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anxiouslowercase · 4 hours ago

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my favorite aesthetic: eoin and paddy in the background

#paddy had literally no reason for that last little scoot #except just wanting to be as close to eoin as humanly possible #and you know what #thats absolutely valid and i respect that #them being in cahoots with each other is so personal to me #THEY JUST CANT HELP ORBITING ONE ANOTHER AND THATS SO REAL OF THEM

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anxiouslowercase · 4 hours ago

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SAS: ROGUE HEROES - MODERN AU + tweets and textposts i find on pinterest

#sas rogue heroes #eoin mcgonigal #augustin jordan #sasmautp #consider - assistant professor jordan who just wants to get *further* under paddy mayne's skin and nerves #and ends up recluting writing student eoin mcgonigal to come up with further reasons why ts eliot is boring and to put him against paddy #(to which ofc eoin says yes cause he will never not be a shit and will never not enjoy getting a rise out of paddy lbr)#HOWEVER AUGUSTIN DID NOT CONSIDER that eoin -former captain of debate team- is just as fun to discuss shit as paddy; just less violent #and a tad more persuasive #DID NOT CONSIDER that he himself is a languages nerd and would enjoy so much being taught gaeilge by eoin - who btw teaches it well??#did not consider hed enjoy so much hearing eoin speak fluent french with a nicer pronunciation than paddy #did not consider eoin would spend A LOT of time looking at him with those big brown eyes of his #and definitely did NOT consider how dangerous that could be :/#ANYWAYS i adore them they're my most beloved blorbos #i am and will always be a throuple truther :/ PADDY HAS TWO HANDS THEY ALL DO

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anxiouslowercase · 1 day ago

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SAS ROGUE HEROES + text posts i find on pinterest

#sas rogue heroes #sasrh&tp #paddy mayne #eoin mcgonigal #this text post is literally paddy mayne #hed literally growl and gnar at anyone who offends eoin #or looks at him (or them) badly #or just in any way he considers 'weird'#WAS THAT NOT LITERALLY WHAT HAPPENED HERE #WITH THE CAPTAIN #anyways i love the #m #they match each other's freak #also i am and will always be a sub paddy truther #you kidding me :/#that mans ALL for being topped/dommed by eoin :/ and he loves every second of it

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anxiouslowercase · 7 days ago

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once again reminding myself that fandom does not have to have a schedule.

(i'm a terrible one for not practising what i preach, like.

me: hey now, we'll all be here for you and support your ideas! fic will be great! always want to hear from you! it's ok to do things in your own time!

also me: if i am not On 1075% of the time creating, posting and talking, everyone will forget me and/or kill me with hammers, probably. )

anyway, this is my sign to you to allow yourself to have breaks and my sign to me to try and allow myself to have breaks.

#this is very real and very true #certainly needed to read this #and i hug every single person who feels this way #being in a fandom and doing things for it should make us happy #not anxious or stressed #it should be our happy place #we can take out time #we are allowed breaks and artist blocks and tiredness and anything and everything in between #like we have times in which we are super active and thats awesome #but everything that goes up tends to go down and that !! is !! fine !!#especially in fandom spaces #anyways im babbling atp #big big hug for george #big hug for everyone who needed this today

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anxiouslowercase · 15 days ago

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SAS: ROGUE HEROES - MODERN AU + tweets and textposts i find on pinterest

#sas rogue heroes #paddy mayne #augustin jordan #sas:rh #sasmautp #anybody interested in modern au shitposts ???#did u know paddy mayne strolls into assistant professor augustin jordan's office at random times #ready to argue about anything and everything with like zero actual support ??#they will both deny it but they both enjoy it also :/

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anxiouslowercase · 29 days ago

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sas rh: let eoin survive the fall au » what the gazelles dragged in

"Look what the gazelles dragged in!" calls someone, quite possibly Dave, looking to the side and interrupting the French cheers of victory. The rest of them turn just in time to see one Eoin McGonigal climb out the jeep. "Can't leave you fellas alone for a couple of days without you lot letting the siege of Orléans fall?" Eoin jokes as he leans against the vehicle, because of course he'd mention such thing, unpromted. It gets Augustin grinning, somehow wider than he already was, and he takes a step forward. "Well, monsieur McGonigal, there's always room for the Irish exiles within French--" "Like hell is Eoin gonna join you bunch of pretentious fuckers," interrupts Paddy right away, as it should've been expected, while getting up and promptly making his way towards Eoin, who really hasn't stopped beaming. "Get someone else not to get fucked in the rematch."

or - Eoin finally comes back to camp after getting injured during a raid.

