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I don’t have it in me for anyone to be mad at me and playing a silent game. You gotta just tell me. I’m very used to people dumping their cons on me about me even when I think I’m doing nothing, but as I get older, I just can’t accept hot and cold behavior. I respect ppl more with being honest with care.

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Had to untag myself with art on here bc it’s annoying seeing beastly anime all the time. With art, I’m talking Picasso, abstract worlds from us everyday artist. Not that annoying shit lmaoo. Was cookin me.

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"Freeze/Fawn" & " Tangled, Tied" 2023

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I have got to get back into getting cuter, taking pictures and being my natural self. I think it’ll require some time to just reflect on my own and really shut out social media. I really feel like it’s time. It’s been time.

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Just a girly on a break. 30 minutes is not enough time but I just have to make it that way for the time being. Feeling a little more hopeful as the days go. Just doing my best.

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I don’t speak ill of my past lovers, but it’s so funny when I do speak light in them. I don’t like ending on terrible terms. Never understood that idea. But one love I do speak of, everybody is confused on why we’re not together because of how sweetly I speak of him.

L O L

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Black and Beautiful ❤️

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It’s cool having understanding roommates, but I’m so quiet in my bedroom sometimes to the point where I hear them coming in. Most likely they’re trying to get to my cats, but it’s always interesting.

I like quiet and I will sit in silence if I feel like it’s necessary. I move quietly too bc I just am used to it.

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Idk I treat ppl how I want to be treated and thankfully things will work out, but it’s kinda insane to see who truly will pick me up when I fall.

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I don’t have it in me today. I’m so tired. I just want to be cuddled and held. Told it’ll be ok. Told that I’ll be ok. Self soothing only goes so far. Community is sweet. Being in love is very sweet.

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I wanna start many things but me being me, I have to hyper focus on getting this major things handled. Then I can be free.

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center your life around your own desires. don’t listen to people who try to tell you what they think you should be, what they think you should do, what they think you should spend money, or time, or effort on. you won’t ever feel complete if you chase other people’s dreams, or subscribe to other people’s expectations. live for you

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🫶🏽💗

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