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Nizar Qabbani // Franz Kafka

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— ann (via ardentlyann)

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— David Foster Wallace, The Pale King

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extremely real

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Noah Sandborn x Fem! Reader

MINORS DNI 🔞

TW : Toxic Relationship, No Protection, Abusive Language. (No proofread)

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(A/N : sorry for not updating, life has been hectic but here ya go. I've been obsessed with this man. hyperfixation atp)

"Who was that Y/n?" Noah asked, he didn't expect you to talk to anyone other than him. Though this was an unrealistic standard that he had for you, he expected you to only talk to him. Focus on him, love just him. "Noah, it was just an old friend. Nothing to worry about.", you said as you brushed him off.

"You think that fucking response is just gonna get you off easy?", Noah yelled. He couldn't believe that you just brushed him off like nothing. Did all his worrying, and thinking mean absolutely nothing to you? He needed to make sure you acknowledged him the way he did to you. "Y/n look at me.", he said as he eyed you down dangerously. "Noah, I promise you're the only man I need and want. Please don't think anything else of him.", you begged "worryingly". You look at him slowly as you said that, his eyes seemingly turning dark, you knew what was gonna happen.

Noah walked closer to you, breathing a little more heavily. "If I catch you talking to another guy, I'm not going to let it off easy next time. You're very lucky, I love you." he warned you as he slowly grazed his hands alongside your hips to your ass. You couldn't help but admit to yourself that you loved the constant jealousy he showed you. Your secret was that you constantly loved to see him riled up no matter what. You were not as innocent as he thought you were. You loved the chasing he did and you loved to be caught in his little net of jealousy and obsession.

"What are you gonna do right now then? Maybe you're just too much of a pussy to show me." you said internally laughing at yourself, you know what you were doing to him mentally. You loved to mindfuck him in the slightest way. "Let's go then." he said, as he dragged you to his truck. He drove as fast as he could, you arrived to his house.

As soon as you got out the truck, he grabbed your wrist as fast as he could and lifted you up by your ass. He was gripping you like his life depended on it. His mind was racing with the fact that you thought he was a "pussy" for not showing you how to be in your place. He knew he had to show you who you belonged to inside and out. But we'll start with the outside, literally.

He started kissing your neck slowly, tracing the kisses up then down to your collar bown. Leaving hickeys. He licked the little bruises he left on your shoulders and neck. He continued the small kisses going down to your breasts, he couldn't get enough of your breasts. He eyed them like a piece of candy that couldn't satisfy his hunger, he always stayed insatiable. Your breasts were plump and veiny, but they held so nicely in your black laced bra. Were you trying to make him go more insane? Are you purposely trying to make him want to fuck you any chance YOU get?

He eyed you like never before, looking at your eyes and then down to your gorgeous breasts. Licking your right breast, slowly.... so slow it felt like he was heating up inside from the teasing. You were whimpering because he was causing such a slow but growing warmth in you, you were craving more of him. "Noah.. please", you yearned for him but it didn't mean he'll give you what you want immediately. He smirked whilst he continued to kiss your breasts lightly. His hands still on your ass, squeezing them. His attention still on your tits, he left more hickeys eventually his tongue led to your niples. Fucking your niples with his painfully skilled tongue, he was sucking your tits to the point where your nipples were puffy. Sore even.

He walked still holding you, to his room. Plopping you down on the bed. His fingers going down to your clit, rubbing his fingers slowly but surely. Fucking your cute little clit yearning for more pressure. Your hips buck at him, but he nods and says, "No, Y/n. If you want my hands to fuck you, you take it how I'm giving it to you." You moaned moving your head to the side of his pillow. His two fingers adding pressure to your clit, hitting the right spot for friction and the orgasm you've been yearning for. But, as you were about to reach your high, he stopped. Smiling at you like an ass knowing you were about to have your orgasm. "Please Noah! I admit it, I regret calling you a pussy." you whimpered as you knew he won YOUR game. "Admiting it does nothing for me Y/n, now you're gonna take me how I want you to. I don't care."

His fingers entering you slowly, fucking you inside. Fucking you inside, as he hit the right spot in your wet puffy pussy. God the feeling was godly for the both of you. For him, feeling the warmth and wetness of your cunt was getting to him. He needed to be inside you. As for you, it was feeling his big fingers fucking the right spot each time, imagining his fingers as his big dick, stretching your small cunt each minute. You were reaching your high, and you came on his fingers. He smirked again, still eyeing you as he pulled his fingers out of your pussy, licking your cum off his fingers.