#sas rogue heroes #eoin mcgonigal #paddy mayne #augustin jordan #sasrh:canonau #back with my augustin eoin and paddy should've interacted all together cause it would've been priceless agenda #which contains flyers of my let the three of them hold hands it¿s what paddy would've wanted campaign #im just a throuple truther y'all :/#ANYWAYS #self indulgent edits as always #eoin got injured bUT HES OKAY he had to be taken to be properly treated buT HE'S FINE YALL #also y'all bet your tooshies paddy threw a fucking fit cause he wasn't in eoins squad when he got injured #and the only reason he stayed back was becaue david threated him with putting charges on him and shipping him back to ireland :/#and for those with eyes to see augustin was also worried out of his mind hes just a better actor #still orbited paddy quite a bit #still thought about eoin a lot #is still keeping his cool by not running to check on eoin as he kinda wants to do #absolutely means it when he says he wouldnt mind having him in his ranks if you know what i mean #anyways im rambling #feel free to just ignore all my rambling self indulgent context and enjoy the silly edit if you wish to!!#also props to #achinghcarts #as always for indulging me - you're the mvp my love

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anxiouslowercase · 1 month ago

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i was going to casually watch this show just to see what the hell tumblr user @egsaurus was on about but then it grabbed me by the throat. crops at 100% zoom (tasty brush strokes) and sketches under the cut

#sas rogue heroes #paddy mayne #eoin mcgonigal #op this is just so gorgeous!!!!!!!!!!!#you captured their essence perfectly!!!!#the smiling into the kiss is such a thing eoin would do #10/10 no notes #aND THEIR HEIGHT DIFFERENCE!!!!!!!!!#im absolutely in love #even the sketches are perfect #i feel blessed in these chillis tonight

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anxiouslowercase · 1 month ago

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my extremely talented friend @achinghcarts has been writing these beautiful little snippets around the whole paddy/eoin/augustin idea and thus has inspired me in turn to write something as well. so, with her permission, i kinda wrote eoin's pov from this beautiful ficlet ! so if you enjoyed that, you might wanna check out the writing below:

he never planned for this to happen.

he's in love with paddy - has been for years, pretty much since the first time they talked on the sidelines after ambrose's rugby match. he's known, almost since then, that there's something between them, something special. even if technically they're just friends, he knows there's more to them than that, he knows that paddy feels it too. which is why he's always been okay with waiting - stealing touches instead of kisses, lingering looks rather than lips ever present in their shared times. all of that is more than enough because at the end of the day he knows that they both know there's more - and one day they'll unlock the door to that, together. he has never wanted anyone else.

which is why he never planned for this to happen.

and maybe that's why he didn't notice.

maybe that's why he didn't notice his smile growing wider when augustin handed him his pint that night and sat next to him.

maybe that's why he didn't notice that, despite the rest of the lads having left, he just grew more comfortable when augustin's attention was solely on their talk, their banter.

maybe that's why he didn't notice himself leaning closer, his face growing warmer. why he didn't notice the way his eyes dropped to augustin's lips, or the way his voice lowered the more his mind drifted.

and maybe that is why he didn't notice the moment the gap between them closed enough for them to kiss.

and eoin never planned for this to happen, no. but christ did he like it.

he liked the way augustin kissed him soft, as if he were asking for permission, as if eoin were delicate.

he liked the way augustin kissed him slow, as if he knew eoin had never kissed anyone before and needed to be shown what to do.

he liked the way augustin kissed him quiet, as if he didn't want any sound to disturb the peace and calm eoin felt.

-- but something else does.

maybe it's because eoin never planned for this to happen, so the universe sent a group of rowdy teens to cheer loud enough to break their spell, make augustin pull away.

and eoin never really planned for this to happen, but as he stares at augustin, surprised and breathless, there's one thought that resonates within himself:

he wants for this to happen again.

