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Happy Birthday!!

Thank you! It's been a while since I've been here on this blog. I've been meaning to scope out the place.

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Oh wait I saw your post about being burned out! Are you perhaps looking for a new fandom? Or something?

I've been sneaking around writing for other fandoms on different blogs actually. But this my main blog as well as my blog for sfw robot content.

I've thought about writing stuff for this blog again specially since I occasionally get now followers and I feel bad not producing content. I don't have a laptop anymore and lack of motivation have stopped me.

It's been a few years(Didn't think it was that long ago) so I might be safe if I try to write again. If you have fandoms you're interested feel free to send some to me or any requests you have.

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You alive?

What do you mean?

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Noticed you stopped writing. What are you going to do now?

Yeah I honestly burnt out big with writing for this blog in particular. I have been writing for this blog since 2016 and have been struggling to produce content and general and displeased with what I had been producing.

I am not sure if I should be sorry for this sudden decision. I might keep my inbox in the chance I am able to write for these fandoms again.

I am still writing I adore it and love creating fan content. I just will be focusing on different fandoms and original content.

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Happy belated New Years folks, my laptop has kicked the bucket so writing is even slower which I deeply apologize for.

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Are you accepting aus?

Yes

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Can we talk about strika? I’m not sure if she’s lost light or idw but she sounds cool

The only Strika I know is from TFA but I find her to be neat.

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Snakeman thinks he's a slytherin but he's really a hufflepuff cos he'll never leave you behind

For real, honestly. Snakeman likes to think he's sly but he's too soft to actually be that way.

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Your Protoman fic reminds me of my favourite song by The Megas 'I'm Not the Break Man'. If you don't know about The Megas, they write mega man songs.

I'm very aware of The Megas they also have Castlevania songs as well but I mostly listen too the Megaman songs. Funnily enough I listened to "Melody From The Past" while writing it.

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It's been forever! And wanna say have a good day

It feels like it doesn't it. Ditto on that.

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I was wondering what do you write for? Not to sound rude or anything— Really just asking what fandoms and stuff you write for

On this blog it’s Transformers, Brave Saga and Megaman generally safe for work robot/mecha stuff. Request stuff and continuities are in my Guidelines page I’ll post when a new fandom is added. Generally if you want me to write someone not on the list just ask and if I feel like I can write them I will.

There’s links ot my other blogs. PLEASE only go to the nsfw blogs if you’re 18 or above. 

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Hi. I just wanted to ask is this blog still active, or no? I would like to send in a request, but I’m always afraid of that said request being lost and not getting answered. So I hope this ask goes through.

Yes it’s still active. I’m working on writing for this blog and some others as well as some non fandom writing so stuff may take a while but this blog isn’t dead. I have a lot of stuff happening outside of the internet that slows down writing but I hope to get that sorted out soon.

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Little Update For productivity and writing sake, I’m taking a hiatus on writing for Transformers. This blog will still have stuff posted but I’ll be on the other fandoms for a while. There may be occasional transformers when I get the mood to write for them but I won’t be taking requests for tf for a while.

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(If you could, can you use this as a premises for an imagine or mini fic ) OK, reader is friends with protoman (what ever version you want) protoman is kind of depressed cos he's lamenting his being and how he's just a prototype, reader says that hes a full fledged person to them and that they never believed he was just a prototype and calls him 'blues' and when questioned says he remains them of the music. Protoman then realises that he is in love with them

(Takes place pre-MM3)

Seeing his brother brought Protoman feelings; unwanted feelings. He cares for his brother but what he has and a little of what he stands for, makes the red accented robot angry. Rock was the perfected machine from his model. As Megaman, Rock became a hero over and over again. No matter his name he’s Doctor Light’s son. Protoman had a mix of jealousy and rage.

All he sees himself as now is a prototype. His model was used to make Rock, Roll, and those accursed Sniper Joes. He was alone, limited time as his power core slowly fizzled out. Then he met them. They had stopped by the road after seeing him sitting at the curbside. They lent out their hand and home to him. He tried to refuse to continue his brooding but their persistence got to him.

He didn’t know he could be this happy again. It felt like when he was first created being with his father. Well it was similar but also different. He couldn’t pinpoint what was different about it. It ate and gnawed at him. It was easily ignored at first. Then he had a reminder of a pain in his chest. He didn’t have long to be here on earth. Did he want to spend his limited existence here?

Maybe, he wanted time to think and reflect. He left.

It was concerning to find Protoman’s blankets folded but no Protoman. In his haste he forgot his scarf which had been taken off to be washed. Taking it from where it was left to dry; after Protoman requested it not be put in the dryer to not risk fraying. The fabric was soft light and somehow held warmth very well. There wasn’t a question why Protoman liked it so much. It was a wonder where or who he got it from. 

