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“The way you describe your world becomes your experience of it. If you describe your world with hostile language that’s what you’ll experience. Life becomes a nightmare if that’s how you dream it.”

— Kate Burton

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Gemini, Saturn, & Scorponic "Martyr Complex"

This is a very niche observation, but as someone who deals with Gemini placements alongside a heavy Saturn influence, specifically through the public persona of the 10th house, it is hard not to feel like a perpetual sacrifice. It has been the most dominating theme present in my life and my Scorpio-based placements do not help. (...)

Gemini, as a flirty but formidable nature, is someone who naturally intermingles within large, varying population groups. When it comes to addressing the two-faced stereotypes, it is more-so the coming and going of identity that cycles through. Gemini's are the crowd. The exist as the energetic output coaxing individuals to come closer into their circle. There's no standardized method. However, the consequence is that there is no shut-off that can exist at full capacity all of the time. While they are the output themselves, they are always receiving the minute details of everybody else. Therefore, when people view Geminis, their identity is never concrete and always loss in translation. It's a permanent feeling of never being understood. It also means that other people's expectations of identity heavily dominate relationship dynamics, which naturally co-create people pleasing tendencies and lack of ownership of one's perception.

Thus, when combined with my Saturn placements dominated within public identity and career sectors, there is further restriction placed emphasizing control or, subsequently, lack thereof. When placed into the hands of the public, not only is there any identity sense of ownership (Gemini), but also the perseverance of scenarios forcing for the spotlight permanently. In my experiences, private information ends up often slipping through my hands "coincidentally," because of Saturn's motivations to imply restriction. The consequences of that information is a lack of privacy, but also an imbalance as others attempt to gain control advantages based upon the statements in order to further benefit themselves. However, another peculiarity I have found within the 10th house is the act of empowerment through those that desire control over you. People interact in a way, especially centered around the spotlight, that deems them emotional profit by better establishing a forced pedestal. When that pedestal is not up to personal preference, then there are actions of attack in order to remove you. It creates a never-ending power struggle. Not every human is perfect, so there is bound to be fatigue in maintaining solid boundaries every now and then. Gemini and Capricorn placements also gain a harsher critique of almost being too inflexible in their privacy. Equally, both signs allow open accessibility for people to enter within their space, but it is allowed on Platform 1 — almost nobody gets to Platform 50. Sometimes, not even themselves. Unfortunately, while it can further admiration and success, it is an incredibly lonely and ostracizing pathway that can not always be easily translatable to other experiences because the act of it is a paradox itself. I have also talked about my Scorpio energy surrounding my South Node and fourth house as well before, which I do not think helps buffer the amplification of this energy. Unfortunately, Scorpio is a dominant and heavy energy primarily relying upon themes of possession. However, the energy from Gemini placements comes from people wanting to fully understand the mind and energy of the individual better than you can. It is the skeleton key to the master lock. On the other hand, the energy from Capricorn placements stems from insecurity in power-play which results in possession towards status and ability. People desire to own the identity and ability of success. Scorpio's method of possession is much more soul-consuming. Owning the brain (Gemini) and achievements (Capricorn) would not be enough. It is desire to own entirety — a metaphoric attempt to consume. Personally, my childhood was quite heavily present with being an object of infatuation based upon achievement, the outcast when I refused to conform to expected traits, and the actual cage trapped by others to permanently keep me from never straying away.

It forms an odd, complex of martyrdom: being raised upon young and forced to learn the severity of the lesson of what it means to be possessed, unable to escape even the closest of relationships from experiencing turmoil over conflict of identity, and never being able to withdraw from the past haunting of repent towards being a weapon of desire.

I used to disregard a lot of aspects within my natal chart, because I could only feel disgust and disinterest in playing a tool for someone else. I wanted to feel light and attractive, holding minor expectations, with high abundance in independence. However, I can sincerely admit once I understood those nuances better, I began falling in love with my chart. Cue in my Lilith dominance and it is not an energy for anyone, but I can map out the support the universe gave me as guidance. Though it is an intense, on-going struggle, it is one that places me in a position where I will never think myself in a poor, victim mindset ever again. However, I cannot discount the undeniable guilt of living for myself with the explicit lesson that other people benefit off of my consumption.