#sas rogue heroes #eoin mcgonigal #augustin jordan #paddy mayne #paddy x eoin x augustin #eoin x augustin #paddy x eoin #paddy x augustin #this is me rambling bc my friend is so freaking talented she just makes me wanna write #anyways back with my paddy has two hands agenda #listen this throuple !!!!! has so much potential !!!!!!!#and eoin and augustin deserve to share some kissies #as a treat #you know whod agree with me ???#paddy mayne :/ hed want for them to kiss too :/#and then all three of them can kiss and hold hands and be annoyingly loving together :/

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anxiouslowercase · 1 month ago

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SAS: Rogue Heroes | 1.05

#it's the range of emotions you can see in his face 🤌🤌#jack o'connell when i find you !!!!!!!!!!#ugh it's devastating #it's beautiful #tHE WAY HE'S LOOKING ALL OVER AUGUSTIN'S FACE !!!!!!!!!! LOOKING FOR *SOMETHING* !!!!!!!!!!!!#for a connection #for *something* that will throw him a line that will keep him afloat #hes just a dog that's just become a stray #his master is gone and hes turned aggressive because hes sAD AND ALONE !!!!!!! HE NEEDS COMFORT AND A GENTLE HAND !!!!!#A SHOULDER THAT WILL LET HIM HOWL HIS GRIEVANCE !!!!!!!!#(a shoulder that augustin does try to offer later in the mess hall btw)#anyways im very normal about them #it's missing augustin hours #(jk thats every day)#also op your gifs are so crisp and 🤌🤌🤌 chefs kiss #thank you for your service

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anxiouslowercase · 1 month ago

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ii.

to say he was expecting it was a lie. he knew eoin mcgonigal, considered him a friend - much like the rest of the lads. he was great fun: good with words, witty head on his shoulders and sharp tongue to follow. augustin also knew eoin mcgonigal was irrefutably in love with paddy mayne. it was clear in the way they looked at each other, the curly-haired irish not doing much to hide the affection lingering within his gaze. it showed in the way they always orbited one another, close proximity a necessity for them. it was endearing and alluring and it made him want to look away. (though it also made him want to take a closer look.)

so, when they drink that night, the only two left after a jolly night out, he wasn't expecting them to laugh this hard; wasn't expecting them to tease each other this much or to find so much delight in spending time together, just the two of them.

he also wasn't expecting the sudden, somewhat tense silence that settled between them. wasn't expecting their animated words to turn into hushed whispers. wasn't expecting eoin's drifting eyes to find his mouth.

augustin definitely wasn't expecting for them to kiss. for eoin's lips to be so warm, so receptive, so sweet. it doesn't make much sense, yet, somehow, it does. teeth finds skin, tongue meets tongue. lovely. perfect.

the kiss is interrupted by the cheering of a rowdy group of teenagers nearby, playing some silly drinking game. they stare at each other, breathless, both visibly surprised.

ah, putain.

#i've been silently screaming over this since yesterday i think y'all need to know #THIS IS SO !!!!!! GOOD !!!!!!!#such good writing first and foremost yes but #tHE SCENE PAINTED !!!!!!#the way i jUST *KNOW* eoin and augustin would flow so beautifully together that oF COURSE theyd end up kissing #and OF COURSE it would be nice #how can two beings of light kiss and not make it nice and sweet and lovely :/#anyways tHE POTENTIAL HEREEEEE #augustin acknowledging eoin is a goner for paddy absolutely buT THEN HES LOOKING AT HIS LIPS ?????#yes eoin absolutely would i subscribe to this content :/#THIS IS JUST GORGEOUS my prayers have been answered we need more of this :/

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anxiouslowercase · 1 month ago

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augustin jordan may have locked eyes with paddy mayne in the beginning of it all. accidentally, of course, and without much consequence, though his physical features attracted him at once - his intense gaze, in particular, seemed to burn into him like the scorching sun. he may have locked eyes with paddy mayne. may have felt a sudden, inexplicable urge to get to know him, try and figure out what he was about. solve the equation that he could perfectly see, set and guarded in front of him.

but it was eoin mcgonigal he kissed first.

#YELLING CRYING AND THROWING UPPPPPPPP #GOING ABSOLUTELY FERAL #AT THE THOUGHT OF THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#yall my best friend is so talented this is like three paragraphs and i am GOING INSANE shes just that good #anyways yall time to gather round and discuss this throuple because tHIS IS THE CONTENT IM HERE FOR #DAMN RIGHT HE KISSED EOIN MCGONIGAL FIRST #and it was a sweet beautiful thing #im vibrating at a higher frequency #so many thoughts so little characters #i literally cannot properly express everything i feel for this ship in here #anyways love triangles are so out polyam is the way to go #catch me handing out flyiers about this throuple in the tag

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anxiouslowercase · 1 month ago

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Taps mic Thinking about eoin and augustin as friends like would they get along. would paddy pretend to hate it and then look at them from afar with fondness in his heart. i think a huge part of what makes paddy and augustin's whatever you wanna call it is precisely eoin's death but if he lived i think it would have made an interesting polyam thing....