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ants-personal · 3 minutes ago

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he’s experiencing a crazy p:ervert brain blast here

#hand kink unlocked #whiplash #queue: having sweets with suzuya

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ants-personal · 48 minutes ago

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I think it’s very telling how lonely Benson must have been just by the fact that we never hear his phone go off, we never see him check it for the time, and he was confused when Randy’s ringtone went off like the very concept of a phone ringing was foreign to him

#i hate this to much #like yeah makes sense he wouldnt have a cell cause why waste the money he doesnt have and needs when the only person who would contact him #is his mother who only has a landline and would only call the number he left of whatever job for an emergency #and esp cause he ripped the phone cord outta the wall he knows for certain no one is trying to get ahold of him anymore #he just hopes she isnt to mad at him #the passenger #queue: having sweets with suzuya

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ants-personal · 1 hour ago

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i craveee to hear thoughts on randy and his relationship with pain & pleasure from benson!!! when u rb my posts ur thoughts are just 😵‍💫 i need more!

Who me!?

LOL But sure I can share some of my thoughts about them in general but if theres something specific let me know 😅

Basically it comes down to shame guilt and then a little bit of rebellion on randys part

The rational side of him knows he shouldnt feel this way for anyone but especially benson who is angry violent and mentally unwell.

But after being treated like glass his whole life like a bomb waiting to go off he cant help but love how benson treats him as anything but punches and chokes him cause he knows randy can take it that he wants to take it slaps him around and calls him horrible names and all randy can do is pant against and whine against whatever surfaces hes pressed into cause maybe he is this gross weak horrible person but benson seem to see it and wants him still

And then also randy is sorta a rude little boy when he wants to i mean they guy just killed 3 people in front of him and he still glares and gives some sass back and it wouldn't stop after especially after being around benson long enough hed push buttons knowing it will make benson slap him hard enough to bust his lip again. He isnt scared benson would kill him anymore but more benson leaving him cause he deems him fixed or ge gets bored 😐 and sure that probably isnt healthy but when has he really been wjfksklw

#i just got off work and im tired so idk if this makes sense but yeah also HI i see you in the tag alot #the passenger #the passenger 2023 #randy bradley #stockroom syndrome #wormswurld #your ask is my command

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ants-personal · 2 hours ago

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guys 3

#AMAZING #dghda #queue: having sweets with suzuya

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ants-personal · 2 hours ago

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LOLLL the delivery of this has me on the floorrrrr

#bensons little giggles and randys dONE i love them #the passenger #queue: having sweets with suzuya

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ants-personal · 3 hours ago

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I miss Dirk Gently so much 💛

#me too op this is so lovelly #dghda #queue: having sweets with suzuya

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ants-personal · 4 hours ago

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shapes and cplors❤️

#OH THIS IS BEAUTIFUUULLLLLLLL I LOVE THE SHAPES AND COLORS #fall out boy #fob #brains art #queue: having sweets with suzuya

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ants-personal · 5 hours ago

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are you one of those single-tear people?

#LOvelly #whiplash #queue: having sweets with suzuya

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ants-personal · 5 hours ago

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Benson Lives AU where he punches Randy’s bullet wound every time he pisses him off

#randy who develops bracial plexus in his shot arm 😳 and benson who pucnhes it to punish randy yet he cant even look at the scar he left #without bile in the back of his throat #* bracial plexus injury he cant life his hand above his head or straighten it all the way or turn his arm or hand inward due to the damage #in to the nerve bundle #the passenger #queue: having sweets with suzuya

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ants-personal · 7 hours ago

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50 thousand swedish fish

#thank you i take all and eat them #whiplash #queue: having sweets with suzuya

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ants-personal · 8 hours ago

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[bangs on ur door] [does a lil dance] [leaves]

#YAAAAAAY #the passenger #queue: having sweets with suzuya

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ants-personal · 9 hours ago

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One Eyed Bastard X Saint Jimmy 💥

#GOOD GOD #green day #queue: having sweets with suzuya

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ants-personal · 9 hours ago

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benson looking through the sliver of the motel bathroom door he forced randy to have open just so he can watch randy get dressed.. cracking his knuckles and twitching his neck when he looks at the expanse of randy’s chest and the little moles resting there.. imagining leaving small red marks and ruddy colored bruises around randy’s necks like a makeshift collar,, though with being lost in thought he misses the sound of randy opening the door, coming face to face with the boy he was staring down.. the two of them wide eyed as they just stare at one another, benson cracking his neck as he feels the heat rise up to the tips of his ears

#hes going to puke outside in the parking lot as he smokes a cig while randy battles the way he liked being looked at like #both spiraling with sparks of arousal in their guts #the passenger #queue: having sweets with suzuya

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ants-personal · 10 hours ago

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