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oh my god I got logged in and i found it!!! thank you very much 💍💖

hey guys i was trying to find a fic on ao3 about gereon/charlotte where's charlotte passed exams for an academy and gereon with tony gifted her a pen for that (it's literally the ending and i don't remember anything else) please help me to find it!!! i hope the author of that didn't delete it because it was such a gorgeous 🥺🥹

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deeply disturbed by that one specific feeling after you’ve seen a really good movie (maybe it’s not “good” but you get the point). it’s just like im way too full of love and thoughts and yet im also gapingly empty and hyperaware of my place in existence at the same time, and im pretty sure i’ve unlocked a secret of the universe that i couldn’t explain to anybody else if i tried. and yeah i will forget what it is by tomorrow but from now on, anything that reminds me of that one movie and the way it left me changed inside will always just have this unplaceable emotion attached to it. weird

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autumn is really like. i brought you some sunlight from when you were 10. didn't the world feel so bright to you then? i'll drench your hands in syrupy nostalgia, so everything you make is stained bittersweet. i'll ruffle your hair with an ice-kissed breeze--it'll be the kindest touch you've had in years. you finally feel like a part of something grander. i'm the last warm hand you hold before winter surrender.

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envelope poems by Emily Dickinson 

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for anyone that’s having a bad day, here are pictures of animals sniffing flowers

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let me tell you a secret – sometimes i think this might all be a bad dream. every now and then, when the world is quiet enough, when the yellow light hits the ceiling just right, i feel like a child again. sometimes i wish i could find the spot where time is the weakest, touch it, tear it apart, and wake up on the sofa, behind my parents’ backs where i’ve crawled after some nightmare. from the tv, a laugh track. i’m pretending to sleep. it’s summer. see, the balcony door is ajar. see, there’s a mosquito trying to get in. see, my heart isn’t aching. see?

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Anaïs Nin

Franz Kafka

W. Somerset Maugham

Charles Baudelaire

Albert Camus

Allen Ginsberg

Ernest Hemingway

Rainer Maria Rilke

Charles Bukowski

Franz Kafka

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If you feel like you’ve seen this alread, that’s normal. This list of recommendation has been previously posted on my first account @praestantias which has been deleted for some reasons. So here I am, reposting it. 

Hating how elitist and eurocentric the dark academia community became, I would truly appreciate that you leave some recommendation of book written by people of color, for I noticed that I am guilty of the eurocentric part, but I am really want to educate myself and read more non-white books. 

Thank you for your suggestions!

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Before Sunset (2004) directed by Richard Linklater

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Daniel Radcliffe as Allen Ginsberg in Kill Your Darlings (2013) dir. John Krokidas

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Barry Lyndon (1975) directed by Stanley Kubrick

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merab & irakli «and then we danced» — somebody else (the 1975)

music: somebody else —  the 1975 

jpg: https://vk.com/aasphyxiophilia

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brandon (shame) with bruce (filth) / fassavoy — forever music: haroinfather — forever jpg: https://vk.com/aasphyxiophilia

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To Catch a Thief (1955) directed by Alfred Hitchcock

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Grace Kelly and her outfits in Rear Window (1954)

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And then we danced (2019) directed by Levan Akin.