Getting dressed to leave, tucking the scarf into their jacket, they took off to look for their friend. Rain pelted the asphalt of the road and the tin roofs of the neighboring houses. The pattering sound of the rain hitting the roofs would have been distracting if they weren’t desensitized by years of living in this town. 

Places that Protoman liked to loiter ran through their head. Open wide places with few people. Liking his independence and solidarity. 

It was unexpected to find him cooped up in a cafe. He didn’t have his helmet on(also leaving it along with his scarf) but his hair and shades were undeniably him. He didn’t have a drink for obvious reasons. The staff didn’t seem to care, probably busy enough with people coming in for shelter. 

“Proto?” their voice caught him off guard, him not seeing them come in. He adjusted himself in the booth to let them settle next to him. It was easy to see he was upset. Often tried to hide his feelings from those around him but after a long time of being with him; his tells were obvious. Fighting back the want to ask him wants wrong they pulled his scarf from their jacket. He never liked being questioned if he wanted to tell someone something he would.

“You forgot this… You forgot your helmet too but I didn’t grab it,” Protoman glanced at the yellow cloth before hesitantly taking it from his friend. “You want to go on a walk?” the question was said softly. Protoman looked at his scarf tracing over a stitch. He remembers when it had gotten caught and tore, it pained him. He didn’t wear it for a while after he noticed that it had been sewn. Questioning led him to learn his friend practiced sewing to mend it for him. They joked that the stitch added character: individuality. 

Eventually Protoman turned away from the scarf, putting it on then, moving his attention to his booth companion. 

“Yes, I would like that,” Proto waited for them to slide out of the booth to follow. He grabbed something from the booth on the way out. It got a chuckle out of them.

“I thought you didn’t like that umbrella.” they say in a teasing tone as Protoman opened the umbrella it was a transparent plastic with multicolor polka dots that varied in size. When he first saw it he said he hated it but then always took it when he went out while it was raining. 

“It’s not as bad as I first thought,” he admitted letting them slip under the umbrella next to him. He fell silent as the two of them started walking. Neither with a destination in mind. The rain had seemed to have lightened up but still hit down on town. The air is a little chilly.

Thinking about how to figure out was wrong with him without asking him directly. The two of them stop at a street light, Protoman looked at the ‘don’t walk’ sign. At least that’s what it looked like with his shades blocking out his eyes. 

“Who am I?” the robot starts surprising his friend. Usual behavior for Protoman, a hint of insecurity in his tone. He was very human feeling to talk to and it was easy to forget he wasn’t. 

“You’re you Proto. I can’t give you an identity.” Protoman hummed at the answer starting to walk across the street now that the sign has changed. 

“How am I anything but what I’ve been built to be? The others have a reason to be. I.... I’m just a blueprint for them to be based on,” his tone sour, sad. He truly believed it. Lifting the hand that wasn’t holding the umbrella to pull his scarf to cover his face. 

His companion stopped walking; Protoman walked a few steps before realising his friend weren’t next to him anymore. He walked back to make sure they didn’t get too wet. He didn’t want them to get sick. Didn’t humans get sick when caught in the rain? It’s how it happened in shows.

“I wouldn’t say that, Proto. Maybe one time in your life you were just that. A prototype. Now you’re more than that. You’ve grown learned. Though if you’d ask me you never were just a base. Instead I’d say you’re an inspiration. What other robots expire to be.”

Protoman was silent, his scarf still covered the bottom of his face and his shade hiding his eyes as always. Impossible to see how he feels about it. He didn’t entirely know how he felt at the words himself. 

“You know what. You’re like Blues!!” Protoman visibly flinched at the mention of the word Blues. He tried to play it off.

“What do you mean by that, per say?” He asks. 

“Blues is a genre that it’s own thing but it was built on genres from before it and inspired genres after. Like Jazz for example. Plus you’re always mopey and sad so you got the blues. “ They tease nudging Protoman’s side. 

Protoman didn’t respond. To their words nor actions. He felt warm. For a second he thought it was his core overheating ready to go kaput. It didn’t feel physical to him. He looked over at them, their smile. The rain seemed to have stopped during their time talking yet they still stood under the umbrella with them.

“Thank you,” Protoman let the words slip out. He wasn’t good with feelings, how could he tell someone this feeling he doesn’t have a name for. At least not yet. He felt something akin to it before. When he was with Dr.Light but this was more: different. Protoman reached over and grabbed their hand. They didn’t say anything and gave him a squeeze.

“Let’s go home, Blues”

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are you still into BP JD? I just discovered this show recently, and I was wondering if I could send a request in for it. But I'll only request if you still write for it.

Yes I do. 

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is this blog still active? If so, are you taking requests? I've just discovered this blog, and I want to join the fun and send something in.

Yes, I’ve been trying to get back into writing. I’ve been writing non fandom things hence the lack of posts. I should center some energy back into this blog. I don’t mean for it to be dead.

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Do you take requests?

Yes I do. I’ve been busy so I’ve not written as much as I’d like.