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G-Dragon (Motte Act:III) Experience

Okay.. This is one of the best night of My Life, I have been through so much just to get into this Coliseum, I will give you my schedule that day

First I started to find a Concert buddy since none of my real life friends is crazy enough to go with me they are muggles that are not listening to k pop that much I have a few but not as crazy me. I go to twitter to find VIPs (Big bang fandom name) I actually found loads of them and I was thankful to them we have a system you see.. We made a CSI-like plan to get the best seats since it a free seating

Chapter 1:

will camp out in-front of the Coliseum and take turns to sleep and of course protect our spot.

make a queue number for the whole seating section

take turns again so the others that camp out can take a nap

there is someone who is a look out for freebies (our fandom is the best, they give free water and cookies and oh there is a banner and a lot more actually)

meet up is 9AM

Chapter: 2 The Execution of the plan (Drama starts.. here)

Yes, We are 50% successful here.. You see the picture we are quite proud other members are not here since they are taking a nap but so.. everything went smooth till its my turn to take a shower (this boo do shit always happens to me)

~~Before the queue numbers were agreed to be given since the promoter of the concert is a freaking dumb ass and I am giving a shout out to IME-PH you guys royally screwed up both our boys. (white night is scheduled to be on in about 22 days here y'all already know) The guard who are in-charged of the event started to get all cocky and says that we are not authorized to organize the line because they have a way of doing things and the mini fight we had with them (was one of the most stressful hour of my life) and then finally agreeing to our terms.

I took a shower around 2 pm been protecting the spot for about 8 hrs now,  So my friend chatted me that they started to open the gates and the line broke apart and was not in order and the queue number we gave that was like 700+papers.. while I was there in my dorm.. I quickly change and wanted to teleport to the coliseum.. when I arrived there is  chaos indeed and I took the chaotic atmosphere to my advantage and waltz my way in the entrance and internally praying I wont get caught that I just got there, and guess what? (y'all say what in your head right?) Okay.. I got in like a boss yess a boss and walk thru the long ass line and find my squad in front of those thingies you see only in sub-ways and train stations and found my squad but y'all there was a lot of things that happened but if you are really curious just searched about this in Twitter #MotteinManila to get bits of info, I was really lucky that day, if you have seen the line and the chaos on the line, You will get down on your knees and thank god real time, Anyways I kind of feel bad to the members that took a nap. they were left outside and here we are the one who benefited for their hard work, and just going to give them a shout out, Hi Guys!! you guys are on my first blog!! yay!!

Chapter III: (inside the coliseum)

I can't express with words oh how overwhelming I felt that night, It feels surreal. The person you liked for years, listening for years.. Finally I can see him live with the people around me who loves him just as much, This is my first k-pop concert and it did not disappoint guys. He gave his all like always he sings and rap and it is legit and oh dances like a God, The concert, the set up of his intro of the concert was like a movie and a key pass into his inner thoughts like saying "Welcome to Kwon, Ji Yong's world" not G-Dragon but Kwon Ji Yong and he started with Heart-breaker! I CAN'T EVEN SCREAM BECAUSE I WAS IN COMPLETE AWE. like you rarely see me quite and I am usually a person who jumped around like a madman but I. DID. NOT. It was like.. I am absorbing his presence and aura and at the same time pinching myself asking "Fuck!! is this real? I looked to the people around singing their heart our for Jiyong and chanting his name every chance we get! the beautiful yellow ocean.. is L I T fam

Chapter IV: Jiyong-Dara collab stage after 8ryrs (Daragon whats good?!)

I was not expecting much since these two is not really vocal on whats their relationship to each other they often says that they the following:

Friends

She is My Noona (GD)

He is My Deongsaeng (Dara)

YG Family

Label mates

office mates

But I like them yes, I am a shipper but I don't shove that the people's faces I think there is nothing wrong with, Yes I am a delusional fan at times. You want them to be together that is why you ship people they are like my ultimate OTP (one true pair) I like the concept of this two the Bad boy meets the Good Girl vibe. They have these chemistry and weird tension when these two are around each other they have known each other for almost 11yrs? maybe more.. and still.. it is a mystery to me that why they are awkward on-camera than off-camera but anyways.. Dara of 2ne1 is a guest in Motte in Manila best believe ya girl was ecstatic about this just them on stage singing for 3mins is heaven for and to feed my shipper-self little did my shipper-self know that OTP will serve a buffet meal for applers and did 2 songs plus an Encore with matching couple hoodie!!!!! I was like "!!!!!!! triggered !!!!! triggered !!!" Dara improved and her vocals are on point that night, tho I can't hear that much because these two slayed that stage and all you hear is apols screaming and shouting "Daragon" for a good 2 minutes? maybe less.. then back to "Kwon, Jiyong" chant. they sang Missing you and it was very appropriate to my feels they have not had any form of interaction for months since that "joke of the year" that they pulled then hello was next then who you of Jiyong he was so extra and cute calling her Noona "Baby" the feed us well and Encore was a pleasant surprise btw Jiyong hurt his lips and it was bleeding and that boy joked that the mic love him too much then he went back stage and was Dark for a while and then Crooked started playing and the lights went back up fans starting to scream Jiyong's name again when the box thing in middle opened I thought jiyong will pop up but it ain't Ji instead it was Dara Dancing and Jumping like a kid I assumed that jiyong was seriously hurt and got treatment that is why Dara will do the encore instead, To my freaking surprised again it was Jiyong started singing crooked they are so cute let me tell ya.. just look the picture

