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Mod here! Once again!

When I restart my blog, I will be purging this blog and removing every post so I can start anew.

[ask-graywalkerpony]

Mod here! Again.

I promised to be posting soon, but things sadly happened that prevented me from working on my blog.

I do however plan on this upcoming days off from my job to start my blogs revival and restart. So please stay tuned!

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MOD here!

I’m back!

Sorta.

Life has been hectic these past few years and I lost most of my art files for Gray’s blog so I briefly gave up on the blog.

But I found an old reference and my spark to work on the blog came back! So I’ll be posting very soon, for realsies.

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Happy to see you in my notifs again! Looking forward to seeing what you make of Greywalker in the future!

Glad to be back somewhat. It ill be a slow progress on restarting the blog, so please be a bit more patient.

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This is true and will happen in the next coming weeks.

And I’m now realizing after losing my old external harddrive to a power surge, I no long have @ask-graywalkerpony previous blog posts or the last update post I was working on. I now HAVE to restart her blog entirely. This isn’t good.

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Have you decided if you will restart the blog?

Debating on that at the moment, since my art style has changed over the few years and I now have a set up to actuall do digital art again. It's a long story why I, the moderator of this art ask blog, have been MIA for the past few years.

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Is this dead?

No. I, the Mod, has had a rough few years and plans in the near future to post more soon. Starting off with streams first. thanks for asking. I'm really trying to get back into art again.

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So after a good few years I now can do stream my art on picarto again. Have a new pc that run more things. I plan to stream on my days off work.

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HALLOWEEN LIVESTREAM/BLOG UPDATE!

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Livestreaming in 30 minutes!

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And What should Zephyr be?

What should @ask-graywalkerpony be for Halloween?

Send me your ideas!

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HALLOWEEN STREAM!

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Realizing it’s 11 days til Halloween.

I plan on making all my ocs from all my ask blogs, @ask-graywalkerpony and @ask-thelostoneroaming in their Nightmare Night costumes!

It’ll be posted on Halloween! So keep an eye out for spooky art!

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Streaming Misc art!

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Mod here!

Livestreaming in 30 minutes!

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An apology and explanation.

I want to apologize and explain my previous posts that I posted throughout my work shift yesterday. It’s a hard thing to even bring up or even talk about as I dislike talking about my personal life, so I am sorry if I worry people.

For the past few days, my close friends have noticed a change in me since I started taking antidepressants and sleep medications. I started to suddenly exhibit far more depressive mood changes and now today I was numb and I had suicidal thoughts that I normally don’t have. I genuinely thought I would kill myself tonight after I got off work by overdosing on my sleep meds and antidepressants, so I asked @tazerpones if he’d take over @ask-graywalkerpony blog as I believe I wouldn’t be alive to do so.

Near the end of my work shift, my brian finally cleared that fog of suicidal thoughts and numbness and I was able to think and be somewhat normal with a hint of anxiety. By the time I got home I was stimming on a Lion King toy I took from work. I was able to talk to my friends about how I felt all day and the past few days and come to a realization that my current dosage mixture of my meds have been affecting me poorly. I also asked @tazerpones to let me have @ask-graywalkerpony back as I wasn’t in a proper state of mind to even give away my blog.

So I will be taking a day off from work tomorrow/today to recover and talk to my doctor about my medications.

Again. I apologize as this may/ is a sensitive topic to talk about. But please try not to worry as I’ll be taking care of things to make me better mentally and I have wonderful friends to help me with that.

If anyone has ANY questions, please ask me. I am open to talk about what happened today and about my past medical history regarding depression.

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Happy Pride Month everyone! Remember to stay gay and happy during this last day of Pride Month and to keep staying gay and happy during the rest of the year!