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I am back to announce…

MY CRUSH TOLD ME HE LIKES ME BACK!!!!!

right when I was forcing myself to accept and move on and shelve my feelings!!

Is it possible to feel this happy????? 😭💕

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I don’t think I’ll ever open up my heart again. I can’t take this

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So much has happened since I’ve last posted. I’m going to talk with him again tomorrow. Just gonna put it out there that if my heart gets broken, I will never emotionally recover 🙃

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It’s crazy I don’t think I’ve ever felt this heartbroken.

And despite what he said, I still like him and respect him even more

I’m so cooked

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He left me with hope. “Not now but maybe in the future”

The way this crush is never going to die. I’m going to ruin myself. I can’t fathom the larger heartbreak that’s coming. Love that for me 🙃

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I should’ve known. When do things ever go right for me?

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Literally just kill me now. How could I be so fucking stupid !!!!!!!!!

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Ugh he’s so handsome I can’t help but stare at him every chance I get 😩

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He held my hand to guide me through the crowd… sigh.. I’m too far gone. I can only hope this has a happy ending. This is literally all I pray for 😌

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Oh my godddddd the way I am about to crash out. Does he know ????????? That I like him ??? I think he does 😭 is he setting me up to confess my feelings ??? AHHHH WHAT

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And I’m most definitely going to embarrass myself this whole weekend. I just can’t say no to spending time with him and feeling the pain of not being chosen 🙃 but I just love being around him no matter what

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Whyyyyy did I have to open up to someone who doesn’t like me back??? Whyyyy 🙃

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Literally, what does it feel like to like someone and they like you back???? This one sided crush is so painful 💔

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This is literally what I get for falling for an emotionally unavailable man, who probably is still in love with their ex… I’m such a pathetic idiotttt

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😩 like a knife to the heart. I really am not built for this. Why am I crying over a MAN I wasn’t even initially into??? I just randomly caught feelings for him ughhhhhh

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If I fumble this… 😩 I have no clue what I’m doing

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So we’re doing slow burn, huh?