(ctto: google)

Chapter V: MOTTE

This is the most important part of the concert, where he was in a room looking himself in a mirror like reflecting.. it was very raw we all know him as the Super star of South Korea, One of the best artist Asia has to offer he is expected to be always number 1 and consistently doing it slaying day by day just to perfect his craft,  half his life he dedicated it to performing and making music that will stay as his legacy but he is human that is what I was reminded while watching that monologue, like he is telling me that he has flaws and he is not perfect I felt sad when he said that sometimes G-Dragons clothes feels heavy on his shoulders, I was thinking as a fan I only admire him as GD untouchable in Music Charts, living a very glamorous life he is that Trendsetter everyone wants to follow.. there are two questions in the video and I thought about it.

Who is G-Dragon to you?

He is a Leader of the Best Boy Group I have come to love over the years, He is a music producer and founder of peaceminusone , He is one of the best rapper in his generation and one of the people who paved the way for Korean Music to get recognized all over world Him and Bigbang help other Artist to be recognized internationally for me, they hold the key for me to appreciate the other culture and language. He is a national treasure to me.

2. Who is Kwon Ji yong to you?

I shall ask his family? But watching the concert and observing him over the years.. Kwon Jiyong is a shy guy and He is a Brother, Son and a Friend ~ I have seen a glimpsed of Kwon Jiyong on his concert and I want to know him more, I hope you continue to live as Kwon Jiyong more do whatever makes you happy and be careful when you enter the Military we are all going to wait for all of you.

~ He's life was never easy probably feel like he was isolated and while making his Album he thought of a lot of things and wanted to sort who he is, since he had lived as GD half his life and forgot who is Kwon Jiyong, But one of the reason why I made this blog is to Thank him, I know he will never see this. At least in the cyber world I get say Thank you for letting us see the other side of you. The person in you not the celebrity you, Thank you and stay safe.

-- Pyooong!

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Not my day.

Today i feel like an outcast.

I feel all alone with absolutely no one to talked to. 

I am screaming inside my head. Bt no one notice it. 

Nothing goes my way today. hopefully. tomorrow is better.

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~

The night is young. I feel old. 

It is dark, so is my soul. 

Stars can’t be seen tonight. they were never bright. 

they say they are the guide at night. I look at them why do I still feel lost tonight. 

Sorry they say. But why people never stay?

Staying was never the option for me. as walk the road alone. even me is leaving me 

Is this a life a live? or the living is life. 

I don’t even make sense now. but my head says that I never did. I don’t know, we will never know.

Please you is reading this. Live life as if there is no pain for that tomorrow bring. 

Be the stronger version of me, The me that I lost along the ago.you don’t need to believe to the genie, you is a fairy. 

unicorn.

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Who are you, School: 2015

Starring: Kim So Hyun, Nam Joo Hyuk and Yook Sung Jae Plot: Sekang High School is themost private high school in Seoul's Gangnam District, and Go Eun Byul is the most popular girl there. Meanwhile, her identical twin Lee Eun Bi is living in an orphanage and is being bullied at school. Then one day, Eun Byul mysteriously disappears. Soon after, Eun Bi loses her memory ans is mistaken as being Eun Byul. Eun Bi then starts living her life as Eun Byul. Fist off, I have been hearing nice feedback about this drama, but when I did check the plot, I thought that it is going to be a typical high school parents trap movie and because it is Korean, I thought having the other losses her memory will just a very predictable twist.

You have to understand that I just finish watching 13 reasons why before watching this, bullying became a very sensitive topic for me, I did not experience first hand. But I witness it before as a by stander. I know how scary it is to watch a bunch of asshole bother a very quite person who just wanted to learn, Here where I live bullying is not punishable by the law yet. 

