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Our interaction today felt so forced and like she wasn’t actually listening to me.

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I wanted more time with them, as much as it hurts to admit I will miss them, awfully bad

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What would I do without Fiorella🤍 she’s the first person I told right after finding out and so far she’s been an angel

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The funniest thing is that I related to her because of the “I don’t know what kind of girl I am” quote not because I was pregnant or intended to be this early on life but here we are!

My Juno pfp was such good foreshadowing 💀

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My Juno pfp was such good foreshadowing 💀

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Random thought of the day: I’m on my first trimester and I am a little scared of morning sickness. The least I want to do is loose weight because it reminds me of a horrible time in my life. (I promise I’ll tell you about this). I’m aware things will be different this time (for the better) and even if I end up having it, I’ll push through. I’m a mom, I can do anything!

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I HAVE A BABY Y’ALL

Never thought it’d utter this words before telling you guys my most profound lore regarding motherhood but I think I’m pregnant

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Still no period and today we’re taking a test !

Never thought it’d utter this words before telling you guys my most profound lore regarding motherhood but I think I’m pregnant

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I hope you´re happy mom. It was always me.

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“People aren’t entitled to feel happy for you when you succeed”

My boyfriend and another guy friend told me this.

Context: I got a relatively good grade on one of my toughest subjects this term. I’m incredibly happy because I didn’t think I’ll make it.

I told the group chat, LOVEMUFFIN, despite not being as close with them as I used to. Two of this members have already seen that subject and know complicated it is, yet all they could say when I told them my exam grade was “not bad”. Then proceeded to tell about another of their friends who got a higher score than me saying he’s amazing for acing it.

I told them how I felt about that and there was no response. Yes I lashed out, but because I had to. The whole day I have been biting my tongue at every stupid comment towards my situation. “Oh if you would have done that, you could have gotten a better grade” “One mistake ruined your whole exercise” “why didn’t you score higher?”

They left me no choice.

In response to the quote written in the beginning. YES, they aren’t, but it’s a different story when you’re supposed to be “friends” or even worse, they told you they’d celebrate your achievements.

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wait, isnt NSFW the letters on the compass

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Oh and I forgot Erick and Fiorella want to do their graduating project (thesis) together. Needless to say, it was very uncomfortable when I asked her if she wanted to do it with me.

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“I’m disappointed in you”. ‘ My mom saw me curled up in a ball because my stomach pain won’t go away and nonetheless said these words.

I’m in pain and it’s not going away. I think I might be pregnant so if you think you’re disappointed, you just wait.

I wanted to call/ text someone other than my boyfriend about how I’m feeling but I don’t want to tire anyone out. I’m alone in this and I have to accept that.

Today I felt bad because my boyfriend responded other girls’ messages on his DM. Of course it wasn’t anything romantically , they’re friends of his, but still, it made me jealous. Then I calmed down when I remember what I almost did to him with [redacted]. Maybe I deserve this, so why did I get mad anyway?

I hate that being aware interrupts my peace.

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Never thought it’d utter this words before telling you guys my most profound lore regarding motherhood but I think I’m pregnant

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Moscow journalist interviews a penguin (1966)

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