today im cooking tempehhhh bcs tempe goreng kering is the easiest dine i can serve while im exhausted by the work. I was hoping that my future husband will like any fuckin food i serve him bcs it will never be easy balancing your life, at all

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Starting another mundane day by creating a new recipe of mine, try get to the context by not asking how does it taste✋🏻

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things can make memories. he said “poor the-bracelet i gave you”. i was just like, im using this to make you proud of me. to make you feel im fully respect the gift. but..hell no more