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she's all yours dude CHILL!!!!!!!

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editing is so funny because it's like "damn, i wrote 'before' two times within three paragraphs. they are going to stone me in the town square for this"

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if you ever tell me that you go to a chiro this is what i envision them doing to you

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How do I deal with being pissy when drawing doesn't come out the way I want it to? I have tried for years and every time I'm just enraged and stop after a minute

Well, Have you ever been proud of what you do throughout those years? Even in a single piece?

It really is frustrating when we can't seem to portray what we really want to draw, because we're not just drawing, we're conveying a message, expressing, feeling.

But you must consider for the sake of improvement, is accepting these errors. These doesn't mean you're failing, as long as you don't give up on yourself and your love for your crafts. Creation comes with appreciation of the smallest efforts, and dedication to nurture your skills. Bit by bit are progress that you can compare the old to new, and you'd say to yourself: I did this. From being shit at this craft to where I am now and I'm proud of myself!

There are also times where you fall again, but you'd look back and see how far you've come, it's truly motivational. Because if that version of yourself has been filled with so much passion, you may apply it to the present.

Be kind to yourself and your craft, " This may not seem much nor it really turned out the way I wanted to but it's enough. I can come back to it one day ".

Breathe, and pick up the brush once more.

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did i do it? did i do the meme right?

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There's something extremely depressing to me about how many people just don't want to get weird with female characters the way they do with male characters.

Like, I can kind of see why a lot of people feel weird about writing about bad things happening to female characters, but what it leads to is everyone putting female characters up on a shelf where you can admire them but you can't actually do anything interesting with them because that might be sexist or just make people feel bad. And I think that's actually a whole lot worse in the long run.

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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

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HAHAHA I've always thought that Donnie experiments with them secretly, what he doesn't know is that they know it too xd

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the humble "like" is oft mocked despite what it does for us. "like, three people" is a vastly different statement from "three people". "and i was like 'what the fuck'" is vastly different from "and i said 'what the fuck'". i love you "like" and anyone who says you make people sound stupid will be killed on sight

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an angel falls from heaven straight into your trash can wyd?

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Prom outfit redesigns 🔪

Their isn't much change besides me just adding extra stuff lmao , I did include a knife dance logo i made last year

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messy eater uzi :p

inspired by a comic from @/shencomix

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how it feels to repeatedly read that one paragraph in your own fic over and over again because it's that good and you're so proud of yourself for having written it

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"i don't care if they make their whole way though uni with chatgpt" i think you guys are so internetpilled that you have forgotten there are actual jobs out there that require people to know what they are doing in any way possible or else people die