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✧ ° ✩ Kingdom Hearts : Worlds/Locations - H a l l o w e e n  T o w n ✩ ° ✧

“Merry Christmas? Don’t you mean Happy Halloween?”

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Small Ways To Improve Your Life

make your bed to immediately make your room look more put together

water first, then coffee or tea

pray or meditate, even just for ten minutes, to set the tone for your day

browse the news headlines ( & read the articles that interest you when you’ve got time)

wear something you feel b o m b in

listen to music while doing your daily activities-commuting, cleaning, cooking, exercising

smile at at least two people

smile at YOURSELF

call or message someone you love

eat food that makes you feel radiant

make lists of things you need to accomplish for the day

stretch for 10 minutes

record in your phone the positive thoughts you have so you can remember them

carry water with you (always always always)

shut off your phone for an hour and have some ME time

take a hot shower or bath at the end of a stressful day

try to make plans to spend time with someone at least once a week

think about 3 things you are grateful for at the end of each day

do something calming, relaxing, and non-electronic 30 minutes before you sleep

sleep pants-less

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it’s one in the morning and i’m thinking about how much our society romanticizes dating someone who suffers from mental illness or addiction and how it actually sucks and hurts everyone involved.

if someone’s depressed and suicidal, they’re going to be depressed and suicidal when they’re in a relationship, too.

if someone drinks heavily everyday, they’re not going to join AA just because they’re dating someone.

if someone is a hard user, they’re not going to make you into their new high.

if someone is anxious, they’re not going to finally see some sense and that there’s nothing to worry about.

if someone suffers from bipolar disorder, they’re not going to be stable just because there’s someone to hold their hand.

our society heavily romanticizes the idea that having someone else can “fix” you, as if mental illness or addiction is something that makes you broken.

you’re sick.

you’re not broken.

when the media portrays people with this issues in relationships, it usually goes like this.

the boy/girl has been self-harming and talking about killing themselves, when suddenly this person comes into their lives and they have a reason to stay alive.

the boy/girl has been self-medicating for years before meeting someone that makes them feel like nothing has ever made them feel before.

the boy/girl has someone who talks them through their irrational anxieties until the late AM, and finds it cute and quirky when they have to turn the lights on and off again until the compulsion stops.

there is NOTHING romantic about being SICK.

dating someone who is suicidal isn’t going to make them want to live. it isn’t going to make them feel like they deserve to be alive or that they won’t daydream about all the different ways that they can die every moment of the day.

dating someone who is depressed doesn’t mean that they’re going to be magically happy. people who suffer from depression are capable of laughing and smiling - it doesn’t mean that the hole in their chest went away.

dating someone who abuses hard substances or alcohol is going to SUCK, because not only will they choose the high over you again and again, but you also have to live with the fact that making love to you will never be as good as the bottom of the bottle. the spinning of the pills. the needle in the arm.

dating someone who has OCD isn’t about “cute and quirky tendencies”. it’s watching your partner break down in tears because the day has been stressful enough and then they went down the stairs starting with the right foot instead of the left. it’s not dating someone who likes to be clean, it’s the heartbreaking fact that you’re not able to run your thumb across the back of their hand because their skin is so cracked and dry from the constant scrubbing that you’re terrified of making them bleed.

dating someone with schizophrenia isn’t fun little conspiracy theories and trying to solve crimes on tv before the characters do. it’s watching the person you love deteriorate in front of you, it’s watching the mistrust and wariness shine in the eyes that once showed you nothing but love.

and to all the people out there writing articles or books on how to love someone who’s mentally ill, this message is for you:

there is no “how to” guide on loving someone. there is no standard baseline on how to date someone. there’s no survival manual that comes with your partner on the first date with big red letters spelling out their illness or addiction.

instead, you’re putting fear into what people fail to understand.

pain is not poetry.

having a partner is not poetic.

we turn these things into poetry when in reality, it’s another disease, and just another person.

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the fun has just begun, parker

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Pokemon go friend code!

0130 9471 4727

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There is nothing worse than regretting the fact you told someone too much about yourself and your secrets

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Walk in the club like "what up, I have social anxiety and I wanna go home"

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I’m sorry for everyone that gave their all to a person just to get their heartbroken

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Hearthstone - Boomsday Project

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Here are a few more pieces I did for Hearthstone’s latest expansion, Boomsday Project! © 2018 Blizzard Entertainment, Inc. All rights reserved.

Azora Studio

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Reblog this if you are literally suprised when people find you attractive.

So surprised that it doesn’t happen.

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How I've been feeling with a girl for the past 2 months

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