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Hi zelda. From what I've read, having Venus in 10th in natal chart is said to be a blessing especially for reputation, while having Lilith in 10th are easily defamed. Can u pls tell me what is your thought about having those two bodies in 10th house? I have them

Hi! This will create a contradiction in your personality because Lilith is about rebelling against patriarchy and Venus is about conforming. Lilith needs to rebel even if it will cost her and Venus in this house needs to be liked and accepted to feel good.

Venus here makes it easy for you to be well liked and to have people focus on your good qualities. People want to see the good in you even when you do bad. But Lilith here makes people also want to sexualize and outcast you. I think you will experience a struggle between which one to be: Lilith or Venus and at times one of them will take over more. But it can also be that you are good at balancing and using both sides of your persona to your benefit. 🐈‍⬛ 🧙‍♀️🔮🧹

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Hello, Could you do a Moodboard/Playlist for an Aquarius Rising with Scorpio Venus and Mars?

Hello, love! Thank you for being so patient with me. Your playlist is up and I hope you love it as much as I do. You carry a very special energy with you. 🖤

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Ascendant in Aquarius, Venus/Mars in Scorpio Playlist

This is such bad b*tch energy, I hope you enjoy @ladyneptunenova ❤️

the art of survival — ramsey

1mmortal — cash!*

where are they now??? — emily jeffri

beautiful is boring — bones uk

you are digging your grave — nelson can

scream — emily jeffri

hayloft II (dark verb mix) — mother mother

pain and pleasure — m()re, woodju

killing time — jordan fiction

maybe it's a fantasy — johnny goth

make u mine — blood orchid

i wanna be your slave & seven nation army — super pipo

obsession — mellina tey

If you have any requests, please let me know... might just take you up on the offer.

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Scorpio in the 4th House Moodboard

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Hey your blog is very cool, i am an intp with Gemini stellium so I relate to yours in a big way.

Hello, lovely, thank you so much! ❤️ I mainly got into astrology and other psychology-based art-forms (personality typing) because I had some difficulty explaining myself away. It feels incredible to have a spot on the internet that's mine after struggling. Letting go of attachments to ideas, but proudly holding things that make me feel good has been essentially the goal of this blog — in addition to allocating a space to encourage others to do so.

If you would like to chat some more, my inbox is always open! ♡

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PSA: Please do not ever discredit persona charts! The more I indulge in analyzing my own to gain a better understanding in general, the more I find such little nuances that fill in the spaces I found myself having difficulties in explaining within just my natal.

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Where In Your Life Makes You A Queen?

Asteroid Queen (5457)

Meaning: Asteroid Queen (5457) Queen represents themes related to royalty, leadership, authority, or feminine power.

Its placement and aspects in a natal chart could indicate areas where the individual seeks to assert authority, where they may feel a sense of entitlement, or where they demonstrate leadership qualities.

In Houses 👇🏼

1🏠: A Queen

With Queen in this house, the person possess natural leadership qualities, a regal demeanor, or a strong sense of personal sovereignty. They project an aura of authority and confidence, and they might be perceived as someone who is in charge of their own destiny and unafraid to take the lead in various areas of life.

2🏠: The Queen of Confidence and Possessions

With Queen in this house, the person place a strong emphasis on taking charge of their financial affairs, asserting themselves in matters related to money and possessions, or striving for a sense of financial independence and security. They also have a natural inclination towards leadership roles or positions of authority in fields related to finance, banking, or entrepreneurship.

3🏠: The Queen of Influence and Dynamics

With Queen in this house, the person has a commanding presence in their interactions with others, expressing themselves with confidence and authority. They also possess strong leadership qualities in their local community or have a natural talent for influencing others through their words and ideas. Their relationship with siblings or neighbors involve themes of leadership, authority dynamics, or a sense of responsibility.

4🏠: The Queen of Family and Foundation

With Queen in this house, the person has a strong sense of authority within their family or household, taking on leadership roles or asserting their autonomy in domestic matters. They also feel a deep connection to their family heritage or have a sense of pride in their roots and ancestry. There could be a focus on creating a secure and nurturing home environment where they can exercise their leadership skills and assert their personal sovereignty.

5🏠: The Queen of Creativity and Fertility

With Queen in this house, the person exhibits natural leadership qualities in creative endeavors, such as art, performance, or entertainment. They also take charge in romantic relationships, asserting their authority or displaying confidence and charisma. They approach leisure activities with a sense of authority, seeking out opportunities to express themselves creatively and take the lead in recreational pursuits.

