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Anti Manni , a 23 y. young boy living in Estonia, Europe.

I am someones(Mom, dad) creation & i was held surviving, alive by them.. as long as i was strong and wise enough to take care of me myself, to survive through my own actions and decisions..

But i was parented, tought so poorly that i never could understand what is and why is really going on.. i was scared..I AM SCARED..STILLLL, cause i still haven't done ANYTHING..NOTHING (18.02.2020)...MEANING i have never actually finished something and gained something very valuable for all my love.

..that's why i never tried anything.. that's why i never discussed anything important and very real and dangerous for me.. that's why i always gave up even before i had tried something.. that's why i have wanted to be so lonely and now am comfortable only with myself and that's also a new thing , cause before i didn't understand anything really..i didn't understand myself..i was lost and i didn't know that..i had no vision or creativity what so ever , cause i was fucking ashamed of being myself and doing what i want to do in a way that i most enjoy doing it..

..i have tested my new theory so many times by VERY small actions for a year plus long time already for now and that's given me i think enough practical awareness of reality that i feel like i'm ready to step into this "real life"..into this mystery..into this mayham..into this limitlessness..into this incredibility..into this existance of opportunities and unlimited possibilities..into this cicle of life...FOR REAL NOW.

If You feel like You can relate , then contact me any how..come to me.. whatever suits for You, we can always find a way.. if You want to discuss something or ask anything or just feel that feeling what You get when You know that You are not alone.. fulfillment of love, support.. that You are not the only one with these kind of problems and obstacles.. Please be honest with Yourself, live Your truth , cause that's the only way for things to start going in a way that You want them to go. It creates possibilities.. When we keep not living our truth , then mostly everything we will ever want to happen will never happen.

I need to start living my fucking life and respect the fuck out of it while feeling the highest gratitude i could've ever imagined after already taken the steps towards being HUMAN.. simply a product of the nature , but united and interconnected and from something huge and powerful.. from something a lot bigger.. and putting the focus, the centre point of Your motivation, goal and attention in Your happiness , is going to grow and support that something bigger(LOVE) automatically , which allows You to enjoy even the smallest things in life and to relax and to be a lot more creative, fun, incredible and amazing.

That's about it.. :) I wish us all TRUE HAPPINESS. ❤🌍🙏😊😇

!Õnnelikkus päästab Sind kõigest.!

!Happiness saves us from anything.!

Anti Manni

Social media: @godlyAnti

Feel free to contact me by e-mail - sirantimanni@gmail.com or DM me or facetime me or find me. 😇🥰🤗

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In estonian :

Alahindamine, kartmine, ebakindlus, iseenda üle kontrolli kaotamine, saamatus algab tihti sellest , kui hakata mõtlema, keskenduma, kogu või enamus tähelepanu suunama ja asetama sellele , mida Sa ei tea, mida Sa ei tee, mida Sa ei taha teada, mida Sa ei taha teha. Ja see võtab Sult võimaluse anda ja olla endast 100%, elada täielikku täisväärtuslikku õnnelikku elu, sest selline eluviis, tegevused ja harjumused takistavad reaalsuse, ümbruse suuremas mahus märkamist ja seega ka võimaluste ja võimete teadlikkuse mahu vähesust. Mis ilmselgelt piirab Sinu elu absoluutselt igas mõttes, sest Sa ei ole sellisena enamasti kunagi saavutanud suurimat edu.

Ilma ebareaalsuseta, hulluseta, mõttetuseta..no bullshit, nonsense ..ja elades reaalsuses on võimalik elu nautida palju rohkem, sest Sa ei piira end(ka. enda naudingut) mingite olematute või kindlasti mitte kahjulike, Sind kriitiliselt mitte puudutavate põhjuste alusel.

Rahuneks kõik maha ja saaks aru , et elu on üks suur arenemine loomine kunst energiad aktiivsus.. pole vahet kuidas Sa midagi teed , aga püüa mõista ja aru saada, teadlik olla sellest , mida Sa teed.

Tee oma asja, ole Sina ise, ela oma hinnalist elu , sest nii on..midagi muud ei olegi..ole tänulik ja vastutav iseenda elus toimuva üle.

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When did You asked Yourself this last time? ;)

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If You wanna be HAPPY..

If You want to be Happy, then i suggest You to invest everything You’ve got and anything that You’ll ever get into Your own truth, meaning that You’ll have to live as Your HONEST self, as who You really are..

 it’s a very simple step, however it can be a very hard one.. 

You’re gonna have to do it eventually anyways, so why not do it now and enjoy the rest of Your life living Happily..

I’ve currently lived 22+ years on planet Earth and i have never met one person who want to be depressed and unhappy 

Let Your own happiness to come into Your life.. and welcome it with gratitude and forgiveness