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By the waaaaaay Here is one more scetch. Same mage, same oc (my dear son Azulon) but I'm willing to make it like... more fitting for portfolio and &stuff?

Like real consept artist. I mean I am one but I'd like to show that I'm actually capable of doing something less simple u know, not like mobile games or some sketches, but really complicated full-sized concept art. I love my works for mobile games & simple scetches, I really do, but THAT one will be much more skyrim-concept-arts-from-Skyrim-the-arcane-book

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OMYGOD I'M GETTING SOMEWHERE

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I'm almost there I promise

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Ooooookay, I'm redrawing my old art *unfinished art*

I just couldnt miss the opportunity to draw him when we talk to him at the retching netch for the first time. I mean who wouldn't be charmed by misterious spellsword with cool voice and... all?

Btw the armour hes wearing is not his original outfit, it's upgraded version from Teldryn Serious mod I'm very grateful for. Nine bless nexus and modders and let them feast and selebrate at the hall of valor or any realm they wish to get to

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Ooookay I think this account turns into Teldryn's fan account

Do I regret this? Nope

P.S I'm so proud of this art, I actually spent only couple of hours to do this! Like, serching for references, sketch, colour, render. I mean daylight is actually much easier to draw for me and I used my previous art (the sketch) and like 20 references, but it's MUCH fadter and easier for me to do now then before! I spent 9 freakin MONTHS on Azulon (my OC) and THIS took me only, like 3.5 hours?! And I'm actually satisfied with it? Un-fuckin-believable

P. P. S. Just noticed his pupils are looking into the same direction. FINALLY. Sometimes it's tricky for me, especially when persons pupils are not dark. In my previous art I did that on purpose like he's exhausted and can't put his thoughts and eyes together. This sounds funnier in my head

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In addition to the previous post

Teldryn's tired. The adventures are over for now, his pockets are full of gold and jems and he has the whole week to get it all out of his brain.

So he rests staring at the fire and reevaluating his choice to join dragonborn.

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Teldryn is just zoning out. Living life as dragonborns partner can be quite a lot even for ex-morag tong.

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Ooookay I'm still struggling with colour, but here we are. It's not finished obviously but you definitely can see where we are going

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Finally! I have some free time & inspiration so here we are. I'm still not sure what is the 'right way' to render... things or If I'm into lineart more than colour but at least I'm moving somewhere.

Anyway, meet Azulon! Aaaagain. Something really serious is happening here, but I'm not quite sure what exactly.

*That scene reminds me of Winterhold College quest. Specifically the part when you need to break through the magical field with staff of Magnus and confront Ancano.

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Instead of lunch break I have art break

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I promised so ✨

I won't lie, It took more time that I've expected. Much, MUCH more. But I did it! So It's my honor to present to you my OC: ✨Azulon✨ the wizard of College of Wintehold.

I'm so very proud of my work ಥ_ಥ❤ I know it's not perfect but WHO CARES I SPENT THE WHOLE YEAR ON THAT PIECE AND IT'S GORGEOUS

Honestly it was much easier to do the skin & eyes than everything else but only because I made them first. I was excited to start but almost dead to finish. You know,🌈 procrastinating every second of every day 🌈

And of course *inhales*:

Oh, there once was a hero named Ragnar the Red

Who came riding to Whiterun from ole Rorikstead

*honestly, I wanted to fus-ro-dah every bard in the game I heard singing that shit because WHY SO LOUD YOU SCARED A LIVING HELL OUTTA ME

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Hi guys, what's up? ❤o(╥V╥)

I'm so sorry I've been off the radar for so long. I had a completely fucked up week at work before my vacation and I was really busy during my vacation. Anyways I had a good rest and came up with some kind of plan for my further activities.

I won't be doing any commissions for the next couple of weeks, but I promise I'll post some new content soon

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Why is it SO HARD TO DECIDE WHAT POSE I WANT MY OC TO STRIKE

Like, I want them to hold a Rueful axe somehow, mb dragging it so that the blade cuts through the ground or idc. I mean they're mage so they're not supposed to wield the heavy ass axe like a tank. However who cares really, I can make them whatever I like so the mage tank it is

*I'm still struggling with colouring bc fuck me that's why but I promise I'm trying my best

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Another ms paint drawing

Made that during work break. Hope my boss won't see

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NOM-NOM

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I mean

Not every mermaid/merguy/merpeople? lives in a fancy shiny seashell that is full of glitter and pearls. Someone lives in crowded underwater city

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Updt: merfolk city has seen a better days

A minute of nagging

I'm starting to hate my jobs XD Mb it’s all burnout but I’m so pissed. Like, I'm drawing my stupid ass out for FREE for a noname game studio just to 'gain experience' and 'learn' but it feels SO USELESS. Well, I mean, I need at least some kind of portfolio, right? And I need money to live. That's why I'm working 2 full-time jobs but this feels (and it definitely is) just a fraud. I'm so unprepared to seriously quit my 1st job, leave this game studio and make a decent portfolio and live the best life as a concept artist

I think I need to chill out a bit, mb come back to drawing my precious Skyrim OC? Mb continue my fanfic at least? That definitely sounds better then whining as a weakling AND I AM NOT WEAKLING