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Rumi is such an amazing character. It’s rare that I connect with a character so deeply, but the way she’s written — raw, flawed, and painfully real — hits hard. Her insecurities and weaknesses don’t just weigh her down; they completely shatter her self-confidence, to the point where she literally loses her voice. It’s heartbreaking. Céline’s “education” didn’t make her stronger — it destroyed her self-esteem.

She cant accept her demonic heritage because it’s ugly, dangerous, a mistake. But it’s also part of her and her journey to accept that part of her that she hates so much comes with Jinu. He gives her a new perspective on her marks on who she is. That those marks don’t define her as a person but are still part of her identity.

But it also comes with Zoey and Mira. They both suffer from different issues but are also the victims of Céline lessons. They learned to be strong but at the cost of their mental health, their self esteem and even their relationship with each other.

And when you really look at it, Céline is just continuing a cycle of psychological abuse. One that probably started with the 1st Huntress. A legacy where self-sacrifice is everything. Where saving the world comes before your feelings, your mind, your life. But what makes this story so powerful is watching them finally push back. Watching them choose healing over duty. Watching them say, “We deserve more.”

It’s beautiful, it’s heartbreaking, it’s real.

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I just noticed and it's breaking my heart so I'm going to point it out, while singing "What It Sounds Like" Mira and Zoey were fighting the other Saja Boys but Rumi was just walking towards Jinu and she was smiling at him. She wasn't going to fight him she was going to reach out to him again to try and save him.

And the lines she sings while looking straight at him as she's walking foreward through the battle are "Show me what's underneeth, I'll find your harmony. Fearless and unrefined, this is what it sounds like."

SHE WAS TRYING TO SAVE HIM!!!!!

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“What if” scenario

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this is my first and probably only deltarune fanart please enjoy it

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ohhhhh Kris my love for you just keeps growing

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POV This is your 46th time dying to Jevil and Kris is starting to Snap

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THERE IS NO DELTARUNE

THERE IS NO SILKSONG

AND THERE IS NO QUEEN OF ENGLAND

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it really is funny how the entirety of chapter 4 is about how the prophecy is True and Real and if you're observant you'll realize it was completely upended in chapter 1

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I wanna talk about this scene from the trailer, because it is SO IMPORTANT and I'm not seeing anyone address why?? But?? It's SO GOOD

This scene.

Y'all.

This. Scene.

This scene is fucking scathing.

Before I get into it too deep, I do want to pause and acknowledge something: Gi-hun may very well be low-key suicidal, after everything he has been actively put through by In-ho and co. He's definitely got some major depression, and probably a mountain of survivor's guilt weighing him down.

But this scene? This is not Gi-hun trying to die.

Gi-hun is not just sad, here.

Gi-hun is furious.

And he is calling In-ho the fuck out.

In front of everyone. In front of the players. In front of the guards.

Gi-hun is calling the Front Man out on his shit.

Gi-hun is asking a question the Front Man cannot answer.

Not without admitting he, the Front Man, is the hypocrite.

Not without admitting he broke his own supposed moral code and then spit on the pieces.

Why?

Because Gi-hun lost their game.

Didn't he?

The Front Man killed everyone else in the rebellion Gi-hun led.

Gi-hun lost the game, then, too, and the rules set up by the games - the rules that they make the players sign literal contracts agreeing to - state that losing players die.

And Gi-hun lost.

So why is Gi-hun still alive?

The Front Man cannot answer that question, and Gi-hun knows it.

Gi-hun lost the game, and he is alive.

The very fact of Gi-hun's survival here shows that In-ho is the one with no respect for his own supposed morals.

Gi-hun's survival shows that the Front Man is a liar.

The Front Man, the games, all those people sitting pretty at the top looking down on the supposed 'worthless scum' they murder for sport every year?

They are all hypocrites and liars.

They pretend they're leading a perfectly reasonable, fair system that all these poor, desperate people totally agreed to, in which only winners get to live and losers all agreed to die.

And they are lying.

The only philosophy they really care about is this: If they have power and you don't, they get to do whatever they want and then blame you for their choices, and you can't do anything to stop them. Neener neener, sucks to be you, don't you wish you had power so that you could get to pick who lives and who dies?

And Gi-hun has proof of that now that everyone can see (whether or not they choose to see, the evidence is there) (and the question is ultimately for the Front Man, anyway - are you going to answer, In-ho, or are you going to hide away like a coward from the truth of who you really are?).

He lost the game, but he's still alive purely because the Front Man doesn't want him dead.

Gi-hun can stage a rebellion, refuse to play by the rules, grab a gun in a guard's hand and point it right at his own face, and he's still alive because the Front Man said so.

And that proves that the Front Man could choose to let any of these people live, if he wanted to. He just doesn't give enough of a fuck about any of the rest of them to let them live, when letting them die for these games they were conned/kidnapped into is easier for him.

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HES SO CUTE HE JUST LOVES MESSING WITH HER 😭😭😭😭 i used to dream of times like these

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They’re on patrol :)

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i can't wait for the showdown between the foxes and the trojans in the next book and i completely understand that we're reading from the trojans pov now but i'll always root for the foxes i don't even care sorry jeremy that it's your last one but neil didn't almost die for him to lose ever in his entire like

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I haven't watched the episode, didn't even know there were new episodes releasing these days, then a celebratory clip appears on my feed and this was literally my reaction

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personally think i should be lusted after at all hours but what do i know

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If I was Batman I would accidentally leave the eyes shadow on allll the time :(

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B U S T E D! Happy summer everyone~! ☀️

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A comic I made a few weeks ago. Feels a bit weird though. I just thought I should post it here as my Good Omens art may become more rare.