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I feel as though the world crumbles down at the moment i seem to get up. The moment when everything is going great and then bam something erupts a disaster.

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Fear of Myself

Have you spent your whole life trying to escape the very worst part of yourself? The part that makes people want to stay away. The fear of myself is more dominant than anything. As if throughout the day when i try to be my very best, I'm dragging the worst in a cage along side. This worst part of me makes everything about me hard to handle. I think to myself, "who would want to be with a person like me?". Everyday i struggle to see light in anything. I am constantly faced with the challenge of not being the worst part of me. I am a worrier. Out of all things, this is the worst challenge to avoid. I am faced with fears of losing all that I love. I have never had something go so right for me, but when I am finally gifted with the one thing that makes life worth living...I screw up. I am slowly becoming the person I have always feared to be. The cage is rusted, with every chance of falling apart at any given moment. I find it difficult to put the pieces of who I want to be together. I need light to shine through this long darkness inside myself. 

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February Baby

FEBRUARY BABY Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal. Determined to r each goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. Copied from: http://i-love-it-yaar.blogspot.com/2011/11/which-baby-are-you-january-baby.html#ixzz1fcgpscOH

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You fell in love with a man... not a boy.

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When words fail... music speaks...

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The most powerful weapon of all...Love.

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If I wrote a note to God I would say what on my mind I'd ask for wisdom to let compassion rule this world Until these times If I wrote a note to God I'd say please help us find our way End all the bitterness, put some tenderness in our hearts

Note to God by JoJo Levesque 

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We're afraid to get hurt. Afraid to be broken. Afraid to lose ourselves. But in times like this...you just have to take a chance. Take a risk. Go with it.

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I'm afraid you will hurt me...but I'm also afraid you will get so attached, something happens and I hurt you...

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You

Sometimes you have to put yourself in front of others. You have to right to make a decision to be happy. You have the right to speak out. You have the right to live fully. Some may not support you, some may go against you. In the end all we have is ourselves. Where do you want to end up?

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it's a picture like this i look back and smile at. most faces are goofy because of natural reason. this picture makes me laugh and i love my friends. i wouldn't be the same without any of them.

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I feel tears trying to make their way out. I'm sincerely sorry that I finally get what I have always dreamed of. I never meant to hurt your feelings. I just told myself if I had to you choose it wouldn't be in your favor...

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Truth be told I have a hard time holding back feelings I can't control. I just want them to know so I don't lose my chance. Heart screaming out the feelings you bring upon me. Please don't say I am over my head...

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Falling for You

Do you ever get that overwhelming rush when you see a person? A person that you have a special kind of interest in. The person brings your heart to a stop, a smile across your face. A part of you is filled with excitement and the other is shy. How do I show how much I feel? Will it make you run away? I'm afraid of what you got the power to do. I think I'm uncontrollably falling for you.

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Dear Guys

Some girls change their minds about how they feel. Don't get offended it's just how we are. We do end up being with who we truly wanted in the end. As for some don't be surprised if they stop talking to you because they decided to choose someone else. Either way guys you know there are SO MANY girls out there. Don't give up.

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thatoneerin:

i hate the feeling when you know you’re going to cry. your lips quiver, you heart pounds, your eyes sting. your face clenches up, and then the tears start to fall. You can’t stop them, no matter how hard you try. and it’s not little tears that slide down your cheeks, it’s big tears that make your...

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Don't be blinded behind this sweet, nice girl. There's a bitch just waiting for the time to escape. Watch yourself.