He felt his cock yearning for your pussy, throbbing for you. "Can I?" he asked, as he pulled his dick out. "Always." you said, smiling at him. He entered your small pussy, feeling the tightness of it. Going in and out, in a rhythm. Your insides were squeezing his big dick, he whimpered at the feeling of you. He usually didn't show you this side of him but when he simply was craving you, he showed it vocally and with actions. "God, Y/n...I don't want to cum so quickly but holy fuck..", he admited as he moaned into your neck.

You were burning in the inside feeling his dick touching your cervix, bruising it. Fucking the spots that had you slobbering like you were seeing the fucking stars. You'd do absolutely anything for Noah, he always had you on edge. He just simply had that effect on you as you did to him. Just all about the chase and the catch. Heat was rising inside your pussy from all the fucking he was doing to you. "Oh fuck Noah!", you whimpered as you yelled.

He was going in and out, again and again. He was trying so hard not to cum as soon as he was inside you, you just made him feel that good each time. Your pussy was made just for him. Your wetness had him going crazy, the sliding into your warmth just had that grip on himself too. He felt like he was some rabid animal going crazy for you. He whimpered, moaned and was going batshit crazy as he pounded into you each minute. His thrusts going quick, more out of rhythm but still hitting the right spots for the both of you.

You both were reaching your high. Eventually you reached your high, wetness coating your pussy and his cock. Feeling your pussy clench around his dick, had him whimpering loudly because holy fuck did that unleash an overwhelming feeling in him. "Y/n..fuck!" he moaned as he reached his high and came inside your pussy. Still thrusting after slowly but eventually pulling out.

"I showed you Y/n, I don't think that makes me much of a pussy? Does it.", he mocked you jokingly, still out of breath.

(A/N : Sorry this was short pookies ! Hope you all had a great summer. Lmk if y'all want me to write anything specific. Next I think I'll write about Brahms Heelshire!)

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Billy Loomis x Reader (smut)

MINORS DNI.

! No protection, knife, stalking ! ( 18 + )

(A:N this is my first time writing smut yall, i hope yall enjoy 😭🤍)

It was a friday night, your father was out of town for business. Your mother passed away, the year before so you were all alone. You just finished your homework, it was already stressful enough that you were alone, depressed, and suddenly hearing about murders going on. The Tv was on, you were seeing that there was someone killing teenage girls and guys. They don't know who's done this but it is someone who definitely lives around YOUR area.

Most of the people who were killed, were people you knew (just acquaintances). You were just in your head thinking about who could it possibly be doing this. No one in your school seemed suspicious enough to do this, no one really had such visible hatred toward one another.

Another hour had passed, it has started raining. You were bored, out of your mind. You read your book and tried to distract yourself from whatever you could possibly think of. Suddenly you heard your phone ringing. You knew no one would ever call you during this time, especially at night. You thought it probably was your dad. You pick up.

"Hello?", you asked with an uncertain tone.

"Hello Y/N" , an unknown voiced announced itself.

"Who's this?", you started to worry, especially with seeing the news earlier... this didn't help.

this unknown person asked, laughing abit, "Do you..have a partner Y/N?"

"Why would you want to know?" you asked with a tone of rudeness.

"Because I just want to know. Answer me.", he stated, starting to seem impatient.

Being the smartass that you are, you said, "First off, you haven't answered my first question. Who are YOU? And if you answer, I'll answer your question."

"Fine, I'm ghostface. You've probably heard about me on Tv. Now answer my question." he said with certainty.

"You're...him.", you started breathing heavily, "And yes, I have a boyfriend. Why are you interested in knowing about that?"

"I'll ask you one last thing," he said dodging your question, "is his name Billy?", he asked, sounding like he put on a grin.

"How do you know about him?!" you asked in shocked, this ghostface person knows you. He's the one killing the classmates you knew. Is he after you next?

You hear no one at the other end. Wondering what's happening. You lock your windows. Close your curtains. You immediately go downstairs and lock every door that could possibly be accessed from the outside. But you heard a knock..

You go back running to your room, turning off the lights. Forgetting that the phone is still on. You grab your phone, and hold it up to your ear.

"Why'd you lock the doors? You scared I'm gonna come in and gut you like a fish? Hm?" he asked, laughing.

You started to fear him, what could you have possibly done to this person? What did he have against you and why was he so interested in knowing if you were with billy? "Please I don't have anything you need or want! Why are you doing this to me?", you started to tear up and your throat was starting to hurt.

"You are what I need, Y/N.", ghostface started grinning like a freak, he asked, "Do you really love this boyfriend of yours?". He sounded more genuine asking this question like your answer really meant something to him.

"Yes, I love him. I'd do anything for Billy. I'll never give myself up to you even if it meant that you'd kill me", you knew you were screwed answering him like this, but you really meant it. Billy was your whole world and the only person to look after you and understand you. He cured your depression after your mother passed away, he was always doing the most for you. Your father turned into an alcoholic after your mother passed, so you had no one but Billy. him.

