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I am not used to the warmth and kindness- so I make tea 3 times a day, only so I can feel the warm cupping in my hand, drink my first sip of relief, and drink some tenderness in an already ruined day.

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Although I do not believe I could ever share those things

"How amazing it is to find someone who wants to hear about all the things that go on in your head."

-Nina LaCour

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I am lost too, let's be lost together.

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I am either too practical or I am too emotional while in between I torment myself.

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He did not sleep, he lay there in oblivion

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Don't take my silence for ignorance, you are more alive in my mind than ever.

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When your card declines and they bring out the drafts you have stored on Tumblr...

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I dream about you and then I capture it and re-dream about you.

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This world is a sphere just like an orange and I would happily peel both for you.

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She asks me if I believe in God and I tell her I am looking at it.

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They say true love stories never have an ending as the love lives on forever, and transcends through time and people without losing its essence. Indeed, also true love is not earned, it is fought for, it is not in abundance it is rare. 

Love could mean anything you make it to be. It could mean waiting, it could mean fighting, it could mean accepting. 

I don't accept that we have forgotten how to love, how could we when it's our basic need? I look at you and see what Pritam saw in Amrita, what a sunflower feels when it sees the sun, and how you care for the people around you.

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Among all the luggage packed, your memories were the heaviest one.

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With my eyes, I looked in your direction, With my heart, I looked away.

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I look up and the stars don't shine, the dreams hide, and the angels cry, ohh this is the sign that you aren't in this world anymore.

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I don't understand why am I allowed to love you only in my dreams.

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People make up houses,

not walls.

Love inside make them living,

not ambition.

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I love you but I don't want you. The idea of loving you still resonates with me, it keeps me warm at nights when the cold enters inside, sometimes the idea of loving you is better if it stays that way. If I see you, I will have to see the whole of you, the nights when you were not yourself as you say, the memories will come back and that haunts me, so instead I choose to love you in my thoughts but I am sorry I couldn't stay with you, you are just too strong for me.