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[astepintonorasmind]

Thoughts on love?

I'm writing this on mobile, which feels very weird. but right now I'm in the mood to talk about love, something poets have been dying to explain for centuries.

we all know we feel love differently, we love different people and we show love different ways. trauma can cause your brain into tricking you that your partner/crush has bad intentions, but why?

well, when you are young that's when you learn about love, and if you experience trauma at a early age that's what you think love is. so for example, if your parents argued a lot when you grew up that's how you veiw love.

if you've ever been in love you know it's a weird feeling. almost like you're ready to puke, or that the whole universe is shaking and you feel dizzy. this is called lovesickness, and is actually real. it's a way for your body to tell you that you really like this person.

but let's talk about the actually interesting things.

we all know that girls can fall in love with girls and boys can be with other boys, right? and we also know that some people think this is wrong.

some people say it's because of religion, that the bible says this and that.

which i, obviously, think is reallyyy weird.

i thinks its interesting that you can out so much thought and time into another person's life. these try hard homophobes can put their whole life into trying to turn people straight..

I'm bisexual (i think?) and currently i have a boyfriend. but I'm going to be completely and utterly real with you all, i am not in love with him. i think he's a wonderful friend, but nothing more. i don't know what to do at the moment, but i guess we will know in the future!

I've been in love one or two times before. the reason why I say 'or' is because i don't really know. but I'm completely sure the first time i was in love was with a girl from my old barn.

see, when i was 9-12 i owned a horse. we stood in this stable with all other equestrians from my town and there was this really pretty girl. she was two years older than me and we bonded directly. we had so much fun together and we texted and hung out at all times. i knew i was in love when the only thing I could think about was here. she was on my mind always, so much that my friends thought i was getting annoying.. after about four months i got ghosted. did you hear that?! she ghosted me! i still go to the same school as her and see her everyday..

that's really what was on my mind today, and if you read this far you are so very welcome back! i hope you enjoyed looking into my mind for a bit!

happy holidays<3

[astepintonorasmind]

Welcome

Hi, im Nora and this is my new blog!

I'll talk about anything and everything on here really. I have a passion for writing and its a great way for me to understand myself and my feelings better.

About me

I live in Sweden, i don't plan on staying long. I want to get out and see the world in its prime time. I have big dreams and plans, i find most things far to interesting than they're supposed to be. I like fashion, books, cherries and i read into lyrics way to much..

Im hard to please, and i dislike most humans. Im filled with emotions and i've only fallen in love once, even though im a hopeless romantic.

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