"Oh really? Mmh-" he asked but he was grunting. You heard some other noise but couldn't make anything else out if it.

But oh he was going insane. The fact that you would do anything for him, made him go crazy. He was so turned on that he couldn't hold back. He started to stroke his cock, slowly up and down. Hearing the wet sounds, thinking of you giving him a wet blowjob right there with such a hot fucking face. He would never hurt you, he just felt such a thrill hearing you scared and hopeless.

"Open your door now. Or else." he said, still outside of your house. He pulled his cock back in, not finished with himself. He started feeling frustrated.

"No, my boyfriend will come right now! You better be gone by then. I'm never going to let you in!!" you yelled, you knew you couldn't contact Billy right now. But you had to lie so you can get out of this situation.

"Oh yeah? We'll see about that." he suddenly hung up.

You were scared knowing that you'll possibly die in matter of seconds or minutes. You grabbed anything in your room that could help with self defense and you grabbed your phone to call 911 but before you could.. you heard a knock on your window. You could see a familiar shadow behind your light curtains. You were sure it was Billy, you took a very small peak. It was him!

You opened the window very quick. Gasping and breathing heavily with anxiety and fear you said, "Billy! Why would you do that?!"

"Do what?" he asked seeming "surprised", "what happened, are you okay??"

"I'm not okay, this fucking killer from TV called me. He apparently knows about us, and I think he's stalking me!? He's right outside the house, threatening to come in.. " you were talking fast from fear, "and then YOU came knocking on my window and -"

Billy interrupted, "Take a deep breath, no one was outside Y/N. You'll be okay, I'm right here.", he gave you a hug and you could feel the wetness of his shirt since it was raining. He looked so hot in that white shirt, it was see through so you could see his toned abs and vline.

He departed from you, and looked at you, up and down. Looking amused. You thought he didn't seem too shocked about the news you told him, and nor did he seem to have any fear in his eyes..

You then look at his hands, a knife? You looked at him with shock. You were so scared of ghostface you didn't pay any attention to Billy's knife. (but you sure payed attention to those abs 🤨)

You slowly started walking back, almost tripping. You couldn't believe it, was ghostface him? Was he ghostface? The person that meant the most to you? How could it possibly, out of ANYONE, be him? "Y/N it's not what it seems... i promise.", Billy was trying to reassure you, as he was walking towards you.

You ran to your door and tried to unlock it but before you could, Billy grabbed your waist. He held his hand to your mouth before you could make any noise. "Don't scream, or else.", he knew he couldn't nor would he hurt you but he had to make sure you wouldn't scream. He then threw you on your bed, he got on top of you.

Still keeping his hand on your mouth, he was dragging his knife along your soft shirt then going underneath and touching your delicate belly. "Yes, it's me. I was the one calling you. But trust, I'd NEVER hurt you. Okay?"

His face reached your neck, his lips softly grazing your neck. You could feel a grin on his lips, "If I let go of my hand from your mouth, and you don't scream, I'll explain everything." You nodded, you had no option, you were seeing this completely different side of your boyfriend. Everything was a shock to you. He let go of his hand, and you asked huffing, "Wh-why? Why did you ki-kill those people??"

"After my mother passed, before I met you. Everyone at that godforsaken school, would laugh at me. Talking shit, saying my mother wasn't good for my father, that's why "he had a new whore on his cock each week. And she was an old hag who was a good for nothing". So they said. Even my old "friends" joined in, in their fuckery So I got revenge."

You never knew this, no wonder he really felt for you, when your mother died. He felt the same way and he did what he would've wanted someone to do to him.

"I killed Sydney's mother, the whore. Then the whore's daughter. Then I thought, why not kill all of those fuckers who talked shit about me and my mother? So I came up with Ghostface and I went on a killingspree." he had no shame in saying any of this, matter of fact he sounded happy. He then added, "But I'd never hurt you, I swear. I'd let anyone kill me before they could kill you."

"I-I can't do this Billy.." you didn't know what to say, everything was so sudden and you were in shock physically and mentally. "I know you were in pain but you shouldn't have killed anyone Billy", you held his face with your hand. You didn't want to press any buttons that you shouldn't press. "What are you trying to say Y/N? You don't want to be with me anymore? Is that what you're trynna say? ", Billy started asking aggressively. He held back the urge to be agressive, he would never want to treat you harshly. He just didn't want to lose you over "something" like this.

