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where's your list of series to watch. I'm quitting Dsmp fandom after all the crap that happened.

Thats perfectly understandable anon

I am obsessed with disc duo/primeboys : please do the tarot reading i wont take it srsly i... (tumblr.com) here is the list.

adding

bungo stray dogs, my hero academia, she-ra, the promised neverland, marvel, life series smp, hermitcraft, lps, homestuck, hws hetalia, modoka magica, gakkou gurashi, higurashi, welcome home, digital circus, genshin, haikyuu, one piece, welcome to nhk, psychopass, steinsgate, naruto, pokemon, new game!, devil is a part timer!, jojo bizarre adventure, game of thrones, hunger games, steven universe, adventure time, in stars and time, teen titans, lord of the rings

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finished watching caitis vod and im glad so many victims are finding the strength and courage to share their stories and im glad that so many of them are speaking out to help others like them find their own voice like when caiti mentioned shelby gave her strength to speak out its bittersweet that these types of stories are coming to light and with such frequency but its also important they are coming out and not left unsaid and these people arent free to live without any consequences or repercussions for the disgusting things they do

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shelby’s recent statement on twitter

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Anyway, while people are discoursing about men and not sharing Shubble points, here’s the actual advice I got from watching the stream bc I think that probably needs to be spread more. Shubble elaborates it much better but if you can’t watch it’s better than nothing.

Physical abuse is not just hitting or kicking, anyone causing physical pain intentionally to you without consent is physically abusive, regardless of how that manifests or if it seems silly.

Pressuring someone into using a safeword on something that’s not, like, a mutually agreed thing and is just something one partner wants is controlling and creepy.

Partners who push at the edge of your boundaries and avoid safewords are abusive.

A partner insisting you’re remembering things wrong and making you seem crazy is abusive (specifically, it’s gaslighting)

Grand romantic gestures from the beginning can very easily be a sign of abuse, as abusers use it to endear themselves to their victims.

Controlling behaviour and refusing to break up while also refusing to make changes is possessive and unhealthy at best.

Abusers will manipulate things to make it seem normal to those outside of their victims- by being kind and helpful even as they neglect their victim, by pressuring their victim to treat their abusive behaviour as a joke, ect. It’s often very hard for an outside observer to know if something is abusive, and making assumptions off of what you know in front of closed doors isn’t helpful.

It’s very hard to tell that you’re being abused, and you'll often still retain affection for your abuser for a long time- this is normal, and this isn’t your fault if you wanted to stay friends.

Even if an abuser is struggling with their own problems, taking it out on you is not acceptable. People can be bottling up their emotions and struggle with depression and past trauma and that gives them no excuse to hurt you.

If your partner relies entirely on you to take care of them, and support them financially, that’s financial abuse one way or another.

Abusers tend to hurt more than one person, and their actions escalate without outside influence (be it intervention if possible or something that keeps them away from victims if not.)

Listen to your gut, if you think a relationship is bad. Even if you’ve been through this before, sometimes you can’t realise in it, but you’ll feel it subconciously.

Also, Shubble is being supported by friends who helped her cope and went through different but similar things. She's specifically mentioned right now keeping the stories anonymised, but she might change her mind, if I interpreted the last bit correctly. She's doing alright, she's healing, and it sounds like she's being believed by her friends, at least most of them. I wish nothing but growth and healing for them, and wish them the best moving forward.

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i dont have dyslexia afaik but I do have dyscalculia so I do this same thing but with numbers, and sometimes with words but its only like a first glance kinda thing. With numbers, it can last for 5 minutes till im like "oh wait thats not a 9 thats an 8 oops"

Part 1/2..... LEADING UP TO THE CRIME

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I miss the Dream SMP so I remade the entire disc confrontation/staged disc finale area in Minecraft.

Available for download here! (Java only)

The world was generated in version 1.16 snapshot 20w17a, which is the version the DSMP was originally started in. The bunker/vault area is built in the exact same location as the original (checked with VODs), at coordinates -240, 80, 3305. The elevator is actually functional too! The world is compatible with Minecraft Java version 1.20+.

Some notes and more info below the cut:

Install instructions: unzip the file and put the folder in the saves location, default is C:\Users\[username]\AppData\Roaming\.minecraft\saves

Notes:

I built and changed only the disc finale area! This area includes the mountain, the bunker, and a tiny part of the Nether. The rest of the world is completely untouched, but I did generate it from spawn in 1.16 so the landscape should look familiar.

You can go through the Nether portal and it should put you in the right location but I didn't build anything else in the Nether.

This world works only with Java! You're free to convert it to Bedrock but the elevator won't work in Bedrock, so keep that in mind.

You need to press the button upstairs to make the elevator go down, and the button downstairs to make it go up. You can't press the button upstairs to make the elevator go up, and you can't press it downstairs to make it go down.

The world is compatible with version 1.20+ but I did replace the deepslate in the bunker with the original bedrock, so it should look the same as in the actual finale.

When you first start the world, it should put you right in front of the elevator entrance. If you get lost or stuck at spawn, the coordinates to the disc finale area are -240, 80, 3305.

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How are you watching all of Dsmp again without getting the ick

same as how I can watch any show on repeat, its just nostalgia to me and to me all I see are fictional characters and the story not minecraft so I could go back to early streams and still be fine with it even if at that stage, there was no lore and more just content and messing around

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I don't regret my dsmp phase but I genuinely think its time for people to move on. No one should be making discduo posts and fanart in the year of our Lord 2024, no one should be making edits of c! Wilbur or discussing the motivations of c! Tommy, or cosplaying characters from the DSMP. It feels like people doing that are still stuck in 2021 and I'm scared for their mental development. That doesn't mean they shouldn't be watching the CCs, hell, last year I was still writing fanfiction about the CCs, but seriously, its time to let the dsmp die and remember the good old days

are you 5 years old?

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A story in two parts ssksksksk

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i saw in stars and time fanart on my feed pop up. Didn't know what it was. checked out the tag for it, scrolled down and saw some fanart of the game, went on steam, downloaded the game, played the demo and now im buying the game

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does anyone know how to use an inhaler im too scared to use it because every time i do it, it goes on my tongue and it tastes gross and i dont think it makes me any less breathless than i already am so im not sure if its rlly doing anything or if im just doing it wrong

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dream exiled tommy cause he has adhd

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watching exile arc right now & I used to be a c!dream apologist but damn what was kid me thinking?

LMAO don't worry it happens

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with adhd/autism it's funny like. people will call you weird all your life, people will bully you for your "outlandish" behaviour, people will criticize literally everything you do as "not normal", BUT THE SECOND YOU GET DIAGNOSED (or suggest you might have it) they're like "huh what but you're so normal, you're literally the most normal person I've ever seen, you're literally so normal and absolutely nothing is wrong with you? why would you have that now all of a sudden???"

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This.

The song is beautiful, the animation is beautiful, I'm so losing my mind rn

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fr and when people say 'unfollow this bad person, or im unfollowing you' on twitter its so annoying cuz not only ocd i feel like a horrible person now, but also adhd forgetting to even log on and unfollow in the first place and autism craving a consistent exact reason for why i need to unfollow someone. And when they have that damn timer. Like jesus "10 days for you to unfollow this person or we are never speaking ever again" Its terrifying seeing that first thing in the morning

this site really hates people with ocd