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Reflection #1

Reflection is when you feel the break in everyday life. One day My teacher in Philosophy said that write the most painfull experience that you encounter in your everyday life. I remember the past that my grandfather died. He died because of his age it is very hard for us to accept it especially in my mother. She can't do anything to bring my grandfather to the hospital because she doesn't have a permanent job, but my mom is trying her best to give an allowance to my grandfather and grandmother but sad to say when the day that my grandfather left us we don't have money to bring him to the hospital. Because of lack of money my grandfather died but before my grandfather died I was in Leyte the province of my father and went to Samar the province of my mother where my grandfather lived . I remember that day because that day is the last day that I saw him. My grandfather said to me that he want to see all of us before he died,but because of lack of money we didn't make his dream come true. My mother and my youngest sister went to our province in Samar together with my uncle and aunt. My eldest brother didn't go with my mother and youngest sister because he can't leave his work because he is a teacher ,after the burial of my grandfather they went back to manila. The lesson that I get is I need to study hard so that I could finish my college and get a good work so that if my parents or siblings needed my help I could help them. The isms that I will use in this situation is transcendentalism and determinism. Trancendentalism because I have a highest purpose in my life. I can do better for my life . The situation that i said of all of you is part of my challenges in life maybe this situation is the hardest but I know that God has a very purpose why I am experiencing this challenges. Determinism because I am determined to finish college and my inspiration is my parents and also my grandfather to be motivated every time that I go to school and always think that I can do this to reach my dreams and also to reach their dream to me.But the most important for me is to give my parents a stable life in terms of financial so that whenever they need money they don't need to borrow from our neighborhood because they have their own money.I learned that never quitting your dreams because of the problems that is happening to you instead make it a inspiration for you to be an eager person to reach your goals.