"That's not what I'm saying Billy, I just don't know what to do with everything you told me..", you still were in shock. You didn't know what to say or even feel. Billy started kissing your neck, trying to make you forget about everything that had happened. "Mmh, Billy... you know what you're doing", you weren't stupid enough to know he'd do this whenever he slipped up. He'd always give you kisses or even gifts to make you forget about an argument.

You tried moving to get out of this position you were in, but Billy was stronger than you. "No, Y/N. You're not leaving me easily like this. What happened about earlier?", he smiled like a freak, whilst pinning you down. "What do you mean "earlier" ?" forgetting about what you said during the call.

"You'd do anything for me Y/N, you said it yourself. Even if it meant for someone else to kill you. Now lets keep that promise right now, yeah?", he put his knife near your shirt, cutting it. Then grazing the knife along your breasts.

Licking his lips, he neared himself to your breasts, a bit above he started kissing your chest. You moaned, trying to feel guilty that you knew he was a murderer. But you couldn't help it, his eyes, his lips. So soft and wet. You wanted him there and then. "May I?", Billy asked with lust filled eyes.

"Yes, Billy...", you couldn't help but moan. He immediately started licking your chest, sucking the soft spots. Hitting the right sensitive spots, never missing. Leaving small trails of hickeys. You couldn't help but roll your eyes back, the feeling he gave you... the anticipation. The small kisses, the sensitivity you felt yet it was slow but it satisfied you so much. You grabbed his hair, tugging it abit. "Oh Billy..", he was so good at this, you knew you needed him in you. He let go of his knife and grabbed your arms.

"You're such a slut for me, you're so eager for this cock. Hm?", he said as he moaned. As he moved himself to your stomach, leaving small trails of kisses. So delicate but so satisfying. "I'm anything for you Billy", you said, not regretting anything you said. Even though you wanted to resist him, you couldn't. Your body yearned for him in every way possible. "Lay there and feel me, that's all I want you to do. Can you do that babe?" he looked at you for reassurance, while holding himself back.

"Go in Billy, I want all of you.." you moaned, you couldn't even look at him without feeling turned on. He went on kissing you more below, and he finally reached your pussy. His eyes darkened at the fact that he'll taste you and your juices. He took off your pajama shorts, and he saw your panties soaked. So fucking wet with arousal, he took your soaked panties off. Finally seeing the prize. Your wet soaked throbbing pussy, so puffy needing something to satisfy it. He immediately dived in with his mouth, going in. Hitting all your sensitive spots, swirling in and out. He started licking your throbbing clit, licking your little tip. Sucking it gently, knowing it was so sensitive. He really craved your pussy, even just eating you out wasn't enough.

He went on sucking, still hitting your spots with his tongue. You arched your back, moaning so loud you couldn't even think right. You needed something more, you CRAVED him in you. He needed more from you, his cock was throbbing. So much precum was coming out.

"God Y/N you taste amazing", he grunted, he needed more. "Fuck", he moaned, "Tasting you isn't enough, I need to be in you.", he pulled out his cock. He started rubbing his cock near your wet throbbing pussy, your pussy ached for his cock. He knew he was teasing you, he softly went in. Letting you take in his big hard cock. "Oh fuck Billy!", you've never felt this euphoric, so thoughtless, just feeling him.

"Take it in babe, you can do it.", he said he moaned. Sliding his cock in fully, feeling your warmth. God it was intense for him too, just the feeling of you wrapped around his cock..he was thoughtless. He was just going with feeling. He went in and out of you in a rhythmic way, he felt so overwhelmed with your pussy. You were so tight. Gripping him. Both of you couldn't think a thought, just fully going with instinct.

After hitting every sensitive spot in you, he couldn't hold it. He felt it coming. He went in and out, loosing rhythm. Feeling your throbbing pussy clench. You couldn't help but arch your back, he was so good at this. It was leaving you dumb, all you could do is only think about his cock. Matter of fact, that's all you felt.

"I'm cumming, Y/N", he moaned, head going back and rolling his eyes. He could feel you cumming, your pussy clenching around his cock and he suddenly felt your juices surrounding his hard cock. This made him even thrust more into you, the wetness of your cum and the warmth of your tight pussy. It was all too overwhelming for him. "God, Y/N...I ca-can't hold back", he said as he moaned loudly. He thrusted faster, the sounds filled the entire room. He could feel his cock throb, he immediately pulled out. He came on your soft stomach, so much cum. You smiled at him still huffing from the sex you had. "I love you Y/N..", he leaned in and gave you a kiss.

"I love you too, Billy..", you pecked his lips. Billy asked, "Would you like some water?", he was one for the aftercare.

He really is something else.

(You're delulu girl 😜)

(A:N : sorry this is short 😭 thank you for reading. Pls leave some recommendations of other characters i should write abt! Ty)