First, I have tried to understand Kang So Young on as to why she being a bitch to Eun Bi, I thought to myself.. Maybe they were friends and there was huge misunderstanding between them because the way Eun Bi just let her do things to her like she was a doormat. Then I started to hate Kang So Young because it is not enough that she is bothering her in school she have the audacity to go to the foster house and bother here there. That is her only safe haven from the shit she is getting everyday. 

Next is seeing her adopted siblings getting bullied and she was sticking up for them but can't stick up for her self. I want to her friend and defend her so bad. She has a sister but Eun Bi or I actually miss that she is not aware of her having a sibling. if she was aware of her existence she probably would have not done that. In a spur of moment you wanted to die, you want end the pain. I understand that feeling. 

photo not mine: ctto

Eun Byul, I love her character. She is everything that is Eun Bi is not they kind of balance each other. I like how Kang So Young is scared at her, Like that nampeon gigibae (bad girl in Hangul) Eun Bi the forgiving and calm one. 

Han Yi Anh, I don't why the story of Eun Byul and Yi Anh ended. Why did Han Yi Anh change his feeling for no specific reason other than they grew up? Okay ship them but.. I like him but Eun Byul NOT with Eun Bi. The character was awesome. 

Gong Ki Tae, Let us not start how his story-line break my heart for him. He grew up practically alone, with his Dad being aloof from him for some reason, The kid stayed in an Mental Institution for some reason. Now he found a girl he cares and wants to protect or probably he saw something in Eun Bi that he saw himself when he was young, Scared. Confuse. Sad. Lost. then Eun Bi is not hard to like she is gentle and kind opposite of his outer personality. But when he confess and Eun Bi rejected her and he was willing to wait and that scene where he said " No matter how much I think about it, I don't know how I can stop liking you, So I will just stay here like this. You don't have to be sorry to me, you don't have to do anything, Just know how I feel. I'm done. You can really go in" I feel sorry for him like, I wanna adopt him. The 2nd lead syndrome is too strong.

Well, all in all the story is awesome the actors portrayed their so well, The mothers, The Teachers, The sisters, The friends. Suicide in Korea has a high rate. Probably because their education system is too hardcore and the pressure got to them, this drama is wake-up call as well to everyone that you should treat everyone with respect. 

PS: 

I leave you this beatiful OST of this drama. as usual vid was not mine. 

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Emmy Contender: ‘Girls’ Says Goodbye With A Critical Comeback

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Indie is life 

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Emmy Contender: ‘Girls’ Says Goodbye With A Critical Comeback

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Even if you’re willing to abandon everything else and give your all to do your best, it’s still a tough place to survive.

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Reply 1994  [Answer Me]

Reply 1994 

Starring: Go Ara, Jung Woo, Yoo Yeon-seok, Kim Sung-kyun, Son Ho-jun, Baro, Min Do-hee, Sung Dong-il, and Lee Il-hwa. 

Okay, let us start shall we? I did like the Drama. The story because they are all funny. It is just I don’t what the massage was? Am I like Sam Cheong Po? Who is half-witted? The story obviously centered to the love story of Na Jeong and who is she going to end up marrying. but I expected it to be so much more, It is probably me because I watched this show in all the Reply Series I started Reply 1988. which was the best out of the 3. *sigh* Bless that show. The struggles of a college student. it was not emphasize clearly here. The realization n how to overcome moving to a very huge city. they have adjusted well. I am going to discuss that later. 

Lets go ahead to the things that I didn’t get: 

1. The unnecessary 3 OTP

Why would you write an possible love line to Haitai and Na Jeong? It is already painful enough that the solid Hubby was Trash, The story line is obvious even after all the trouble of having Haitai break up with her “First Love” . You should have put a love traingle to Samcheonpo and Yoo Jin because that would make sense, These are like best friends. But in the end I like that He was with Ae Jung since First Love in Reply seems has a motto of “first love never dies but ,ake the audience go cray of guessing”  

2. Binggeure story line, I was expecting to be a scene stealer in this one. Him being a musician and “trying” to make it in this harsh world of being young, ambitious but failing. I did not get the story line between him and Trash and him going to Pusan telling trash “you don’t have to treat me anymore, I came here so that you can treat me one last time”  - I suspected he liked trash in a romantic way but then thought that in Repy 1997 there was a story line thats exactly like that, no way they will do that again. I MEAN NO WAY RIGHT 

3. The who is the hubby

I am not going to Lie I am Team Chill Bong all the way, even the story line is obvious, But I am a masochist like that. I will like the guy who will get left behind. there where some parts that “Oh I think we have a chance here” or me, myself is delusional.  If you are a chill bong fan you tend to hope and believe that Na Jeong is not dense right? not blind? My Ship sailed when Trash propose even though they broke up later I just know. the home video is gives it away too. trolling fans is painful. LOOK. 