6🏠: The Queen of Professionalism and Health

With Queen in this house, the person exhibits natural leadership qualities in the workplace, taking charge of projects or teams and asserting their authority in a professional setting. They also prioritize autonomy and independence in their work environment, seeking out opportunities to lead and make decisions. They approach health matters with a sense of authority, taking charge of their well-being and advocating for themselves in medical situations.

7🏠: The Queen of Partnerships and Marriage

With Queen in this house, the person seeks out partners who embody leadership qualities or who are strong and authoritative figures in their own right. They also assert themselves assertively in their partnerships, taking on leadership roles or striving for equality and autonomy in their relationships. They attract partners who challenge their own sense of authority or who play significant roles in shaping their personal sovereignty.

8🏠: The Queen of Intimacy and Transformations

With Queen in this house, the person asserts themselves powerfully in financial or intimate partnerships, taking on leadership roles or seeking control over shared resources. They also navigate transformations and deep psychological processes with confidence and authority, asserting their personal sovereignty even in the face of profound change. They attract partners who challenge their own sense of authority or who play significant roles in their psychological growth and transformation.

9🏠: The Queen of Education and Philosophy

With Queen in this house, the person asserts themselves confidently in matters of belief and philosophy, taking on leadership roles within religious or spiritual communities or advocating for their own philosophical perspectives. They also approach higher education and travel with a sense of authority, seeking out opportunities to expand their knowledge and experiences in ways that affirm their personal sovereignty. They attract mentors or teachers who embody leadership qualities and inspire them to assert their own sense of authority in their intellectual pursuits.

10🏠: The Queen of Authority and Image

With Queen in this house, the person naturally gravitates towards positions of leadership and authority in their chosen career path. They seek out opportunities to assert their authority and take charge in their professional endeavors, striving for success and recognition in their field. Their public image also convey a sense of regality or authority, and they may be perceived as someone who commands respect and influence in their community or industry. They face challenges related to authority figures or power dynamics in their career, prompting them to assert their own sense of sovereignty and leadership.

11🏠: The Queen of Friendships and Ambition

With Queen in this house, the person takes on leadership roles within their social circles or community organizations, asserting their authority and influencing others towards shared goals and aspirations. They also attract friends who embody leadership qualities or who inspire them to assert their own sense of authority in pursuing their dreams and ambitions. They experience challenges related to power dynamics or authority figures within their social groups, prompting them to assert their own sovereignty and leadership.

12🏠: The Queen of Spiritual Warfare and Subconscious

With Queen in this house, the person possess a quiet inner authority or a strong sense of personal sovereignty that operates beneath the surface of their conscious awareness. They exhibit leadership qualities in spiritual or charitable endeavors, quietly guiding and inspiring others from behind the scenes. They confront challenges related to authority figures or power dynamics in their subconscious mind, prompting them to explore and assert their own sense of sovereignty in their spiritual journey or inner world. This placement can also indicate a hidden strength or resilience that allows them to navigate adversity with grace and dignity, even if they are not always consciously aware of it.

Tap Into Your Power 👑

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Unironically, my "lucky" or favorite number has always been the degree sign of my sun. Is there a connection? I have no idea, but it brings me a little bit of peace knowing that it has always been apart of me.

Also a side note, that for those that are into heavy metaphysical and spiritual practices, never let someone else's assumptions of your energy deny you of your own intuition. People can only see the surface level of your existence. You are in control of the narrative.

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Mars in Aquarius, 7th House Moodboard

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Lilith (h13) in Taurus, 10th House Moodboard

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Farida Khelfa in The Agony of Marguerite Gautier by Jean-Paul Goude, 1992

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Henri de Braekeleer (Belgian, 1840–1888) - Vestibule de la maison du peintre

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I don't know if it is the Leo Rising, Gemini Sun, and Scorponic sun degree but I am obsessed with the appearance and use of a light vs. dark aesthetic. Think — crescent, foggy underlit moon. Black cat, but golden aura. Playful, but piercing eyes.

Just my thought. Even though I agree and don't dislike my natural, fawny hair, I became an entire new version of authentic when I went darker.

However, on another topic of conversation, I am so dynamically pulled to either soften my gaze and play a part or stand (unbearingly) unmoving. Regardless of my choice, I have not yet entirely made peace with never being able to lose my natural edges, so it's better to embrace that depth somehow.

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vivienne westwood's ‘vive la bagatelle’ bridal dress, ss97