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// I mean... if someone gets a message on tumblr chat, thats not hate, not an ad, but a normal conversation or reaction to something - not aggressive or anythign negative, not even an opinion. Just yknow, plain normal stuff. Like a conversation starter thats more than a single whatsup or weather discussion...
Isn’t it basic courtesy to at least reply? Noooope, apparently its in style to completely ignore it for days, if not forever... but they have the time to post everythign else.
and Im tired of always having to do the attempt, and then it gets ignored completely, but ofc it has to be me. well, fck it.
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// When I suddenly lose a follower - I have a few but liek msot of them are inactive, and the dread I feel each time I lost someone who used to actively interact with me...
Who am I joking with? Maybe 4 people would care or notice at all if it was me who vanished. So why should I care if someoen decides I’m not worth their time anymore? I hate myself all the more because I still do.
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Fck it. I agreed with someone to do rp together, was lookign forward to it. That was last year Nov. They ghosted on me pretty much and I finally did a check up on all my in-progress rps in Febr to see which to freeze or forget n which are ok to go on.
Guess what, said person wanted to pause because they landed a new job and is busy. This part is totally fine. I asked her to plz plz plz poke me when they had the free time to do it. She said ok.
Guess what, it’s March, some random anon asked about stuff and I get to find out she does rp again but keeps limited threads. I asked her again if she has a spot for me, she says she has the 2 already.
I GUESS SHE FORGOT ABOTU OUR PAUSED ONE BUT NEVERMIND.
I asked if there’s a way to actually reserve a spot or something, she said she will poke me when there’s a free spot.
I will wait maybe 2 months at most and ask again. IF SHE SAY AGAIN SHE GOT FULL OCNE AGAIN WITHOTU POKING ME WHEN SHE STARTED ANOTHER NEW ONE IM NOT GOING TO LET IT PASS WITHOTU A FEW WORDS.
FOOL ME ONCE SHAME ON YOU, FOOL ME TWICE SHAME ON ME, EH?
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Why is it always have to be fukin me who makes the attempt?! WHY?! Every motherfucking time its me, always me and Im fukin tired of it!!!
When others feel down, its taken for granted I will be there to support... but when its me who would every fukin once in a while would appreciate a little support, or just a single ‘are you ok?’, suddenly everyone else is sooo fuking occupied or play being even more down than me so they can find excuses not being there for me.
Fuk yall
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This is the lucky clover cat. reblog this in 30 seconds & he will bring u good luck and fortune.
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Bahh, apparently I just cannot stop running into ‘landmines’ when it comes to other people. First I annoy someone with being too engrossed in our rp and potential plots... then I accidentally vented because they asked what was goign on, as Im anxious I might be unemployed soon again due to the fckin pandemic if the company I work at is unwilling to get the equipment for home office and I cannot commute to work with government edict in place... and I get a reply as theyd be happy if they had just one day they didnt have to speak about pandemic. Id be happy without too believe me, especially as it now endangers my employment...
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This is the Lucky Ace. Reblog to recieve a wad of cash that is oddly specific to your current needs.
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Also fucking nice that noone ever writes on me either to chat or to plot. It is always fucking me who has to go ‘begging’ around.
You want proof? here it is: whenever I do an ‘experiment of goign silent and not poking or writing on anyone, guess hwo many peopel check on me or poke me?! You got it, zero!
It must be nice for every motherfucker to have sooo many friends they do not have the time to write on everyone, but then why is it always me who is left out. Apparently I am jsut not worthy of your time.
You saying you are introvert for an excuse? Guess what, I am one too, yet youi assholes are indulged while I am always left behind, only good for something when everyone else is occupied, then I get discarded again.
Go to hell and rot, each and every one of you!
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My patience has its limits too... especially when others receive rp replies rightaway and Ive been waiting for months, AGAIN. That, and ofc I get a promsie to receive a reply, then nothing but silence once more, or trying to change the topic... well fck it
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Every fucking bastard can rot in hell. Sweet words in my face, but when there are others who they obviously prioritize, its always interactions w me are the ones that get tossed behind and forgotten, for months while others enjoy the fukin priority. Im tired of waiting for months for the scraps. Maybe I should just delete this fuckign tumblr and be done with everything.
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FOR FUCKS SAKE I CANT BELIEVE MY GARBAGE LUCK THAT I CANT FUCKIN WIN A SINGLE THING NOT EVEN WHEN THERE ARE ONLY 4 FUCKIN PPL ARE IN IT MYSELF INCLUDED, AND THE 2 OUT OF THOSE 4 WON AND THE 3RD NOBODY DID ACTUALLY WIN FIST BUT PASSED ON SINCE HE WON LAST TIME TOO.
PIECE OF GARBAGE LUCK HOPE WHOEVER IS THIS FUCKIN LUCKY LOSES IT ALL
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Mmm, apparently the pain from getting cut by a hobby knife is still far from enough to even get my aattention from emotional pain... and it didnt even leave a scar, pathetic.
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Hmph, my mood is like the song The Universe on Fire from Gloryhammer. Setting everything on fire and let it burn. or just... burn my emotions to nothingness. Who cares about happiness or its bullshit lies the rest of positive emotions are if I can finally get rid of all the negative ones?!
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I’ve been waiting for almost a month now, but ofc others get the priority, again...
Fuck patience
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