4. I hate most is chill bong getting hurt in every way possible. 

I am a chill bong fan I am  Yoo Yeon Seok, I have been watching his movies and dramas, He is a good kisser ya’ll. But in this one he has the most pitiful story line, Divorced parents. did grow up alone. and only likes baseball but one day. He meet a crazy fangirl an extrovert. He got curious. He fell in-love. but the girl love someone else, He didn’t give up thought even I want him to stop, It was painful to watch. he tried so hard but failed, the way he ask her “ Na Jeong, You will come back tomorrow right?” asking her every night. I was the one telling him to stop (of course , on the screen) I wish the writer should at least gave him someone or at least a possible love line other done Na Jeong but part of it that I like him over Trash is he is honest with his feelings and willing to fight for it. he was loyal. (trash was loyal too but he didn't appeal to since I will always see him as Oppa) I am so conflicted in that department. I wish there was some deepness in their relationship but even this kissing scene was pathetically done (it supposed to be I guess) That trip to samcheonpo was an opportunity for them to have that scene where Na Jeong will see him as a Man not just a friend but instead they gave the spot light to Haitai. Dang it. 

And I think that was it, The not so good side. This drama was not life changing it was hard to survive every episode in the first part. But hey At least I got to see Kim Seul Gi here the Major reason why I said to myself maybe we have a chance, but she was right. They did broke up. but well. 

Anyway this drama got under my skin slowly since I want to guess who the freaking husband is IT IS SO FRUSTRATING JINJJA. I love their parents their friendship here is awesome too. thei chemistry as friends is great as well. but after watching this drama. the frustrating feeling did not leave me. so guys prepare yourself on this one. Annyeong. 

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“I just like her. I like being with her and I almost feel like I could die when she smiles.”

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Queen of Ring

Queen of Ring

starring: Kim Seul Gi and Ahn Hyo Seop

Plot:  Nan Hee is an ugly girl and this has influenced her to become mean. One day, she receives a ring which holds a family secret. Se Gun is handsome, but he has a cold-blooded personality. Due to the magic of the ring, he declares Nan Hee as his ideal woman with a beautiful appearance. (ctto to kissasian)

First of all, I decided to watch this because of Kim Seul Gi as I see her around she is the Cameo Girl of 2016 K-Dramas I like her on each of the cameos and I think she has this deep mysterious thing going on, The way she delivered her lines was on point as well. First episode probably 1st 5 minutes of the show I was already sold. She is just like me. I mean the Character. I sometimes blame my parents for not giving me the best genes and I am not even joking, The way her character dress in here is the way I dress, layers of layers of dress almost all of my clothes has hoodies. Even the way she talks is like me. So you can say that I was already laughing my shit off when she asked her mom for money for Plastic Surgery and My Dad is not bad looking too. okay let us go back to the real thing it feels I am all going to tell you guys how miserable my life is. It is not that bad.. I think.. who knows..

Anyways this part got me too

(ctto)

“But you know what? When girls go on a blind date, they take me out. to make them look prettier, they hope that I will stand at backstage.”

The way Seul Gi deliver it, she is not asking for pity she is simply giving a fact. if that is me, I would have cried while I saying it. She is strong and I admire her.

I think this should been better if they make it a proper drama, It is a good material. I think Korea needs to step up in this era on how people foresee beauty. That you need to be enough, you and your personality. One example of this Weightlifting Fairy Kim Bok Joo, But LSK is too pretty even her character in that drama I still think she is pretty, Now I am not saying KSG is not pretty she is even in this drama she looks cute, You know what I mean right?

Lets talked about The Leading Namja (man) he is good but I am not that convince on the acting like KSG,  is he a rookie? but still okay.  but since KSG is good it is still okay for me.

What I learn from this is.. I should start loving myself accepting who I am which lets be honest these days it is hard. when there is a sea of people telling you..  “you should lost some weight” “you should use whitening products” “you should fix how you look” “you should dress nicer” “put effort on your make up” “put on make up” “be like her, be like that” we should be all Mo Nan Hee and her apple reference

“ugly apples are apples too, why would you sell them off? You are making them look like they have less value”

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“I just like her. I like being with her and I almost feel like I could die when she smiles.”

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Don't write because you want to be recognize, write because you feel love it.

Anon

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While I treasure the memories of our past… While I dream of meeting you again… While I pray that you are not hurt… Even if you are 10 years, 20 years, or 30 years away I will wait right here. I love you.

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Radiant Office - Episode 5